pls help me...badly need

hi, I m new here....I m really disturbed nw-adays..so badly need suggesion...I was madly in love with 1of my teacher in my college life....it was so serious feelings frm my side tht I even did bad in my xam...un4tunately I cudnt mk th person realize my feeligs.it is about 4 years back story...sm hw my love turned into hate...nw though I dont love or mis tht person bt still cudnt 4get th event, my 'past' love, th memory etc....I m a 23 years girl nw...my parents r nw-a-days damm serious bout my marraige...some ppl r coming 2 c in my home 2 c me after th day of 'eid'....nw no1 is in my life, bt I m still nt prepared 2 get married...I just cant think bout this..I cant allow 2 touch any guy (th so-called huband)....I cant do my 'bahu-duty'...I just cant....of course I respect marriage bt I want to get into it after my graduation wh will end after 1 yrs...bt parents logic is if thr is no 1 in my life thn whs th prob!! they r desparate 2 get me married...btw, th proposal is withim frm my relatives and I dont want to get married in my relatives..and he is atleast 10 years elder than me wh I cant tolarate....I cant bt 4get my past feelings..I think I dont hv th energy 2 gv love 2 sm1 nw...I dont undesd nw wh sud I do as I m failing 2 mk my parents undesd my viws...

gys, pls suggest me...wh sud I do??????????/ I think I ll do swicide if th situation continus like ths....I m nt able to get involve in marr rite nw... 10 years

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