Chapter -1
Kunal's
POV
I know I am
wrong, I know I am not going on right path but I am helpless. Next to me is my
wife whom I proposed during our college days and we were happily married for 5
years but now a days my heart is completely making me take a different route
while my mind reminds me that I am choosing a wrong path, but I have
become completely helpless. Didn't I ever Love Mauli? If I truly loved her why
is my heart even thinking about Nandini? If I didn't Love Mauli, why did I even
Propose her, is it Just because she was my best friend and I mistook my
friendship as Love...but all this doesn't matter because I have been married to
her since last 5 yrs...Marriage is a lifelong commitment , I have seen love in
her eyes for me but I am unable to reciprocate the same , I have seen her
longing for me from Past few days, But I am Unable to love her back ...Is It
Because I am feeling guilty or Is It because I can't accept her since My heart
longs for someone else...I am confused myself and this confusion is just giving
nothing but pain to me as well as others. I am sure I can't accept Mauli and
stay happily ever after with her because my heart is not allowing me to do
something which I don't want to do. But is it right to give pain to my wife for
no fault of hers apart from loving me whole heartedly? If I think in this way,
then I am cheating myself and cheating Mauli too as my heart wants only
Nandini. I am not sure how should I come out of this situation.
When Nandini
entered our Lives, I never expected that she will make her way to my heart. The
mere friendship between me and her completely took a U-turn and today we both
know we love each other. In beginning I brushed these thoughts as a mere
infatuation but with time I realized I love her and I long for her but I never
crossed my limits with her as we know this is wrong and something which society
doesn't accept, moreover I don't want Nandini to suffer because of me.
I know
Nandini very well, if given a chance to choose between her and Mauli's
happiness, she would choose Mauli rather than she and I don't want to come
between Mauli and Nandini's Relationship, but my heart is not allowing me to
forget Nandini and not even allowing me to Accept Mauli. Why even my life did
become a mess within No time...Isn't there a solution for all these problems
where no one would suffer rather than everyone will be happy? He thought for a
while looking at his wife who was sleeping on bed after their huge fight over a
silly Matter.
Mauli's
POV
What is
happening with my life? Few days back I was happy as I got my friend back and
when I thought everything is perfect since 2 important people in life Nandu and
Kunal are with me, my life is taking a complete U-turn. My Husband, who used to
love and pamper me a lot is now a days creating distance between us. Today we
fought over a silly matter. It is not like we never fought with each other, but
when we both had huge fights, we would reconcile and it was our decision that
even after having a ugly fight we would forget everything by night and would
sleep hand in hand forgetting our silly fights. But now a days, we spend lots
of time apart from each other, we are fighting for no reason and we end up
sleeping separately.
He is not
the same Kunal whom I met, he is not same Kunal who became my best friend after
Nandini, he is not same Kunal who proposed me, he is not same Kunal who I
marries nor he is same Kunal who used to be a very loving and Caring Husband.
I can see
him, I can see him going through some kind of pain, I see him sitting and
thinking over something, I see him forgetting himself and keeping all silent
many times, He doesn't react over his Fav Foods the way he used to, he doesn't
respond if I speak to him in a loving way for which he used to crave for, he is
not the same naughty and Kiddish person who used to bring smile on all our
face. He has changed a lot in past few days.
I am longing
for My husband, I am longing for his love, I tried my level best to bring our
relationship on track but it is getting Sour day by day and I do not understand
what can I do to keep My family happy. I don't think speaking to elders will
solve the problem, at the end it's us, as husband and wife are the one who
should solve each and every problem between us, but I am becoming helpless.
Should I share this with Nandini? I know what she would tell, she would
probably advise that Kunal might be under work pressure and I am overthinking.
She believes a lot in Marriage as she herself bearded with Rajdeep's all abuse
just because he was her husband.
Considering
the good nature of Kunal, I know Nandini would advise me to give some time to
this relationship but I can see my relationship with Kunal is turning out to be
sour with every passing day. I can't leave without Kunal, but neither can I
lead a life with Kunal in this way...I am confused on what should I do, is
there no way where everyone can be happy? A lone teared escaped her eyes as she
indulged herself in deep thoughts turning away from her husband who was
sleeping on couch.
Nandini's
POV:
Never did I
thought Life would be this Difficult. Being with Rajdeep and being in a
loveless marriage was far better than the pain and confusion I am going through
at present.
Mauli, My
best friend who helped me a lot to discover myself, Who gave me confidence to
become independent, who stood with me in my hard times and who advised me to
respect my Self-Respect by encouraging me to stand against a creepy Creature
like Rajdeep. She is my world but what I am doing...I am in love with her own
husband. I know I am wrong, I don't have rights of being in Love with her
husband but my heart doesn't have any control as it is always redirecting me to
Kunal. I was married to Rajdeep according to wishes of My parents, Mauli
was against this marriage but I left Mauli for Rajdeep as I respected my
parents. Being with Rajdeep for 7 years, I never had the feelings towards my so
called husband, I tried my best to be his good wife and was longing for his
Love. But within a few days of Marriage I understood what a creep kind of man
Rajdeep is. I became helpless as my parents passed away until Mauli met me.
After fighting a lot with my Inner-Self, I made a decision to move away from
Rajdeep and I became a Self-Independent women.
With time, I
grew closer to everyone at Malhotra house and I won't deny when I saw Kunal and
Mauli being a happy and cute couple, I used to feel a bit sad not because they
were happy, it is because I never got such attention from my husband.
After Mauli,
if there is someone whom I trusted completely was Kunal and may be because of
destiny we spent a lot of time of time with each other. Unknown to us we
developed feelings for each other we fell in love. I brushed my thoughts
for Kunal in beginning but every time I denied my feelings for him, I would end
up at losing end.
I don't want
to cheat Mauli but I am unable to even stop my thoughts about Kunal, my heart
is not listening to me and that is why I decided to move away from Malhotra
house. Though I am away from them my heart longs for Kunal where my mind
reminds me that I am cheating my best friend Mauli. But I am helpless.
I very well
know about Kunal, though I have moved out, he would think about me. The last
night when Malhotra's had visited me I could sense the tension between Kunal
and Mauli. I thought to have a conversation with Mauli, but I know she would
brush off my talks saying she would handle everything. Speaking to Kunal would
make the scenario worst as I know the exact reason behind the happenings
between Kunal and Mauli is because of the feelings me and Kunal have for each
other.
How can this
entire situation can be solved? I don't want to cheat Mauli, neither I want to
see Kunal going through so much pain, I can bear anything and everything but I
want the important people of My life Kunal and Mauli to be happy as I can't see
them going through such a pain. We are just entagled in a web where everyone's
pain is connected and I don't know at this point what can be the solution to
this problem. Isn't there any way where everyone can be happy...she thought
looking at the calm moon who was shining in the sky.
Rajdeep's
POV
I never
thought the dumb woman like Nandini would have so much guts to go against me. I
married that lady because of her angelic face, she drives me crazy and by hook
or crook I want her next to me in my bed. She thinks it's easy for her to get
divorce from me but I would never allow her to leave happily.
Mauli, Kunal
and Nandini all these 3 idiots made my life hell and until and unless I make
them suffer for their deeds I won't be able to live in peace.
Nandini's
strength is Mauli and Mauli's strength is that Kunal. Ofcourse, Kunal loves
Mauli. So in Common the Mauli is weak point for both Kunal and Nandini and
hurting Mauli is the best way to take revenge from both kunal and Nandini. I
would destroy the life of these 3 a*sho*es who destroyed my life, he said
burning in the rage of anger against Kunal, Nandini and Mauli unaware of what
was happening at the other end.
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Hope you all Liked it. Wrote this entire chapter in around 80 mins or so. Not sure how it turned out
Awaiting for everyone's response.😳
Edited by -Ranju- - 5 years ago
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