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Hi Zoya, sorry dear, just distracting myself here and there, Check ur message, I had a very painful week sorry for the delay

EPISODE 206

Colors of the rainbow...happiness 

Color can influence our emotions, our actions and how we respond to various people, things and ideas through these.Tody's epi is reflecting all the colors of emotions as spring is in the air.

Khushi sleeping under the stars , under her Amma ,Babuji's protection along with DM is talking in her sanka mode. "uthja khushi aaj holi hai... kitna kuchh karna hai," get up khushi today is holi... there's so much to do.she talks away and that wakes him up.

I loved her innocence and her attitude to find happiness in the small things and she always leaves a window of happiness here and there ,here comes Arnav's leaving window a bit down in the pag phere episode and today he is joining her in this happiness unintentionally. Arnav was inside sleeping but got up hearing Khushi's talking in her sleep.The door was not fully closed today ,loved that touch. He is touching the happiness which is peeping through the door and knocking his sleeping heart and he doesn't have a clue either. When Khushi decided the colors for everyone and the moment she said "yellow", his lips automatically had spread that smile all the way through his eyes to his soul.
"hamara rang hoga.. peela" [my color will be yellow].

Smile just intertwines him with the spell of smile on her lips which gives him peace...he melts seeing that smile after a long time. 

"holi hai!" she wakes up happily by forgetting all the sufferings and anguish.He tries to go back to sleep after releasing a very husky "paagal"..crazy hai but cute hai...is settling here.

 Khushi is one of those who create happiness around em and today she created it around Arnav who just followed it totally being unaware of it.

The colors were chosen so wonderfully. For Amma 'Bauji, its green which signifies life,nature and peace as parents provide a natural peace within, for Buaji, it's Orange, a strong emotional color entangling with love and hate both with it. Then comes Payal, it's blue , which signifies calmness, trust,and loyality and she was wearing blue too. Khushi really knows her family in and out even in sleep. Here comes DM's red color. Red,a strong physical need basically associated with masculine energy. It signifies action and confidence and provides a sense of protection as n Sindoor. Then comes yellow, our Khushi's color, just like her it signifies optimism, just like her it spreads happiness and sparks creative thoughts.Black for Arnav,which gives protection from external emotional stress. It creates a barrier between itself and the outside world, providing comfort while protecting its emotions and feelings, and hiding its vulnerabilities, insecurities.

Love how CVs has defined all characters with these colors.

Arnav's shut up couldn't stop the childish Khushi who was rambling in her monlogues  in the excitement of Holi.A curious Arnav wants to know who she's been talking to. Khushi  answers rudely as she didn't like being interrupted,  'With Herself '...Arnav's annoyance changes into mild smile when Khushi informs him that she's been crazy since her childhood.The craziness that he is in love with but Poor guy's heart skipped a beat to know the selection  of color she made for him.. "aap ke liye rang chunne mein bilkul bhi waqt nahin laga, aap ko pata hai kaunsa?... kala." [It took me time to choose a color for you, she teases,you know which, black.] Khushi runs away while telling him the color as she knows that it will enrage him.He jumps up from his bed to get his crazy wife.His feet stopped yet his desirous eyes couldn't stop from urge to hold her ...hold her so close as always...

 Again it showed their understanding level in between em. A future sign too that Khushi's attraction is too compelling for him.

Anjali , who is just a pawn for Shyam did provide a valuable piece of information to heat up the obsession in her husband for Khushi that Naniji and her always wanted ARSHI together.That triggered a chain of unethical thoughts of lust to be the first one to apply the "gulal " on her.Red color  which signifies sindoor.But he is taking this oath right in front of DM and her Diya the fire of which just purifies her devotees.How can she let this happen as Fire is inside the Diya...[love this well thought shot]...because that Diya with Fire is a wall in between him and Khushi and that represents our dragon, Arnav to vanquish his plans.

Loved Naniji ,protecting the sisters from Maami's bitterness..She might be angry yet her affection for Khushi still exists and she will not allow anyone ruin that. Her laughter when Khushi tries to pacify her with her innocence and  Anjali's acceptance   showed that  Spring is coming back and she is indeed Buaji's Titliya spreading colors of joy. 

Loved the act of independent and self respected Khushi who wants to pay the bill of colors from  her piggy bank as she stops Payal getting money  from Akash too. Khushi goes in her room and finds out that she is short of money .This is what I liked , she didn't ask anyone but Arnav... No such hesitance, remorse or shame asking him for that...Well thought.!!!..She stops him , very authoritatively but still shows him that she still doesn't take him for granted or think of him as her own but she shows the feeling of her right on him and the most important that she knows he is there to take care of her, her needs.Indeed this self respect and self reliance Khushi will make him crazy...

A poignant moment when a scatter brained  Khushi breaks her Piggy bank  and rolls all of her coins under the bed..Khushi bends down to collect em when Arnav comes in keeping his eyes on his file and lands his feet on the broken pieces of piggy bank.He sees Khushi and assumes she is hiding from him after losing the challenge.Love the way  he comes to her level and Seeing her under the bed exposing her vulnerable skull brings out his protective nature and  he immediately places his hand covering her head from the edge of the bed.That shows his protective hand , a promise he gave during hospital incident will always be there for Khushi in every danger even when she places herself in .

Pondering connected dots:He gave her strength that day in the hospital by removing her distress, [hospital bills].Today he is doing it again unintentionally , he took care for her Dad that day and this time he also took care for her sister's happiness.   

As I said her proximity is way too compelling for him to resist and very same is for her... Shyam was behind The Hospital incident which brought these two together and today again he will be the reason to reduce the bitterness in between em.

I guess that's why it's been said "sometimes we understand each other better when we stay together".Khushi will slowly realize Arnav's genuine feelings and in turn will eventually connect the dots together to decode this hidden game of triquetra.

Khushi breaks the spell and he turns his face to hide his vulnerability as usual.She thinks he doing it out of an act but there is no one here besides them and he turns the table calling her mental who bangs her head for no reason every where and in every business...hmmm. You don't want her to stretch to find the truth or just challenging her but either way she is doing all for her Jiji's first Holi just like you re doing for your Di...two duffers...uhhh

Khushi has started to bring color in her relations with her Dm, and she gives her the color "gulal" and then sweets ...her Jalaibis and DM is the only one who is safe guarding her sweet child's Sindoor from all the storms and complications. She is making her PROTECTOT, her HORUS ready for her to vanquish the demons within

Love the last scene where the rising cinders of lava is heating up in boys.I must say Shyam's lustful obsession is crossing all the limits as he is forcing him upon Khushi and I didn't feel right , how come his wife Anjali even didn't stop him from doing so as she is one who said "it's Khushi's first Holi" so this is her hubby's responsibility to put Gulal on her , not Shyam. He failed but his  intention heard and seen by Arnav . He is the one who brings t Arnav and Khushi closer in the name of Gulal...the color of Sindoor...

Victory...of  pure hearts

Winning hearts with love is the key factor of this epi.The Khaleej, the distance between hearts is cutting its gaps and mingling with each others with harmony.

The union of pure hearts is happening as Khushi's heart is screaming for it quietly since that dreadful night.With Anjali's help and Payal's support ,ice breaks among the family.Amma's love couldn't take this torment towards her daughter and her affection outpours her love without any boundary followed by Buaji who can't resist her Sanka either.

Equation of Khushi with Raizadas can't be changed till the head of the house is not happy and that one person is way too close to her heart,"Naniji..." and today Khushi in Nanaji's avatar is ready to please Nani with Pichkari.Her words have a very deep meaning,"khushi.. kaun khushi?... kaheki khushi...?" [Khushi, who's Khushi and for what] indeed happiness is not mixing with colors without smiles and togetherness.Mamaji had provide her enough info to proceed with Nanaji's mustache to conciliate his Gulabo...[Naniji]

Must say Sanaya is looking so ethereal here...how can anyone resists her...

Khushi's acts spread different colors in the air and those colors make her get accepted by everyone.She is successful in her statement" humare saath job hi bura ho raha hai woh aaj hi keh din acha ho sakta hai"[today is the day when everything can be fine] She got the colorful pichkari in her white[colorless] life because without others happiness, her happiness is incomplete.Kahe ki Khushi...Loved the moment when Nani places her hand , her blessings on her when she kneels down in front of her for forgiveness for impersonating Nanaji , with all of her innocence . Her innocence is touching its hikes when she says that she sought Nanaji's forgiveness too... How can anyone remain angry from this Sanka.Naniji is her shield and will be as always

Arnav watches all of his paagal wife antics from a distance .He adores her craziness with his side smile which shines through his eyes.She is having a gala here and that turns his smile bigger as colors are reaching in his colorless visage.Loved to see his concerns for Khushi when Naniji disapproved her method of beseeching her and smiled at Khushi's success, That indicates how much deeply he is affected by Khushi's sadness which he inflicted upon her.He is happy seeing his paagal in his family's embrace but one person is fuming over this alliance as his job is becoming harder to reach her...Shyam Manohar Jha...

It reminds me his smile after Diwali.That day Naniji played the prank to make Khushi happy and he witnessed his family's aspiration for a girl who he just threw out of his life.His impulsive act of Diwali made her not to come back to Raizada house but with love and affection of his family she couldn't refuse to do so.That day his rejection and today his sudden accord has created the rifts in hearts which Khushi's fighting and innocent spirit is reinvigorating these alliances of hearts to bring color back in her life. This is a day where he is witnessing and putting his foot forward understanding why he fell in love and drawn to Khushi. Today he has enough to be confused in his own tracks as he just witnessed an honest ,truthful ,bold and lively girl who doesn't hesitate asking forgiveness for what she did for bringing smile of others for making alliance better.

Her innocent smile which did spread colors around him and brought smiles within him this morning ,his hand on her head melted him for a while ,her innocent way of calling him LG and cute way of asking him his help did stirred him though

Naniji wants to put color on Khushi and Opportunist, Shyam took this golden moment provided by Naniji to apply gulal , red color, the color of personal association,  a color of suhagan, a color of  Sindoor .His walk showed his arrogance and obsession towards Khushi . He walked towards her without caring her feelings as usual.He walked in her life because of Arnav and now Arnav has to amend that sink hole.Hearing Shyam's voice and intention for his Khushi, Arnav gets halted in his actions and wraps himself in ASR cloak in a jiff and strides towards Khushi by following Shyam's trail with rage in his eyes."How dare he can touch her?'...She is mine..."

Shyam comes closer to Khushi who has been caught in between her family's pure love and affection and the evil who is ready to taint her purity.He extends his hand with his immoral and twitchy smile as he was enjoying her helplessness.But DM who got her gulal first and Shyam's swear in front of her Diya...Her purity can't allow this wicked man to smear the purity of her innocent child.Her protector and Horus reahes in time to avert the direction of  this storm by gripping his hand. He comes in between Khushi and Shyam in such a way that Khushi hides behind him completely .He himself acts as an impregnable barricade for Shyam to move towards Khushi...Khushi who had closed her eyes  in Shyam's loathing intention of touching her ,opens meanwhile. The color of her face reflects gulal seeing her man covering her with his shielded and protective torso from this evil.During all of this Shyam was totally unaware of Arnav's moves and now he was in his grip.The most amazing thing is Shyam's fear from Arnav is decreasing in his madness ,as he is way close to Khushi and Arnav.[Story def changed ] thanks to evil cupid,ASR again claimed his rights on his wife in front of the whole world and family second , "ek minute, jeeja ji... khushi ko rang main laga loonga, ...pause ...PATI jo hoon..." [one minute, BIL, i'll put the color on khushi after all I am her husband].The most joyful face is Naniji's who is  thrilled to hear that and surprised one is Khushi again.

Arnav  gets the color from the very same plate that Shyam was holding, turns around  smoothly and applies the Gulal on Khushi's's pure soul to vanquish his own act of applying Sindoor in the dark night.Khushi  closes her eyes accepting his right on her again while Arnav  looks at her as his eyes always mesmerize at her closed eyes angelic face..and in that lost look his hand doesn't stop and he applies it on her other cheek too.That brings a burst of colors in their surroundings along with hey hey which enhances the color of this event as Arnav's colorless life is getting colors by his Khushi.

Naniji's breaks their stance and lost world ,"Khushi bitya aap Chote ko rang nahin lagaingi.."[Khushi , won't you apply color on Chote]...Arnav  walks away seeing Khushi's  hesitancy yet stopped by Anjali , who refuses to let him to go. She calls Khushi and gets the color from Shyam.She smiles  playfully at Khushi by giving her naughty approval for  smearing Arnav with gulal .She is telling her mark your right on him.If Shyam has brought Arnav towards Khushi today, Anjali has brought Khushi towards Arnav.Khushi walks towards Arnav  slowly and reluctantly, looks at him  for his consent.He looks away but doesn't say anything .She grabs the courage with her shaky hands and applies the Gulal on Arnav's cheeks and her desires touching him on his cheeks are sending heated notes of Raba Ve to her and him as well who responds to her look in her touch.

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 He turns around and touches his cheek to make sure that she did touch him indeed while applying color. Another side Khushi seems to be lost in the same pool. This shows their intimacy touch with each other's purity which is coloring their hearts. Both throw sweet and shy glances from under their lashes to see the effect they have on each other quietly by keeping the fake and chasm wall of...must be hard to control their desires for not holding each other in an embrace.

Love needs not only emotional attention but also needs to be nurtured physically too.  It was that day when Arnav had put all his affection on Khushi leaving all the egos to feel this emotion known as Love. He named it a challenge because of his lack of acceptance and acknowledgment as their relationship had not reached a point where he can claim her as his own. She returned his challenge unintentionally and felt the havoc the very same way as this tycoon did who is used to be touched and pecked by millions.

Naniji declares the truth which he denies though to irritate her and to keep her faade look "anjali bitiya... pyaar toh bade bade pahadon ko hila deta hai... yeh toh Chote hain."

"bilkul sahi keh rahe ho, Nani."[u r right Nani]

the rabba vey ascended... and they looked at each other...to deny this transparency of their relation ...and he does deny it,"aisa kuch nahin hai, di..."[ it's nothing like that, di.]
But she wants to accept it by touching her Pati's touch of color over and over which is springing colors from each and every part of her visage and the sweetest shy  smile perks on her face.She got what she wants on holi's morning...everything is alright ...at least for now.

Indeed Sanka is back in her Bhang avatar as she claims she is the best Bhang maker of Lukhnow...Nice touch as she is who webbed him in  her inebriated seher since Sheesh Mahal and he can't get out of it as right now her new folk look that is not less than a wine in a glass which he wants to touch with his lips...as they are smiling and lavishing at her craziness

Just like  always and  make him halt on his tracks...he is not listening her "Dil ki batain..." which comes out after Bhang yet a gloating Shyam wants to hear all with his evil look...Cupid is ready with his another arrow to strike hearts...

A hug to a hug...

Dil Ki Baat

 Today's epi starts with Anjali's hug to Khushi and ends with Anjali's hug to Arnav.The "epicenter" of Teriquetra..."The apple of eye of  Raizada.The person who is the sole reason of their Knot [Union]...

Arnav's touch marking her his in front of everyone has brought the real Khushi within her and she is enjoying that with her whole family and with her Bhang.The union of families and acceptance of relationships has really stirred the hearts and the moment .Anjali who is the center of Triquetra starts this embrace by acknowledging Khushi her Bhabi and gives her right to call her Di.Acceptance of status on both sides.First embrace from Arnav's Mom for her kids.That was the key alliance because after Naniji, Anjali is the one who has to be won with respect, love and affection...because she is the one who is the real life of Arnav the one and only one who is the owner of Khushi's heart.Today Khushi has won the heart of Arnav...by Hugging Anjali. ...

Beautiful Bhaang moments of the family reunion :)

Kyushi  gets haywire being  inebriated  and swayed here and there with her fluidity in her personality, carefree,loving and cherishing each moment .I must say Sanaya is such a great actress and portrayed brilliant here . Khushi was having fun telling secrets in a free way and she is ready to blurt out her inner feelings and guilty to Naniji and Anjali .Slither is hissing in the vicinity. She was ready to spill the beans when Arnav the great King comes and shushes his tiny Queen on time who is swaying in the air .But Slither does get some gems to  collect for his collection .

It was the cute Moment when Khushi says by looking at Arnav

"Hum jhoot nahi keh rahe hain , Naniji... who jab hum akele main..."[I am not lying when we are alone...]

Arnav steps forwards with romantic husky tone and puts his finger on her lips,"Akele main hum kya karte hain , yeh kissi ko janney ki zaroorat nahin hai..." [No one has to know what do we do when we are alone] Khushi changes the topic by sensing it," Acha, Bhang .." He presses finger on her lips to make her aware of his intention, "shhh...Main Bhang Nahi peeta"...[I don't drink Bhang...]Today he is losing in her inebriated eyes which are losing her senses in his huskiness. "aur ab... tum chup rahogi," [and now, you'll keep quiet...] ASR says to Khushi whose eyes are speaking so much.She just nods without blinking and that makes him loose his senses as he just smiles...

She shivered over his anger and meaningful touch ,in this intimacy which always makes her loose her senses just like Diwali night... Loved Sanaya in this...Arnav holds her hand to take her away from Slithery moves.Nice touch as he will always be her protector from Slither ...

Khushi runs away from him and others after being quiet from him.She was bumping others like  uncontrollable  toofan mail...There is a moment when she is almost ready to trip and his concerns awake as always" careful..." Yeah ...he hates her so much.The Deal is back in between two hatred Lovers. Arnav wants Khushi to stop drinking  but she is mini him,brings a deal on the Bahng table "agar aap chate hain keh hum aur na piyain tou apko bhi thodi si peeni hogi..."[Khushi will not drink if Arnav will drink Bhang]...

Arnav drinks Thandai to outsmart her but even in her inebriated form Khushi finds his trick.She becomes determined more than ever,"aap Ramanchi kar rahe hain..." [You are cheating me]  She exchanges the bhang with Thandai and celebrates her victory with his  singing Mantra.."What the..."...She is a bit drunk yet adorable charming and that was enough to melt his core .He follows her trail lovingly...Love the smile and the content on his face...seeing her happiness and swaying with her joy which he always wanted to be associated with him...

Today the effect of their "inebriated touch" to each other is springing through their smiles and colors around them.If she is dancing with it , he is swinging with this color too.Today he  doesn't want to be far from her.He comes closer to Di and Naniji and placed his hands around them and looks at his Khushi whose beauty always makes him "madhosh"...,...but today she is successful making him out to embrace all the colors of joy from which he always feels shy. He starts raving about her beauty with some "Dil ki baat..." [his inner feelings] ..He adores her dancing as always and today she is swaying freely like she has no regrets, no worries, no hate what so ever...Today Arnav is open to his Di to tell her how much he loves her."She is beautiful..." ..."Thodi paagal hai but cute hai"[She is a bit crazy but still cute].The craziness of her makes this Great ASR crazy as always.The spirited soul Khushi pulls him out towards her in the middle of all colors of life .He keeps walking towards this magnetized spell of her with a soft and lazy smile on his face. Anjali chokes up seeing her Chote in love.Naniji is in content with her Naati's smile and she was right"payar tou bade badon ko hila dait hai[Love melts mountains]

He always mesmerized by her dancing but today he couldn't stop himself as compared to Nainital day, or Payesh Sangeet before Teri Meri.

Arnav walks with shaky feet towards his  free spirited crazy girl , who is dancing merrily   over the beat of the drums.The  colors of joy are springing around her.She feels his presence and stops while watching him.Arnav pulls her by grabbing her hand in one smooth move. they stand still as the world dances around them...as always away from the surroundings. He remembers teri meri dance and her leaning Trust on him , he resting and relaxing in his proximity which he is craving from his woman.He wants her to feel her , to cherish her proximity and her easiness with him badly.

The other side she remembers his desire to kiss her... The day when she wanted to be kissed by this man only whose proximity creates havoc in her senses and she just wants to be lost in em.She gave in for her voluptuous desires that night which always halt her in her tracks."Samjhna chahte hain par samjh nahin patey..".She never can say these things yet feels em strongly.He remembers how he adored her ankle with silver anklet ...oh he wants to adore her every moment of his life...he wants to cherish her every moment of his life...he simply wants her in his intense embrace for his life.He loves this girl more than his life...period.. and that is his "dil ki baat..jo usne keh di apni ankhon se.."[This is his heart voice which he just delivered through his eyes...] and the bhang and drums are providing rhythm with these swinging unsaid feelings..

Arnav steps back after a long pause getting aware of their surroundings.He lets Khushi go by twirling her and she stops with a confused look after her swing.She is searching for something but his smile brings smile on her face as always and she starts dancing with it forgetting her "Chot" [hurt] given by him.

He smiles seeing her dancing just for him...enjoys seeing her  getting relax near him and  adores her visage dancing just for him and that brightens his smile more than ever. Today their smiles are tied for each other enjoying for each other in each other's proximity.That small gesture of her springs every color in him and he lets himself swing with that.He dances freely with his Di and with his Khushi, two important people of his life... The beautiful moment when Anjali and Arnav hug ..the harmony is back finally  by putting all the bitterness aside... The family is complete...

Nice touch , an intruder who comes close to Khushi which awakes Arnav's possessiveness as Shyam who comes to pic as an intruder in the family moment while Anjali was saying,"aaj Chote Khushiji keh liye nache, holi khaili aur bhang bhi pee...aur phir kehtey hain... Di, hum yeh sab aapke liye kar rahen hai"[Today Arnav did everything for Khushi yet always say I did it for u] But that is a fact he did marry her for you but is in love with her possessively and unintentionally is saving her from this intruder right behind you...He is a protector of this family...especially for both of you...A hug for hug ,that is only his wish...

"tuney meri biwi ko haath kaise lagaya",[ how could you touch my wife.] is  meaningful here as in his inebriated senses "that chup  gaya hai..' is still alive in the back of his head...It's never been easy for him due to his possessive nature,,seeing Shyam hugging his Khushi...

Oh yeah he married her for only for couple of months yet she is his WIFE ...His life ...His Dhakan[heatbeat]...

Love the Mami in it and her Takhliya, yes that was a smart way to have this Takhliya, this Tanhaiye for these two apart...

Epi 209

~Heart To Heart~

"Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." ~unknown~

Heart and inner eye show you a path but mind always brings delusional path in between your choice.That happened on that dreadful night when Shyam came in between Arnav and Khushi but destiny is determined otherwise. Today Khushi and Arnav have red gulal on their cheeks while evil is still trying his mind games to bring a rift in between em by applying green and red both on his cheeks.He did get success in blurring Khushi's vision but not her heart "aap bure insaan ho" which always beats for one man who is always there to protect his Love...This scene has a deep significance as Arnav is always protecting her since from the beginning of this evil...

Two pure souls are seeking each others' hearts today and Slither's moves act as a catalyst each time to speed up their heartbeat.Khushi is a DeviMaiya's child and she has to pure her from this evil taint and dirt today because when he was planning in front of DM's Diya , her fire was taking an oath to put him so down today...

Khushi who has been tarnished by his filthy hands and the dirt in her eyes and seeks for water to clean it.She finds the one with roses , Arnav's Mom and her blessings along with DM who wants her children to be with each other by erasing all the harshness and soft petals here are reinvigorating those feelings and emotions which were just becoming the dream of yesterday.She is having a moment to herself after seeing her Love, Arnavji's smile seeing her smile in the crowd and that is reeling all the moments again in front of her which she doesn't want to remember any more."Bhulana chahte hain par bhula nahin pate" is the one which is a question for her. Those emotions are troubling her heart again, a heart that beats for the man who had crushed her dreams brutally.

Thinkable POINT:Arnav and Khsuhi both have  same color on their cheeks"RED" which she mentioned to Shyam by herself "jaise bhi huwein , bas dhakanain ek ho gayein" [Heartbeats become one] and that is where Shyam comes with two colors on his cheeks green and red, he also found that both , Arnav and Khushi are not one physically yet  and that MU makes him plunge after kidnpping because Khushi asked Arnav if u will see in my eyes , u know I am telling the truth...A  ...SLAP on his face and out of RM...

Khushi  standing under the gazebo thinking about her love , her heart,"Arnavji"  after clearing momentarily delusion thoughts  created by evil to see clearly but evil always helped  brewing up the hidden desires. Her heart took her message to the one who is standing right here after not finding her in the Holi crowd and calls her name with concerns"Khushi!!!"

Arnav finds her and it puzzles her seeing her like this alone and disconnected to the others.He sees her in distress and moves forward to soothe her but she turns away.Still some evil dust particles are distracting her from a clear vision towards her love and life.

She is hastily trying to clear her vision  but Arnav turns her around to face him.He blows away the dust of unclear thoughts to clear her judgment so she can see it properly.That helps  Khushi   to regain her blurred vision that had been designed by Shyam's dirty minds and which is fogging her ways to the reality but it is clearing by Arnav by himself today.All the misconceptions are getting cleared by him ,by his gentle acts.His gentle touch is taking her back to Diwali when she was having dust in her eyes and Arnav cleared it and that day he followed that dust to reach her.The soothing touch of him which she thought she had  lost and deviated from her  is caressing her visage again.Today Arnav is bringing her back to the same path which he followed on the dust particles to her on Diwali .Arnav thinks  she has lost her path to him and she thinks the same for herself but today both are making path towards each other in this  colorful dust around em by removing the evil within. 

Khushi gets overwhelmed again by these emotions which are empowering her with the confused notions once again.She removes his hand by pushing it away from her.Arnav  gets dejected by this rejection of hers and swallowed his pain for the Lady Love who means world to him but loves someone else according  him. But there are certain desires you can't escape from and this is one of them as he can't stop loving her no matter what. Arnav starts  moving away from her by commanding her wish but halt by surprise finding out that that the hand which she had brushed off is in her clutch to make him stop moving away from her.

Arnav stops and turns around to her with quizzical eyes without uttering a word.He is calm and content in her hold as he aspires for years and Khushi does not disappoint him in his aspiration today.She comes closer to him gently cups  his  face. A face of an innocent man who has been betrayed by swaying emotions by his own and has a cloak of stone  after  dealing with each hit of the storm till now as nothing could break him but this one storm which is  cracking the shell of  this stone in pieces day by day.This one storm has shattered the infrastructure 0f his faith one more time beyond repair.

Arnav looks at her nonplussed  but doesn't say anything while Khushi  bares her heart again with all the innocence of the world within "Arnavji hum aapse Khuch poochna chate hain"[I want to ask you something.] She grabs his hand and brings it closer to her heart and seeks to know, trusting him despite having it crushed once before "aisa Kyuon hota hai, aap jab bhi humare paas atey hain  humari dhakan tez ho jati hai..humne samjhne ki bohat koshish ki ...bhoolna chate hain par bhula nahin pate"...[ why myheart begins to race in your vicinity ]...

Arnav gets perplexed  by her simple yet question filled with heaping emotions. He was looking something elusive and hoping may be there is a residue of softness in her heart for him and he gets blown out by this one act of Khushi,like his shattering world got some faith back in it.Khushi's soft yet lovable act  to this man who was looking for a ray of hope and got fluorescent  light in his dark life, makes him overwhelmed by her faith in him.It moved his heart which tears upas  words cannot compensate what he wants to say.Then a small smile of gratitude , of happiness ...as he accepts and can't deny that how much she means to him..Barun was brilliant.Today  Arnav's world is opened to vistas of colors  by one question of her and by finding the truth that her hearts only beats for him his eyes just brim with emotions .Arnav who was desolated  and  pushed back to his barren colorless life  is seeing a light by the end of this road after so many days. He gets stumbled in his own actions  by this selfless and loving girl who still loves him in spite of the innumerable hurts he  had given her.He caresses that loving and admiring face  as his words are  flowing through his eyes.His love for her is ready to consume both  and both can see and feel it to the depth of their heart.A single tear making its way from the heart, The frozen heart thawing enough  for a tear  to form  in eyes after that dreadful night when he cried for his sister . The cold heart  has been touched again by the warmth of her love  and he pauses to give her the answer with the same warmth  but she passes out putting all of her trust in his arms by bringing him from his apathy. Arnav   smiles in gentle wonder holding her leaning body on him , assuring her trust on him. He lifts her and  carries her  by crossing all the barriers with content and happiness to his heart which her love has emerged in him.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: Today one loop is closing which opened on guest house night when he was holding this ethereal ,petite Lady Love in his arms and caressing her visage with quizzical eyes and conflicting emotions .The questions which were  hanging in them from that night till now are clear now.Today he has a clear vision.he loves her more than anything in this world ,she feels safe in his tenderness and protective visage.He feels to protect her from ll the evil of the world.He couldn't bear her locks irritating her then and this urge still remained same.The questions which arise that night got answers today.

On Diwali night, Arnav had made Khushi sat on the lounge chair and put the Payal on Khushi by kneeling down to give her respect and opened his heart for the first time and this day also he made her lie on the same lounge chair by the pool and kneeled down by her side and opened his heart out.

He brings her to their Eternal Heaven a place which is a witness of their love more than anyone.Arnav places her on the recliner and covers her from all the storms of this world.He clears her face from the colors in such a gentle care that even air can bruise her but not his touch.He is so concentrated taking care of her petite form with his muscular one that if this is the only thing he ever wants to do.He removes her locks from her face as he can't stand any hurdle in her way or in his way reaching her.

Khushi responds to his warmth and stirs awake at his touch.She opens her eyes, and looks into his softened , concerned and perturbed gaze. It seems like time got frozen in Khushi's mind and she continues where she left off "Arnavji aapne humare sawal ka jawab nahin diya".[Arnavji ,u didn't give mw answer of my question]...She is eager to know the reason , his answer. Arnav promises to give her one by softly holding  her cheek"main batata hoon aisa kyuon hota hai..",[I tell u why it happens]... Arnav leans forward and holds her hand, glides it to his heart , where his own  striding heart beat is mingling some message to help him to deliver her what she wants to hear...hey hey mingles it's beat in the BG ...He  tells her"jub tum mere paas hoti ho tou tumhari Dhakano ke saath saath mere dil ki dhakan bhi taiz ho jati hai... humari dhakanain eik ho jati hain ...jo tum mehsoos karti ho who  main mehsoos karta hoon... ..."

Translation: When u are near me , my heartbeat goes faster in ur vicinity too , That's what u feel , I feel  because ur hearts become one...]

Khushi's eyes brim hearing this confession of him as she understands that  it is not only her  who   has these feelings , these are mutual .She repeats herself for assurance and he completes it for her "humari Dhakanain..."  Eik ho jati hain..." Both look into each other and share this joy of acceptance of feelings with soft yet content smile,The reason and  discovery of intensifying of their Heart beats and  their love ...along with Rabba Ve...

I loved , loved the journey of them through fb's by the poolside ,...Their  concentration of eyes at each other sharing those moments. The first Fb starts with them at Dargah ...Both not interested ,stranger to each other... , The second one is when she hits his car meaning their life starts crossing each other and that day she made a dent on his head by stirring unknown emotions in him which made him angry each day,next is the photoshoot...where the anger and rage changes to uncontrollable attraction and admiration,.The last rain scene..when she has become a vital part of him that he can risk his own life to save hers...She means everything to him yet to be acknowledged "mujhe kissi ladki se koi Fadak nahin padta...",

On the contrary , the game has begun as Shyam indeed has found their secret of living separate under one roof with the help of Anjali and Anjali's "Sab ka Nasha jo utarna hai..." in indicating future...

                                     Episode 210

                                     Redamancy

Human gets touched by the unexpectant moments and events in his life when his heart becomes numb hearing or seeing things which he puts aside in his hopeless moments. That was Arnav today, his lonely tear slipped hearing from her which his heart was yearning to hear that night before he saw her in Shyam's arms. How is he keeping her so close to his heart like he always wanted to do, just to love her just to cherish her, just to keep her safe, just to adore her as always? She is sleeping safely in her Laad Governor's arms knowing at heart he will be there.

Today one loop is closing which opened on guest house night when he was holding this ethereal ,petite Lady Love in his arms and caressing her visage with quizzical eyes and conflicting emotions .The questions which were hanging in them from that night till now are clear now.Today he has a clear vision.he loves her more than anything in this world ,she feels safe in his tender and protective shell.He feels to protect her from ll the evil of the world.He couldn't bear her locks irritating her then and this urge still remained same.The questions which arise that night got answers today.

On Diwali night, Arnav had made Khushi sat on the lounge chair and put the Payal on Khushi by kneeling down to give her respect and opened his heart for the first time and this day also he made her lie on the same lounge chair by the pool and kneeled down by her side and opened his heart out.

He brings her to their Eternal Heaven a place which is a witness of their love more than anyone.Arnav places her on the recliner and covers her from all the storms of this world.He clears her face from the colors in such a gentle care that even air can bruise her but not his touch.He is so concentrated taking care of her petite form with his muscular one that if this is the only thing he ever wants to do.He removes her locks from her face as he can't stand any hurdle in her way or in his way reaching her.

Khushi responds to his warmth and stirs awake at his touch.She opens her eyes, and looks into his softened , concerned and perturbed gaze. It seems like time got frozen in Khushi's mind and she continues where she left off "Arnavji ,u didn't give me answer of my question

...She is eager to know the reason , his answer. Arnav promises to give her one by softly holding her cheekI tell u why it happens... Arnav leans forward and holds her hand, glides it to his heart , where his own striding heart beat is mingling some message to help him to deliver her what she wants to hear...hey hey mingles it's beat in the BG ...

He tells her," When you are near me , my heartbeat goes faster in your vicinity too , That's what u feel , I feel because your hearts become one..."

Khushi's eyes brim hearing this confession of him as she understands that it is not only her who has these feelings , these are mutual .She repeats herself for assurance and he completes it for her "Our heartbeats become one.." Both look into each other and share this joy of acceptance of feelings with soft yet content smile,The reason and discovery of intensifying of their Heart beats and their love ...along with Rabba Ve...

I loved, loved the journey of them through FB's by the poolside,...Their concentration of eyes at each other sharing those moments. The first Fb starts with them at Dargah ...Both not interested, a stranger to each other... , The second one is when she hits his car meaning their life starts crossing each other and that day she made a dent on his head by stirring unknown emotions in him which made him angry each day, next is the photoshoot...where the anger and rage changes to uncontrollable attraction and admiration,.The last rain scene..when she has become a vital part of him that he can risk his own life to save hers...She means everything to him yet to be acknowledged "Not a single girl matters to me..."

Every girl wants her man to say three words "I love you..." or show that with the bottom of his heart in every gesture of him.Khushi wanted him to say, to accept that love what he had shown her many times but never talked about it.He wanted her to say that once after knowing her engagement in anger that it does matter to you but never said this to her by himself.Today he did. Today he showed her, Today he lets her peek in his soul.

He keeps her hand against his chest,right next to his heart and his husky timbre of voice conveys his heart to her,

"Whenever you are near to me , my heartbeats also gets faster. Whatever you feel I feel,Our heartbeat coalesce...beomes one"

"our heart beat" She asks in herdisbelief

"becomes one..."He completes that

There is no inhibition in between two today and both confess their love. They never take their eyes off of each other. Their eyes are the way to their soul .

Though they both were intoxicated,yet hearts knew eactly...

Sitting on the edge of the pool, they kept staring at each other,completely unaware of anything as usual. The ambiance of the poolside is rich with flowing passion along with a drift of waves of feelings pouring on each other without any ego or fear.

Khushi wants to move away, but he doesn't want to let her go from his sight not for a second. She looks at him with her disbelief ,asking many things as usually .He nods his head adorably like a child ,pouting, pleading not to leave.

She slowly puts her head on his shoulder with complete rendition and trust. He puts his hand around her shoulder embracing her in his protective shell as always but today his smile , his peace , his happiness is worth watching. He feels exhilarated with these emotions flowing through him having her near him , hugging her , forgetting that painful hug of that night where she was in Shyam's arms...

He clutches both of their hands on his heart securely while Khushi holds their entwined hand with her other hand slowly becoming overwhelmed by all of this. She wants to hold him tight and never let go. She slowly lifts her head to look at him. Is she dreaming? No she is not but this is new to her...just like her heartbeat but today she knows why her heart is hammering so loud in her chest...She is in the embrace of her prince and this heart feels its joy with him and only him...yes it matters and always did.. She smiles in coy and her eyes set at his lips as always...yes ,she wanted him to say more, her heart wants to hear more, today her tiny heart has no end to dance within his proximity...

Time stood still as they gaze at each other speaking of undeclared disbelief, unexplored emotions of their hearts while expressing everything through their eyes, and gestures making new promises.

Her innocence prevails today and this intoxication of being so close after so long becomes a sense of tranquility which takes over and possesses their mind. Both of their mind drifts to the serene realm of oblivion...drifting with the wanes of inner pool of desires...eyes busy gliding in between these emotion setting on lips to smiles...

Today, she gives in to her feelings and so does he with an unbearably beautiful interlude of hands locking of these , sealing these feeling with the key of hearts...

di calls once more.

The heavy intoxication of drinks that brought the most inner desires out today now has to go away to bring them back to normal...

"nimboo ka achar,"[Lemon pickles... Khushi says it in her intoxicated exhilarated style... and he makes a who cares style face. like little grouchy boy as usually but cute...

He was not laad governor today, just her Arnavji.

Two hauling drunk lovers clinging to each other ...as always in need give in and then the dupatta slips and she has to have that back on her.

"that whatever it is, I'll pick it up and come... khushi is saying to him, not finding the right words... forgetting what it was.

..." you go I'll come, she tells him.

"No," little boy in his slurry way by crossing arms over his chest, "" I'm  waiting..." he is not in a mood to let her go away from him..no way...

and she says in her cutest way ever...

she looks at his determined look... "for what? my heartbeat"

Arnav smiled over Khushi's acts and huskily in his inebriated state ,keeping his head to a side just like a carefree kid ,crossing his hands over his chest says,

"I'm waiting."

Khushi goes to get her dupatta by the poolside by gets caught by Shyam who was waiting for this moment. Khushi doesn't pay attention to him and tells him that their heartbeats coalesced. She doesn't know how, but what difference does it make? How cutely she smiles thinking over this.She wants to go, but again Shyam stops her. He cups her face ( disgusting,hate him here) and asks her why she married Arnav in such a hurry?She says disliking his touch that She will tell later.In her mind,only her Arnavji can touch her, but nobody else. Shyam says he will not touch her but he insists her to say the reason of her marriage and she says in her painful way,

"He compelled me, threatened me, told me that he won't let Jiji's marriage happen if I won't marry him..."

She blurts out everything to him, making him ecstatic but no use. It was too late as Arnav's heart found it's beaten back...His heart knows Khushi loves him the only mind has to register and accept now.

Anjali comes to Arnav's room and asks her about Khushi.In his impediment, he just says "dupatta". Anjali smiles seeing her brother like this as she never saw him like this. She pats his face gently and goes to the poolside to look for Khushi. The clever shyam already hid behind the tree to see her coming and Anjali becomes baffled to see khushi crying.Khushi was almost said her about Shyam, but couldn't say anything because of her state. Anjali brings her to Arnav and smilingly hands her over to Arnav,

"Here is your Arnavji."

Khushi clutches his hand and slowly starts to walk with him but conversation with shyam was still bugging her up. Arnav is incredulous to know what's in her mind. But she can't remember and couldn't even weave words around it.He asks her cupping her face and this time she becomes a bit peaceful with his touch and nods her head before walking with him again.

The sweet ,the tangy, the sour, lemon pickle moments come to an end. Arnav looks at Khushi trying to find out did she remember anything? Khushi also gazes at him quickly being alert with perplexity , what happened when she was drunk.She feels something has happened but what? Anajli in her happy mood pulls Arnav' leg and shows her recorded video of Holi's event .

"Listen everybody, "our chotey is refined now"

She plays the video where Arnav put color on Khushi, then he drank bhang and danced with Khushi.

Both Arnav and Khushi looked at each other in a jolt; couldn't believe, did they do such thing?

"And this is that chotey, who never played holi, never drank bhang and never, danced, now does everything and to this extent."

Arnav enraged and demands her to stop and delete. But Anajli refuses.She plays the video where Arnav is chasing Khushi and mama quips that he always runs away from his wife and here Arnav is running behind his wife.

Arnav is getting embarrassed now. but it is also true that he ran after Khushi before drinking bhang.

"when you drink bhang, all the words from your heart come out, right Khushiji?"

Anjali now pulls Khushis's leg. Shyam snears devilishly to hear this, he sure got the advantage of it.

Aranv gets annoyed wants to leave . Mama teases him that they were gone from the video. Anjali asks him, where did they go? Arnav gets halted to hear this and looks at Khushi before moving up...

Khushi also follows him while Shyam follows Khushi. He derides her about her state of mind but Khushi ignores to hear him, she is thinking what she could've said to him in her intoxication.

Sweet & Sour moments will be around them forever...What should I name this love?

Yeap , hearts are locked with each other no matter what.The key which he had on Dagha has really found its owner...Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada...

On the contrary, the game has begun as Shyam indeed has found their secret of living separately under one roof ...Just want to crush this evil...

Best Moment...Nimboo ka achaar 

Where hands are clasped, Hearts are clasped, minds are numb, he doesn't care, she doesn't care. All it matters to be together, with each other, like this forever...but nimboo is still there in between them..Ah!

Episode 211

An inebriated dream...

The reality is setting in and those moments of bliss have disappeared. Inebriation is over ... Did those moments really happen?He was sinking in those thoughts while standing in front of te closet when she walks in.

Time stands still, he looks at her and she looks at him and but he diverts over the poolside. Did he truly reveal the state of their hearts being one as always? He couldn't ...no, he wouldn't say that. He could never reveal to her his true feelings behind his hate...his love.hmm, whatever...confused mind of his was in a sheer battle.

She notices him looking out then they look at each other.Gathering courage she asks Arnav,

"Do you remember anything?"

She waits with a wistful but hopeful look and He doesn't answer right away, but in his mind he remembers everything , yes he does just like her ...about heartbeats, which are one. He recalls his words to her that she makes his heart skip beats too, when she is near.How can she forgets those moments, how can he forgets when he was the one who was not even wanted to be away from her or letting her go away from him.

"Our heartbeats become one..."

"No," Nothing."

He closes his closet door being irritated while lying to her...and turns away from her, a sure sign of his state of mind as alwsys.

"Do you?"He counter attacks wanted her , hoping that she might say something...

He awaits her answer, maybe she will remember and everything could change in between them...

"No... Not at all."

Maybe just wishful thinking or she must be mistaken,but nah she is lying and knows he is lying too.Just like it matters and it doesn't matter...they won't accept this one either...hooded expressions were not helping hiding the hurt they felt lying to each other.

Both of them are vowing the opposite lying to each other ? that you have no idea what that moment of passion with intense reality of underlying love which they couldn't deny...yes you did confess and both of you did by holding hands together.That was the truth and this is the truth.Hearts know but mind is playing hide and seek

So They both go back to their hate track with hurtful words. They start arguing over who will use the bathroom first, hands lands holding of the doorknob simultaneously...

yes a couple of minutes they were holding too and now that touch is awakening some desires , he can see through her quivering lips...The guards were not helping this time...yes bhang helped them to take these off but now putting those back to remain in this hate shell wasn't easy.

she swings with that and a slip of a tongue that she is his wife and she has a right on this house ...over this room and ...

I love this episode...right after confession , it was a struggle of rights of their hearts...he will be telling her why he had this contract and she will be clearing his room telling him that I never had a right because you just told me today , right after bridge fight...

but he will also be telling him you can't change things whenever u feel like it and she will be then declaring him that You tie this knot forcefully with me but now I don't want to break it either...

Their confessions and rights always play role showing that no matter what our love is way bigger than this hate...and that will complete the circle on Telepathy night.

But today after lying there was inner irritation just like the night they declared I hate you and the other says she does more than you do, today again they were fighting ways to get back each other...and walah...Mamiji provided that moment by yelling and dragging at Payal over medicines exchange.

" I hate you Mr. Raizada."

She was worried the hell for him over meds but hearing Mamiji's taunting words and threats for her sister to be out of this house ,she enrages like no one.She was thinking that he did deliberately ,he changed the meds . After spurting out her frustration she leaves. Arnav stood there confused getting the hold of this whole situation .Again today, she didn't let him speak of his side the very same way the day of resignation.He was just congealed to hear her loathe for him. How can she think so low about him.Why? But there was a clear sense of his being a bit submissive over her rage too.He didn't shout or got angry knowing that she was upset about her sister.

Downstairs, the distasteful scene of Mamiji , speaking of class and all,as usual ,throwing her newly wed DIL , disrespecting her like she was just a piece of dirt.Nani tries to make mami understand that it was a mistake.Mama also tries to cool her down. But mami is persistant.; she thinks someday Payal may kill her by feeding rat poison. Khushi runs to stop her. But mami berates her; she also can go with her.

" Gupta sisters said hello hi together, now she can bid them bye bye together.."

Akash who just came from office gets flummoxed to see what's happening. He asks Payal, where is she going.

"maternity home."..Mami replies.

"why"

Mami tells him that Payal wanted to kill her, but nobody is supporting her to throw her out from the house. Payal is aghast, intends to leave the house.

"wait Payal."

Aranv calls from upstairs. He comes down to rescue her from this mess. He tells mami that it was not her fault and he took mami's medicine by mistake and Payal took his. "luckily I didn't take your medicine and you didn't take mine."

Mami still doesn't relent. So Arnav tells her if she screams her headache will not go away. He tells Akash to make mami sit and tells Payal to bring water for her.

Arnav tells him to go to her room and relax . mami finally cools down at Arnav's word. Nani thanks God that mami at least listened to Arnav. Arnav stares at khushi assiduously, who is still angry at him.

"I think we all need to relax as well."

ASR is immersed in his laptop whenKhushi comes in the room and starts to vex him with a volley of accusation,

Arnav tries to speak but she doesn't let him. She thinks he played with Payal's life just like the way he played with her. Arnav retorts her that she is saying without thinking. But khushi antagonizes him, she is saying what she meant.

"First you spoiled the matter, then you fixed it in front of everybody. So that everybody can think how good you are. You feel so good playing this game, right?Her throat gets thick with tears, while saying that

" I accepted my defeat already. I promised you that I won't going anywhere, or tell anybody anything. You just got angry in a trivial matter and did same thing again. Plz for god sake don't play with my sister. Don't hurt her. I'm used to but she is not... She will be shattered.OK! I'm promising you again, I'll not tell the truth to anybody and will not leave you for the next six months."

Arnav tries to speak several times, but no avail. Khushi's words petrified him. He thinks to leave her alone as he can't bear her tears as usual.He always turns away when he can't face the truth or any matter...Seeing It a pointless task, he ferments silently, and stalks away, angry, leaving her in tears.

Khushi says to herself, she will not cry anymore. . She vows,She will create the conditions and, pretty soon Arnav will tell her to leave the house.

Sleepless night for her , she plots the next phase of her life. He is sleeping so peacefully, like a baby while she suffers.She has no idea that he never sleeps if she is awake.. Indignantly, she marches up to his bed. He lies on almost his belly,hugging the pillow, fast asleep. All her plans to annoy him, get derailed momentarily as she melts.

"Who can say that behind this innocent face there resides a wild LaadGovernor..." she parodies, leaning forward.

Shut up, Khushi ! Not so fast asleep, he grabs his pillow and snuggles within ... Dare we hope, it was his cutely irritating new bride who wants to crush him with her irritations...

Aachhoo !!

She sneezes over him, repeatedly. WT* ! He leaps out of bed. Aachhoo !

She sneezes again leaning into him, spraying him with her germs ... Disgusted, he wipes himself and strides off.

Delighted with her game plan, she rcorde her success in her book. "100 ways to irritate Arnav Singh Raizada ... "

The first one, Destroy his sleep...

She is smiling gleefully.

"Now the second one,"

Let's get ready to see a naughty menacing KKGSR. and her 100 ways of irritating Arnav...