I couldn't help but ask my mother in law ,in a shivering voice"mata , I am already married , the moment I put garland on his neck I become your third son's wife , how can I marry again ? And with five men??? How is it possible?? Mata tell me please!! "And looked at my husband , whose face , I felt glowed up a little bit by hearing my words ,
But again I heard my mother , almost mother's words , "Princess , if you don't want to marry my sons , we can't force you , but if you want to , then either marry my five sons or marry my eldest , Arjun can not marry before his brothers , and for your information , my eldest is the future emperor of Hastinapur , if you marry him , you will be the empress , now choice is yours" tears rolled down from my eyes , I felt a certain pain in my heart , an unbearable pain , I lost my words , and heard Queen Kunti's voice again , "And yes , if can't do both , then we have to send you back to your father " why did she say , choice is mine?? When I didn't have anything to chose at all ??? She had already decided my future , Either marry five or yudhishthir alone , or else she would send me back to Panchal , I wanted to ask her , didn't bheem marry with Hidimba ?? He was also younger than Yudhishthir , but I couldn't ,
I couldn't oppose her , if I didn't marry , then my dear Panchal , my beloved father would have to face many criticism , already 1 lakh Kings were his enemy , because of me , and I didn't want to make Hastinapur another enemy of his , I can't marry Yudhishthir alone, I wanted to tell her , I never bothered about power , if I , then I would never put a garland on Your third son , who was nothing but an unknown and poor Brahmin for everyone , I born for Arjun , he was my destiny , So...I took the biggest step of my life , far different from other women , it would be far hard than others life ...
I wanted to tell them , I am also a human , a woman , who can love only ONE in her life My Govind had said , there is no love without sacrifice , as always he proved himself right , let me sacrifice for my love , no...let US sacrifice , yes , I knew my Arjun pain was no less than mine after all I am his soulmate, then Let the sacrifice begin !!
The end!! Thank you for taking time to read this , Sorry for my mistakes !! :-)