This content was originally posted by: moonwearer
My marriage somehow has distanced me from all I end up mostly hearing myself
This content was originally posted by: moonwearer
My marriage somehow has distanced me from all I end up mostly hearing myself
PEOPLE FOR NO REASON
I am the ostracized upstart that is isolated
I married for love and my Dude and I are madly in love
A fact his Dad sensed and approved by approaching my parents for my hand
Sam and Tan go all out to make me feel welcome
Nandhu and Lasya choose me over the Mausi and Dadi
They are the silver lining in my solitary life thus far
The man I fell for speaks with his eyes and hands while what I crave for are words
There is no Ma to fuss over me or fight over the son and his ways
Censure and deprecation in her words tone and action Manny offers to me
Every effort of mine to reach out she thwarts I am yet to see a smile or words from her for me
I am too ordinary and commonplace that her brother fell in hate demeaning the class they belong
I can never be loved by her it appears for she seems mortified at her brother's fall in taste
Rolex Raju and Chachi 420 are hostile to us in general and me in particular
No warmth or civility has been extended and often I am chided for doing or not doing something
No interest to induct me to Bhalla customs and traditions
All talk only of how to shop and dress in style and make it to page 3
My music to them is nothing to celebrate in comparison to the starlet they promote
None but Dad to watch over me indulgently none to hear my story of the day
None to come and show me how or question me why to do a thing or not
Where what is I discover or am told I move around in a trance
My husband does not sense my discomfort he assumes I just walk in and say all is mine
With limited warmth and care, love and time accorded I remain in my insecure unknowing state.
This content was originally posted by: avni_19
Awww thankzzz alottt Di...This happens when Im speechless and overwhelmed! Seeing such cutieee pics make me shut up n thy transport me to another worlddd...β€οΈ
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