Posted: 18 May 2015 at 4:49pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by twinkle10 Okies..so i am finally here. Starting my replying process, starting with the best.
Twinkie's Res! <3
And so Twinkie is finally here! This...I can't believe this is what you were fearing to put in front of the whole forum?? This my love was something so extraordinary that I don't have the apt words to describe its beauty! Like...*sighhh* it just reminded me of why and how I fell in love with your writing the first time around. It's when I felt that attachment to your sadist soul and fell in love with your sadist pieces...and this piece was no different trust me...in fact the rush of excitement that filled my heart when I read there was a part 2 to this piece was just out of the world! Now you know what I'll be bugging you about for the next countless days till you post the next bit up :P
So coming back to this piece...I honestly fell in love with your writing all over again! No one can write such heart-breakingly beautiful pieces like you do my Sunny. From every flinch, to every tear, from every moment of surprise that Nandini felt and every second of helplessness...I could visualise it all in front of my eyes.
There's a reason this story is going to remain special to my heart you know...because at bits and pieces, this story's Nandini reminded me of my own FF's nandini. It's so different though when I write because I solely write with the purpose of writing and emoting. Today...when I actually read of Nandini's shattered soul, her desperate need of just some normality in life, that aching pain when she considers her to be no more than a burden on Manik...when I actually read it all today, this pang of pain rose in my heart and I could totally relate to when you or others tell me how heart-breaking it is to read a character...especially someone so fearless and strong as Nandini feeling so defeated.
Gahhh...my poor heart literally sank when her hatred for herself, when her disappointment with her self took a toll on her not once but countless times. She pushed him away unwillingly because she just couldn't feel herself to be worthy enough for him. And then there's my Manik...fulfilling his life long promise of never giving up on her. Never giving up on their love because her love is the only reason he has to keep on going. Her presence is the core reason for him to smile everyday.
The other day you and I were discussing how a MaNan scene made us cry but then smile a sad smile...that was me again today. When my Manik wakes up the next morning from the argument, realising her need to be found again. And as much as he's been trying to assure her that she hasn't lost herself anywhere...he wants to approach life a little differently now and tread on this journey of helping her re-discover herself, her self-esteem, her self-satisfaction! Just such a beautiful concept Reya...like...oh lord I can't even describe how beautiful that whole bit was. My BEAUTIFUL BIT: when he's on top of her and his cheeks are wet from tears this time and he guides her fingers up to make her realise that when her lips spread to form a smile...his muscles involuntarily pull themselves in a smile too! I shed a tear at that scene I'll confess...because that's what his life is all about. Manik's whole life revolves around that one smile of Nandini's!
I just can't begin to thank you for spoiling us every single time with your faultless words. Like reading your work provides such a soothing affect to my heart that I can't even begin to appreciate how blessed I feel to have come across such a fine talent of yours. And no...I'm just not saying this because I love you or you and I have become such beautiful friends over time...I literally mean every single word I say. The length of my messages can in a way and can't also express how much I cherish your pieces. Because they are not long enough to praise such heart-warming talent but in a way I always get carried away and end up writing you a love letter so hopefully that should make you realise just how brilliant of an imagination you possess. And to be able to pen that imagination so realistically is an art that continues to inspire me day after day!
I love you for writing this and will love you even more when you post up the next bit soon! Hahah
So like yeh...please post ASAP! Like...this weekend...like yeh!
Love you loads girl
Thank you..thank you..thank you, just thank you..cause i seriously don't know what else i can say for all this praise you are bestowing on. This piece, you already know how i feel about this piece, i love it but yet somehow it's not what i needed it to be. But your response and all the other readers have encouraged me to finish. Because the central idea just hit me in the heart..and the sadist in me just wanted to put my own Manan twist...life has been unfair to Nandini and Manik, when it unexpectedly takes away the light of her eyes..and along with that, her own positivity, the light within faded too..but love run the deepest when a couple shares each other's pain and sorrow. and how he does give up on her even when she does..sighs. A girl can really fall in love with a man like that.
I really have a thing for your Manik and Nandini. Your Nandini suffers in her own way, because she has lost a significant part of herself, her mobility and her self-esteem.And you are right, it's different for us as a writer or a reader. because as a writer, you want to emote the right emotions..but a reader when you feel those emotions..and you feel the pain, it's just different. That's why your FF always hits home with me, cause it always freakin hits the heart cause you emote so well.
How do you do it ? Just how do you do you do it? How you talk about my own personal scene as one of yours too ? That scene after their argument, that particularly bit, despite my opinion on this piece, that scene i loved the way it came out..and the fact that you liked that scene and saw what Manik was thinking and how he was gonna fulfill her need to be found, her need to be independent even thou i wrote from nandini's POV, it makes happy. Cause you get me..you get me cause you know where a lot of my writings stems from..
I honestly love your essay length comment cause your opinion and thoughts matter to me so much ! I can't thank you enough for being there, always.
Love you babe
- Reya aka Your Sunny <3