Originally posted by DexterRocks
Originally posted by pearl.white
Originally posted by DexterRocks
The brainless bimbo was so full of misconceptions and self importance.
When had Sujal wanted anything other than her happiness.. Do u remember the karwachauth sequence?
Sujal asks Kashish that what did she pray to the almighty and she lies that his long life. (The disgusting lady had actually prayed for his destruction) Sujal had sweetly replied that she should have instead asked for her happiness; and Kashish was stunned into silence and absolute amazement!
Such was his love and she held such cheap and vile thoights about him.
The poor guy had even stopped desiring for HIS kashish the day he had proposed Piyush's widwa!
You are absolutely orrect that Piyush had long since ceased existing in the story. It was more of her stubborness to believe the good in Sujal. It seemed that she was hell bent on punishing Sujal for making her stone heart fall for him.
After a point, she simply alternated betwen loving and hating him, her soul completely torn up in both her emotions. The fight had remained within Kashish and I blame the cvs for not giving her a strong backup with good. dialogues to showcase her turmoil. My biggest complaint was the repentance that we were cheated from which removed every single trace of empathy for her!
And I truly agree that Sujal's limitless n infinite love had turned her so weak, it had completely stripped her off her every protective shield , be it piyush's widwa or the mother of his unborn, which she had so desparately wanted to clutch onto that she knew that few more moments with his unbearable love would make her lose the war.
She had reached the end of her tether, Sujal's love had unintentionally made her lose every battle she had created.
Sujal's silence constantly haunted her conscience and she wanted to sooth her own guilt by making Sujal confess or prove him wrong. All she wanted was the end, and removing Sujal from her sight seemed the only option.
But he had completely captivated her senses, her very wajood by then. His essence was permanently residing in her heart and try as she might, she could not get rid of him.
What amuses me is she was always so completely sure of Sujal's love that she even tellsAlshat that she wanted Sujal to feel the loss of a loved one if she had died in that planned accident.
Sujal's love was the one constant foundation of her life and it would have given me sadistic pleasure had Sujal withdrawn his love as a aftermath of her betrayal.
What was this man! U know when I first saw Kth, I always thought yhat Sujal had always known about her revenge plan right since their marriage because even the stalker nonsense and honeymoon gifts she planned were a dead giveaway. Sujal's acts which she repeated in the initial days of SK marriage were known to only 3 people- of which Piyush was already dead and why wud Sujal himself do so and only Kashish remained. And thus I always felt that Sujal was merely playing along. But after rewatching, I understand that u r bang on and yeah Sujal discovered it all during the party.
And the jerk still loved her so much that all he thought was to save the ungrateful lady's ass by taking the blame on himself. I so wish that Raj had portrayed Sujal's actual delayed reaction of heartbreak and the scene would have been a masterpiece.
Hands down to u dear that yes Sujal was more concerned to save Kashish rather than dealing with his emotions. He was really scared during that conversation with Akshat.. But I think the character wud hv mourned privately for this betrayal no matter what he bullshit he showcased infront of Kashish about forgetting and forgiving.
And the consummations... one where he burned within and without and the other which had given him every solace only to be devastatingly snatched everything later on. After his consummation with Kashish, in those 2-3 epis before his arrest, he was so physically comfortable with Kashish; he had unhesitatingly consoled Kashish in Piyush's room at barsi and hugged her. But afterwards when the truth was revealed to kashish and she cries infront of him in the jail, he had gone back to being hesitant and was in a dilemma whether to comfort her in the jail scene.
Raj alone is magic inscreen and copled with Amna, something beyond this realm is created and u cant actually blame the people for questioning. It comes with the territory, I guess!!
The karwachauth , don't know why CVs chose such a sensitive topic to degrade kashish ? I cannot even say how i felt those days, every moment, every step she used to curse his existence
.. She remains stunned at him, but she also misunderstands him , shamelessly accuses him of being pretentious to win over her and how he is selfish. I think even 10 slaps would not be enough for kashish, how much i hated her
She does not even drink the water from his hand, and all he does is fast for her well being and happiness, god was really cruel with him, because if love and god existed, he id not deserve such ruthless hatred and worthless treatment from a woman at least.
I used to hear stories that men betray women, men never care about women's dignity and their feelings, men do not respect women, but this was such a contrary, here whatever kashish did can make any woman also detest her, she does not even care about how he might feel knowing about all these.
so i guess we agree here that, her immediate action after cosummating with sujal was to get rid of his presence. i always felt that he could do more damage to her than she could do to him.. for instance what kashish did was tangible, she knows about it, she can regret, she can repent too, sujal can forgive and forget, they can decide for their own, but what sujal does to her is so much intagible in the context that he himself does not know that how much his one action or one single confession used to affect her, even when he says one line that he can die 100 times for her, this mere line would create 1000 sensations in her body and mind, and because neither she could let that feeling go and even embrace it this destructive form of love shaped up in sujal's life.
There is a say that too much of everything has a negative, and sujal's love is such a good example, his love was too much, she could never handle it, because how do you handle such a man now? Piyush was her savior, she could easily put him as a pawn whenever she had to shun sujal at a corner, but once she tied the knot with sujal, she failed to do that also. she unknowingly used to be blindly proud of his love for her, and she even accepts that how if she dies, he will live a living hell forever, she knows the after math and she definitely never wanted to do that when she marred him, but after marriage his actions and selflessness made her more brutal, because to keep herself calm and straight she had to forget that he loved her so much and when she could not she chose to harm him, harm herself, destroy everything and still could not make sujal regret loving her.. such a failure from kashish's side.
Sujal was very intelligent , i will never buy that he was dumb yes may be his kind of love is known to be dumb but that is how he is, and he conquered his love, not like he had accepted defeat, his biggest victory was the silent treatment he gives when he gets arrested, his biggest check mate was when he puts up a smiley face to kashish when she confesses that she betrayed him, because the woman was so sure that he will break down, or even ask her to value his love, but no, her every theory failed, she was beaten at her own game. her major desire was not to physically harm sujal, she wanted to destroy the ego, the love, the infinite courage his love had, but she failed, all he did was insanely claim that she loves him and he can scent his existence in her presence. Kashish is like what the f**k is this guy saying ? she just leaves the place and goes and bawls , because defeat which was so silent and yet so painful was this time hers..
Karma is a bitch , once sujal's love was defeated, very silently and cruelly, nobody even knows what went through his every vein when he burned that bed of hers and piyush, and that was some true betrayal of sorts , but this time he has beaten kashish so marvellously, he did not even do anything, whatever had to be done was done by her, she fought over him, she fell in love, she cosummated, she betrayed him, and still he wins the battle, because fortunately whatever kashish wanted could never happen, sujal would never accept that he hated her, or his love was destroyed, he in his life could never curse his love, he was the man who could let go anything but never insult his own emotions, and who was kashish to make him do that ? she was not capable enough..
His biggest trophy was that despite betraying him, she could not achieve what she wanted, his family hating on him, it did not happen, her sisters also supported him, he himself did not care about being in jail, so who was kashish fooling ? of course her ownself.
The last straw was when he takes the blame, that moment was truly heart breaking because he did not even know that kashish was exposed to his family , and he tried his best to save her ass from both the law and his family.. sujal was shocked when he actually learns that she left his house, if it would be in his hands, he would somehow stop Rishi exposing kashish in front of the whole family, but he did not know that his love would suffocate her so much that she would blurt out that she betrayed him and this proves she does not love him..
The karwachauth sequence had me as much disgusted with kashish as Sujal might have been during the bed burning sequence. It again combined two extremes- Holy kashish's insane hatred and Sujal's love. which kept obn multiplying every second. He had fasted for her sake and he did not even let her know about it!
She had the audacity to call his love pretentious and what not during the phase and then she would proudly boast of his love for her- she was herself unaware of what she said, she actually had stopped making any sense! And had it been her holy Piyush instead of our hottie ; he would have rigghtfully carted her off to a mental facility.
And Nah, god was never cruel on Sujal, it was the the great cvs and ekta who wanted to test the extremes of sadistic pleasure they could derive by tormenting Sujal. Also, curse Rajeev for living Sujal with so much conviction because if any other actor did such self sacrificing role, he would have appeared like a lame crybaby bit Raj simply makes u fall for Sujal and desire for somebody like him.
Agreed that Sujal could do her much more damage than she could ever do him but the point is he never did.
His love did create multiple sensations through her heart and his declarations simply created havoc on her soul but most of it was her conscience which constantly kept on wuestioning her that how could she torment a man who loved her so devotionally! I think her heart had long known about Sujal's innocence and all her internal conflict was resultant of denying herself the love of this man.
I had read somewhere that " Love is giving someone the power of destroying yourself and trusting them not to"
And the lady exactly did the opposite. She kept on mutilating him and the Sujal who was finally freed of jail had lost a large part of himself to her atrocities and the pity was he never even let her discover his own miseries!!
Whereas when she had handed her heart to Sujal however unintentionally, he cherished it and protected her against every harshness the world, his family and even his mother wanted to throw upon her.
His excessive love is the reason that makes him stand out of the crowd, the reason he refuses to leave our hearts.
We discussed it earlier also that this love suffocated Kashish, it choked her. It was as if she waa drowning in this sea of love when she desparately wanted to stay afloat and wade through victoriously as the widwa.
It always seemed to me that Kashish was one step away from going completely insane due to his love. It had turned so unbearable for her that she simply wanted to shake him and plead him to not love her, curse him and invoke him to hate her, despise her very being and not return her every torment with this fatal love.
This love was her undoing.
Sujal was never dumb but he did turn a blind eye towards her actions. And it makes me sad that love had reduced Sujal Garewal to a prison inmate. But still, he was at the height of coolness during the court cases. Trivial matters like the judge's decision did not bother him. And this frustrated her as she wanted to see his emotional bfeakdown ; something Piyush often resorted to during their marriage but Sujal stood tall in every adversity she threw at him. And every time she failed, her heart turned even more assured about Sujal's love and this was her biggest defeat. Even without discovering the proofs, she had completely lost to his love. And the timely discovery of proofs provided her a semblance of relief because had she been late and Sujal was punished- she would have never been able to survive in peace. As Sujal would have victoriously walked to his death claiming that she still loves him and she would have been the ultimate loser.
One of the most poignant moment of the show was when Piyush murder case was going on and Kashish visits Sujal in jail and informs him that she was unable to progress proofs for his innocence. He simply brushes her off and says that "Kashish main jail mei tumhaara intezaar case ke baare mei jaanne ke liye nahi karta balki tumhe dekhne ke liye karta hu, tumse pyaar karne ke liye karta hu!" And Kashish was as usual stunned with the amount of love he held.
His love never decreased through all the sufferings, he kept on loving her.
And if Kashish wanted to remove the family support from Sujal during the fraud case; then she spectacularly lost because the only people that mattered to Sujal were Rishi and Veena- who were such staunch and loyual Sujal supporters that no amounts of proofs would ever dissaude them from supporting Sujal.
And in this case, even the forever fickle minded CG and other clanmembers were at his side. Her sisters understood him much better.
It was amusing when herself blurts out her plans against him infront of the clan. It was as if she completely wanted to step out of his aura, his presence that she felt engulfed her in his house. She immediately wanted to depart to her father's house but she still felt him around. Also, it seemed that she actually wanted the hatred of Garewals bcoz she had been unable to generate any in Sujal and Veena's reaultant disgust provided her some relief. But how does this proce that she does not love him??