Sanam- Jannat:
Life is strange...
Or probably it is just me.
I feel faint ...and rejuvenated.
Mesmerised ...and detached.
Conflicting forces- elating me and deflating me.
Is it the mountain air?
I am on a quest?
I drift off, enchanted by this aura.
A melody echoes across the valley...
Sad, yet cheerful...
Defeated, yet hopeful.
Conflicting forces again?
I am drawn to this feeling- That someone else seems to share with me.
Would he be my teacher? My Guide? My Guru? Or just a humsafar in this journey into Uncertainty?
We could be searching for the same...Truth?
Of course, sometimes you would find me acting quite silly.
Like the time I venture out stealing up on a stranger...
Or the dearness I feel towards a scrawled on tissue proudly flaunting someone's feelings.
None of this is mine.
But I wander...
In pursuit of...
Fulfilment.
Ahil:
I am mad in love.
Released from the chains that bound me...
Evading the shadow that held me imprisoned.
And now that I am free, I am able to express my madness.
Her spirit guides me on.
She is lost to me, but the very thoughts of her cheer me up.
I buy a scarf, imagining she would have picked it for me...
Sing a song to cheer up the world as she would love to have.
There is sadness too...
As every breath I take chants her name...
Making me feel alive...in this lifeless journey.
Conflicting forces?- Love gives me the hope to go on.
...As I write her name over and over again a million times...
In this piece of perishable paper...In my heart...Everywhere I can.
tu ne mujhe pahachaana nahin |
You didn't recognize me |
jaana main koi anjaana nahin |
sweetheart, i'm not some stranger |
aashik hun main tere naam ka |
i am the lover of your name |
diwaana hun main diwaana nahin |
i am mad with love, not a mad person |
A random song that Ahil sings... Also foreshadowing what is happening to๐๐ them...a message to Sanam? But would he himself recognise Sanam? ๐ |