Happy Birthday to YuvAni & SaRaj's guardian angel, Princess Yus! =

my message:

You're talented, you're beautiful both inside and outside, you're a bundle of positivity and you have a bright future ahead of you. I love our late night chats, I love how we can connect on so much. We say the same things basically but in different ways. I love your loyalty, your fangirling, your love for YuvAni and SaRaj. Glad I found you for this reason and many more.

some gifts:

It's not much. I suck...😛






my special birthday OS for you:  this YOU. MUST. READ. 😉

YuvAni OS- It's a girl.😳

Y- POV

I was terrified on my way to the hospital. It wasn't supposed to happen so early. There were still 3 weeks left till the due date. I was out when I got the call that Suhani wasn't feeling well. Maa sounded panicked. I was stuck in traffic and I my heart nearly stopped beating hearing what the situation was. I couldn't talk to her or be with her at a time when the only person she needed was me. I couldn't process anything. Which part of it was I supposed to process? I was going to become a father. This is what I had been looking forward too, along with seeing Suhani become a mother, but suddenly everything had gone for a toss and I was just praying that they would both be safe.

A million thoughts crossed my mind as I struggled to park the car somewhere and went inside the hospital. Maa ran towards me and I grabbed her by the shoulders.

"Maa, I'm really scared." I said.

To my relief, she smiled and touched my face. "Yuvraj, everything is ok...relax." Her smile widened.

"Wait, Suhani's ok? What about the baby?"

"Both are fine...and I think you should meet them both." She hugged me.

"What do you mean by meet them both?"

Maa held my face and shook her head. "It means...that I'm a Dadi now. It means...that Suhani is waiting for you...and she has a little princess in her arms...who looks a lot like her dad. It means that you're a father..."

"I'm a father." I said. "Suhani's ok..."

"It's a girl..." Maa said. She hugged me again.

Reality shifted and what mattered before didn't seem to matter anymore. I didn't matter either. My life meant nothing. Whoever I once was got replaced instantly by a new identity. I was a dad. I had a daughter. I reached outside Suhani's hospital room. She was resting. At first, my eyes located her and once they found her, I let out a sigh of relief. Then my gaze moved lower and I saw the tiny bundle wrapped in a white blanket, lying in her arms. I entered the room and walked slowly. There were just a few feet between the door and Suhani's bed but it felt like miles. I was by her bedside at last. Her eyes were closed. I didn't even look at the tiny bundle of life in her arms. I didn't know if I was ready to look at her yet.

I touched her face and she opened her eyes and looked at me. She smiled and then she took a good look at me from head to toe and started giggling.

"You look like you just ran a marathon." She said.

I rolled my eyes. "Motherhood hasn't changed you at all, has it?" I replied. I kissed her forehead.

"Are you ok? I was so scared." I said. She nodded. "I'm perfectly alright..." She said. That's when a small cry startled us both, the little bundle of joy in Suhani's arms was begging for attention.

"Yuvraj...someone wants to meet you." Suhani smiled. I was nervous. Was I ready? Would she like me? Was I good enough to be her father?

I finally gathered the courage to look at the little person that was crying for my attention. If there's such a thing as love at first sight, nothing can define it better than parenthood. The moment I laid my eyes on the 7 pound bundle of happiness in Suhani's arms, I didn't know who I once was. I only knew that I finally had a real reason to exist, and it was to protect her from everything and everyone and to love the person who gave me this perfect gift.

Suhani helped me hold her. I could barely feel her in my arms. She was so delicate.

"Am I holding her correctly?" I asked Suhani. She nodded. The little person stared back at me wide-eyed. Her eyes had that same trust and belief which I saw so often in Suhani's. She yawned and I felt like someone just squeezed my heart with a crushing force. It was love, the kind which I had never experienced before.

She had long eyelashes and her eyes and nose were the same as Suhani's. I couldn't tell much else between her chubby cheeks and round face. She was definitely a mix of us. I tried to find myself in her somewhere. Maa and Suhani both thought she had my lips. Sharad thought she had my cheeks. "You had chubby cheeks too, Guru..." He laughed.

I just couldn't let her go. I was completely in love. I held her hand and kissed her face. If she cried and I couldn't manage, I let Suhani hold her and felt impatient to have her back. Eventually, we settled on holding her together.

"I can't believe it. She's ours and we get to keep her." I said.

"Yes, till she gets married." Suhani said.

"She's never getting married." I replied. I took her in my arms and held her against my heart. "No one's taking my daughter away from me." I said.

"Already possessive..." Suhani said.

"Of course...she's going to be pampered like a little princess and our home will be her castle." I said. We both smiled. Our baby was sleeping peacefully in my arms. I handed her back to Suhani, and kissed her on the lips.

"I still can't believe it." I said. "We made her..." I whispered to Suhani. "We're pretty good, aren't we? She's stunning." I said.

Suhani blushed. "And in a year or so, we'll give her a brother or a sister..." I added.

She nodded. "I want a mini Yuvraj..." She said.

"No, you don't. You already have to deal with the grown up version of him. I know that's not very easy..."

"But our princess looks like you, and she's a sweetheart...look at how she's sleeping." Suhani said.

"She resembles you more..." I said.

"No, she looks like you overall...that's the first impression I got." She said. We continued debating on whom she resembled more but we both agreed that we were head over heels in love with our baby princess.

"I was terrified on my way to the hospital. It wasn't supposed to happen so early. There were still 3 weeks left till the due date. I was out when I got the call that Suhani wasn't feeling well. Maa sounded panicked. I was stuck in traffic and I my heart nearly stopped beating hearing what the situation was. I couldn't talk to her or be with her at a time when the only person she needed was me. I couldn't process anything. Which part of it was I supposed to process? I was going to become a father. This is what I had been looking forward too, along with seeing Suhani become a mother, but suddenly everything had gone for a toss and I was just praying that they would both be safe."

YOU PUT LIFE INTO WORDS ...

yuvraj and you have killed me.. 

i hope .. touching wood for the same to happen in the show... not an inch should be changed same as you have written.. 

you are the best MASHALLAH