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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:42pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Originally posted by -.SapnokiRani-.

Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Originally posted by -.SapnokiRani-.

Sania, meri life barbaad ho chuki hai lol mere pas kuch bhi nai hai, mein bilkul akeli hoon nai koi meri parwa karta hai na meri zinda hone ki fikar hai kisi ko, tum meri help karo aur mujhe batao ki main meri life kaise acha banao? ya toh mujhe marna hai ya is life ko achi banani hai mujeh dono mein se kuch bhi karna nai hai lekin mein eyse nai reh sakti lol


Okay, this may seem like a lecture but you need to hear it all.

I want to start off by telling you about my own similar experience. Remember I said last year was the worst? Well, you know why? Because I lost my two bestest friends. And I'm an introvert. The only people I really talked to were those two girls, and when our friendship fell apart I became a loner. I remember sitting alone during break times. But that was at School. Stuff at home was fine until April 2014.

Something big happened in April, omg I don't even want to recall all that. It was a big family problem. My father started showing hatred towards me. He wanted the entire family to hate me. I had nobody to talk to. And I don't think I wanted to talk really.

I remember we had holidays from School. One day I tried to harm myself. I won't bother you with the details, but I did hurt myself. I wanted to die. I thought nobody wanted me anymore, I thought my life was over.

Then I don't know what or how it happened, but I ended up messaging my favourite teacher (she is like a mother to me). I asked her that would you ever think that I'd try to commit suicide? That worried her. She messaged back with a very touchy reply. When we went back to school, she tried to help me as much she could, but I wasn't ready to talk about the stuff that was happening at home. Anyway she forced me to see our school counsellor...I denied at first but then I thought to give it a go. A few days before I went to see the counsellor...a girl from our school committed suicide. That affected me big time. Cus I saw how upset the entire school was even those who didn't actually know that girl. I realised what a big mistake I was trying to make. I was trying to end my life, a life that should be appreciated.

Since then, I have not thought of ending my life, NO MATTER what happens.

I'm not saying that everything is perfect now, but it is definitely better.

The whole point of this was to tell you that things will get better, trust me. You may feel like everything is over right now, but trust me this phase will end. God doesn't give you more than what you can take.

You are not alone Keenal, you have your family, you have your friends and I am one of them. Our friendship isn't old but after this I can definitely say that it'll grow. You've shared a big deal with me as I have with you. I care about you, your family cares about you, your friends care about you. Trust me, you are not alone.

This is life, it can't always be perfect na. We all go through such phases but we have to learn to face them. Whatever has happened was meant to happen. This is how it is. And I genuinely believe that everything happens for a reason so maybe whatever has happened was for the best. You may not see it now, but you will.

Like myself, I saw the bright side of the problem I faced last year. I'm not just saying this, I really did. If that hadn't happened then the thing that followed it wouldn't have happened. I can't say it here but I got 2 more parents...they are my uncle Aunty but they love me like their own daughter, seriously. I feel blessed to have them in my life, praying for me every second of the day.

Now please don't ever wish ke mujhe marna hai, okay? I'll help you get through this, I'm here for you. I'm sorry I couldn't make you smile today, I was busy.

Okay I think this is it.

You're not alone.Hug



Oh my god, I don't know how to thank you Sania. I completely understood whatever you said, and I also believe that there will be a point in my life where I will want to live that every single moment, but then who know what the future has for us? However, I am trying. I will do better to make that future worth living. I am saying all this because I am the one who started all this. Had I been a better human being, I wouldn't be saying about death already. I really want to become better, that is the only thing I pray whenever I visit a temple. Just make a better person. I really hope my mind is taking all this information and hopefully reacting to it soon.

Coming to friendship, to be very honest, you and I both know we had common friends. Things didn't work out, and let's not talk about that. There was a point where I was hearing stuff about you and maybe even thought about you like that. But you know what? I didn't believe them, they were right in their ways, but I did not react on their thoughts or what they had with you. But I didn't let me stop me from talking to you. I don't know why I always felt that you are not as bad as they are showing it lol and I am so happy that to call you my FRIEND today. Seriously, we are so much alike, I understand you like a true friend, and so do I. So, our friendship is only going to get better from here. ILY, Sania <3

I'm sorry for whatever happened with you and your family. But let bygones be bygones. I don't want you to recall those moments either, so all I'm gonna say is I'm glad that's over and I'm happy that you are feeling better :)

I have this strong feeling that my life is taking a new turn, hopefully a good new turn lol so that will definitely help me feel good about my life :$

I just hope that I am taking the RIGHT TURN! Please god, send me to the right direction, I want to become a better person for myself, and for my family <3

and this was not a lecture, I felt nice hearing it :)

You don't need to thank me. I just wanted you to understand which you did so I'm happy. :)

I completely understand what you're coming from. I myself have made MANY mistakes and I regret em all. I have been trying to become a better person as well. And same I also pray that I become a better person and that Allah forgives me for all that I've done. We'll both work on it together and inshallah we'll succeed. :D

Yes, all that stuff didn't put you off from interacting with me and I have always appreciated that. Thank you. This means alot to me. I'm sure whatever was said about me was right but theywere all mistakes and I just don't wish to look back on them, you know? I feel like it makes it difficult to move on if you're always reminded of your past. Anyhow, thank you again. Hug

You do? That's good! :D I felt that too at the endof last year, when I really started to just forget the past and move on to be better. :) I'm sure God will guide you. Inshallah your life will become just the way you want it, but of course you'll have to work for it. :)

Haha I'm glad. <3


Yes, yes please hum dono saath mein isko acha banaenge, yea? We've totally got each other now and I'm so glad about that <3 I feel like, at this point, my friends will come and go, but you, my girl<3 we'll stay friends forever <3

Hey, I have done that and I totally get when you said it's difficult to move on when those things are being remembered, I will never say them again:)

Yea, work is needed to succeed. I'm so glad we had this conversation, I feel it helped you too and not just me Hug

The amount of time it got us to become so personal to each other is amazing LOL and I'm always going to remember this because this happens with selected people only LOL

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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:43pm | IP Logged
Have you watched Khoobsurat?

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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:43pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

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Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

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Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Check your inbox and reply to me :(


You never PMed me :( haha heyyaa girlie Embarrassed How are you Hug

Finally.Hug

I'm alright, yourself? :)

Haha that wasn't to you. Embarrassed



Yeaaa Hug
I'm fine(:
Okay Disapprove

Arey, main tumhain kya pm karon? ROFL ROFL


haha just teasing you around yaar ROFL

I know, and I'm letting you tease me Embarrassed ROFL


Awie, I love teasing others but not being teased ROFL


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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:44pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by -.SapnokiRani-.

Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

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Chalo Sania, abhi real wala tata Hug hehe see you maybe kal or on Sunday Embarrassed Good night Heart

Alright, good night <3 sleep well! Hug

Take care!=)


I don't wanna sleep today Disapprove ROFL

I feel like you're against the idea of sleeping. Stern Smile ROFL

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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:45pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Have you watched Khoobsurat?


FK and SK movie? Big smile Yup and I loved it <3

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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:46pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Originally posted by -.SapnokiRani-.

Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Originally posted by -.SapnokiRani-.

Chalo Sania, abhi real wala tata Hug hehe see you maybe kal or on Sunday Embarrassed Good night Heart

Alright, good night <3 sleep well! Hug

Take care!=)


I don't wanna sleep today Disapprove ROFL

I feel like you're against the idea of sleeping. Stern Smile ROFL


Well, just the fact that whenever I got to bed is when all of my other friends wake up and when it's time for me to have my breakfast, they are all off to bed LOL

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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:48pm | IP Logged
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Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

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I'll start replying Embarrassed

You know we could start a new conversation and leave those for when it's only one of us here. Embarrassed


I like this idea better Embarrassed

So, I have to continue from page 109 LOL



I just. ...ahh my mind works like a boss. Approve I surprise myself every time I get such cool ideas. Cool ROFL

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Posted: 29 May 2015 at 9:48pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

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Originally posted by .TeriYaad.

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I miss you. :(

But obviously it doesn't matter does it?

To you!!

You don't even give a damn about the pain I feel.

Cus if you did you'd have thought about the way your decision will affect me.

But then who am I to you?

Nobody.

...yet I love you.


We feel the same, Sania </3

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