Kaisi Yeh Yaariaan


Kaisi Yeh Yaariaan
Kaisi Yeh Yaariaan

His Smidgen Of Death

Flame.Of.Rose IF-Sizzlerz

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 11:42am | IP Logged

Hi! Long time I made a post in appreciation of show or a scene. It all seems so weird now. But before anything, I'd like to confess that today's episode did what confession couldn't do to me. It took my heart away and left me breathless and overwhelmed with emotions.

Right now, I am mess of incoherent thoughts so apologies in advance if I don't make sense. I just need to pent it all out before these emotions messes with my brain.

Also this post goes out to Rida, Zee and Ruby.

Hashmi - Finally it's all happening and how :')

Zee - And just how bang on we were regarding numbing down. Argh girl, just finish it all and come down already.

Bro - Hug You know why :')

Also CVs, if you are reading this, I would like convey that I feel so happy to follow a show where creatives are so humble and mindful of what the audience desires. Where they take our inputs and suggestion seriously. I am really happy with today's episode. After ages I watched a episode without skipping a single scene. I am that happy. And if I ranted when it all went haywire then I should rightfully appreciate you guys when you tried to do damage control so effectively.


"I love you, not because you catch the glowing beings for me, take my worries from me, wipe away my tears when I cry. I love you because when I break down, you hold me tight, take me away and set me free."

She saw him. Standing right there in front of her, a mere shadow blocking the light, he was. Not for her. Never for her. That shadow wasn't made out of darkness that shadow was made out of desperation, out of love. She saw him looking finally relieved as if a blind finally saw rainbow, as if the paralyzed finally could walk.

She sighed his name in relief, as a reverence.

A prayer.

 He was finally there was her, her heart danced. He would finally take her away, her heart said. He cradled her face, making sure she was real, was there. She sobbed feeling his touch after hours of misery. His touch - her salvation.

And like a dream, it went away. She felt the hollow right where his palms were, giving her warmth.

She sobbed harder.

Not because of the lack of touch but because of what he could become.

She cried. She shouted. She gave her all to call him back. From giving up to his darkness. From going back to his monstrosity.

They all stopped him, untied her. And with a jolt reality came crashing down to her. Within moments she realized what just happened. In matter of seconds she resigned, to numbness.

She felt his arms around her, tension leaving his body. Finally he breathed in relief when he saw her all fine, right where she belongs, in his arms. He tightened his hold to never let go while she stood still. She tried with all her might but it never came.

The feelings.

The emotions.

It went away leaving her numb.

"Manik, mujhe ghar jaana hai. Mujhe ghar le chalo."

She needed aloofness, her solitude. A dark little corner to hide away from prying eyes so she urged him to take her away to her home. Her room where she could be away from everyone, every soul. All alone. With no one.

In her room she sat all blank. Like a lifeless body who couldn't hear, who couldn't see. Nobody's presence mattered to her. Noone's words could she hear.

The girl forgot that mind is beyond human comprehension. Working of human mind wasn't possible for even science to comprehend.

The horrid images won't leave her alone, those predatory eyes would still burn her soul, those disgusting touches would still tingle her skin.

And the tingling got rekindled with his touch. That was the intensity of numbness that got to her. So scarred she was that she couldn't differentiate between the touches. Every touch bruised her soul.

She listened to what he said, like a lifeless doll, went to clean herself.

Even in front of mirror she agonized. Looking at it would tear her. Silently she down casted her eyes so she couldn't see herself.

Impure. Tainted. Scorned.


He saw her standing there. Her light no where to be seen, her eyes so hollow. And he heard the sound of cracks.

He called out for her, to come and let it all go. To break away from all that she was feeling and to accept the opened arms of safety.

She came and stood silently. Unmoving. Letting the water tumble down her body without lifting her hands to wash the dirt away. So he came, to her and touched her as if she is a porcelain doll. He touched her as if she is a goddess and she would go away. He removed the dirt from her with devotion as that of an author while dusting off his favourite book. He wiped away those scornful touches from her body and replaced them with his warmth.

Every time he touched her,

Removed the marks of monstrosity from her,

He breathed a little more of life.

Every time he touched,

 He took all her pains away,

He promised her a memory full of smiles.

She flinched when he touched where she was scarred and he saw red. It was she who was bleeding but he felt the loss of blood. It was she who got bruised but anger attacked his soul. It was she who was paining but tears departed from his eyes.

Finally it was his touch of love she recognized. It was his warmth that brought her out of her dark isolated corner.

She still cared for him, she still loved him. How could she leave him alone?

So she accepted him, inside her little desolated world and went back to the darkest corner, leaving him behind.

And just like that, he died - a thousand deaths inside.

 - Aditi

Edited by Flame.Of.Rose - 05 May 2015 at 1:34pm

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Stardust09 Senior Member

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 11:54am | IP Logged
Gah, I tried but it didn't come out the way I wanted it to. You have a way with words :) 

Just copy pasting the same damn thing everywhere, because what more could I possibly say? I don't usually do this, put my thoughts out for the world to read, but this show has been doing things to me. 

It was heart wrenching. The pain on his face when he looks at her bleeding ear. The helplessness, guilt and anguish; Parth's getting better with each passing day. Oh how he would take a thousand lashes, if it meant taking her scars away. The agony in his eyes as her silent screams pierced his soul, as they look into her empty ones that shone with hope forever ago. 

Her want to go home, the yearning to seek a haven where the world wouldn't seem as dark. She spoke a thousand words without ever voicing them. Her mind plagued by the vile truth. The gradual response as she recognised his love trying to heal her, the subtle smile as she realised her home. Her desperate desire to be safe, with him, together in their own shielded world. 

Both of them, and their voiceless tears veiled by the water. 

Also, it must have killed him to ask her if she was harmed; the immense relief evident when she shakes her head. How he immediately hugs her, seeking solace in the fact that she's safe and sound. Two lonely souls, finally finding home. Their love overwhelms me. If only everyone had that. 

I don't know what happens offscreen or anything and the words I've read about him weren't exactly appreciative. But whatever sort of a person he is, I can't help admiring the sincerity that reflects in his work. Yeah, if only I had that too. Ermm 

Tried to write everything from the beginning like you, but of course that never happens asdfghjkl feels :|

Edited by Stardust09 - 05 May 2015 at 3:08pm

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medha16 IF-Rockerz

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 12:15pm | IP Logged

This is so beautiful! U made me relieve the scene with your words.
I loved the way they held each other, him protecting her, shielding her from the evils of the world, letting her melt in his arms all the while soothing her with his soft murmurs and fleeting caresses.

She was wary of another man's touch but through his thoughtful actions and gentleness, he made sure that she eases out, even a little, from that numbness. He gave her his all and she took it willingly. Under the shower, they let their tears wash away their pain, she cried and so did he. He hesitatingly showed her that he would be there for her through his little acts, through his touch, telling her to hold on to her faith, to let it all out and emerge stronger. He caressed her hesitatingly at first and then more emphatically and washed away the marks left on her by that vile creature physically. Then he wrapped her up in his arms and she bestowed her implicit trust on him once again and let it all out in front of him.
In that moment, they were together, they were in pain but healing all the same, they were each other's anchor and they were two people who felt each other stripped out of all their external paraphernelia and revealed to each other their raw, true selves.

Edited by medha16 - 05 May 2015 at 1:56pm

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Noorie30 IF-Rockerz

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 12:23pm | IP Logged
Kameeni, i love the way you described the whole scene, and dont you dare tell me otherwise. Yours words really touched my heart, Shoo now!

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parthmania Groupbie

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 12:25pm | IP Logged

Amazing post...

copy pasting something that I wrote earlier:

A few standout moments that made my heart:

1. Do an upside down: The immediate rush of relief that washed over him when he saw her safe... unharmed...unscathed...as if his whole being...his whole life depended on it...as if there was no mission greater than this...as if nothing else mattered anymore!

2. Marvel with wonder: at the level of trust she placed in him as he wrapped her into his protective fold...and she on the verge of depletion...garnered the strength to grasp him and acknowledge that her solace...her anchor in this whole, wide world was him..in him

3. Connect with their pain: Her pain was not alien to him...his every tiny cell could feel it ...connect with it ...and he would lull it away...soothe it away as he would do his own pain...The imagery was so raw...so connective...so symbolic...the way he cleans her wounds...the way he lets her know how affected he is by her pain and yet how he would do everything in his power to alleviate it...mitigate it...the way she just lets him do it because she knows only he has the power to heal her wounds

4. Bask in their togetherness: The way she wraps the towel around him to let him know that she had accepted him unconditionally...that he is welcome to be part of her life...that she has opened the doors for him because she loves him completely and trusts him completely!!

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rubys07 Goldie

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 12:39pm | IP Logged
Res cos net is a biatch Angry
Brooo I'm proud of you:'))
FleetingWishes. IF-Sizzlerz

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 12:46pm | IP Logged
you're back to writing!


filter.coffee IF-Rockerz

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Posted: 05 May 2015 at 12:50pm | IP Logged
aahhh!you're blessed with the power to use words like magic!!!

i have nothing more to say!

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