* *****PART-6****** He turned nxt pages,but most of them were blank,he frantically turned and found something written..."Hey diary,I know u missed me alot na,but u know what I have some one to share my feelings,r u wondering who was that person who took u r place..then let me tell u,he's my jaan Jalal.Yes,we became frnds again.It's been a month mum left me,but my family and Jalal were there with me when ever I needed.I don't know how would I have come out grief,but he was there for me,he helped me to cope up.Now a days,I started to feel that Jalal,also started feeling towards me.Don't know why but the way he makes me smile,the way he demands me to do his fav,the way he irritates me with his pranks,the way looks at me with those dreamy eyes which r filled with love,don't know is it love or concern,but that is what I was dying for from start of our relationship."Jalal closes his and smiles,he remebered that, those were the days,when he started to fall for her,he always wanted to b with her.He just used to come home early,just for her,to b with her,leaving the work on his dad &Abdul. He remebered how they used to spend their time,talking with each other,watching movies.He smiles remembering how she used to cry and clap at the end of film.How they used to drench in rain and get good lecture from his mom,how they used to play football,how they used to eat ice cream,oops not eating but painting each other's face,how they used to listen retro songs during nights,how he used to irritate her with his never ending Pj's.He remebered how he used to get tempt,seeing her in sarees,ahh only he knew how he used to control himself.Those were the days when he was realizing his hidden feelings for her.He turns nxt page &start's to read..."Hey diary,If I thought that Jalal has started to feel for me,then I was proved to b wrong,yes I was in a dream that never happens.Even today,he stills loves her.I didn't know why he dragged me away from the party,but when he came to home in drunken state,he blurted out the truth,that the girl I met at party was Alisha.I never saw him crying like that,I was so helpless,I don't know what to do,I just can't see him like that.Plz kanah help me."He remebered that he slept all night in her lap,while she was just carressing his hair."Hey diary,U know what .I m feeling alone with out him.I know he went US for business purpose,but still.Aadat hogayi na unka,that's why.Jaldi ajao na Jalal,I can't stay with out u."Even he was restless at that time,he just couldn't concentrate,always her angelic face used to appear.Staying away for a week made him realize,how much he depended on her.He continues 2 read..."Today accidentaly I met Alisha ,while shopping.What she said has really hurt me,I know she was Jalal's love,but how she could accuse me that I have snatched him,but what hurt more was that Jalal still loves her,If I wouldn't b there ,then they would've been together.I know what she said was true,indeed he still loves her,he just takes me as his frnd,not as his wife.If I wouldn't b there,then he would b with his love.kitni pagal thi mein,that he has started to feel for me,it's been almost a year,but he always maintained a limit with her.He has alway's been there for me as a frnd, &now it's my turn to do something for him,to give him his happiness,for that I can even sacrifice my love.Dil par pathar rakh kar Alisha se promise kiya ki,I will help her to get her love.Kya itni himmat jutaa paunga?Jalal ko kisi aur ke saath,kisi aur ke hote dekh paunga?A tear rolled from his eye,how much it would've hurt her &still she kept that smile before everyone,for his sake...how can anyone b so selfless?He wondered whether anyone loved him the way she did..No,no one had never loved him,the way she did.He continued to read..."Hey diary,today I talked to Alisha,I said that I will stay for nxt 2 weeks bcz my bhai&Mirza r going to marry my langoors,being close to them I just can't leave them on their big day,Yes,I have decided to go to London,back to Sujamal bhaiyya,after all he was the one who I have.Don't know why now adays I'm getting tired easily and feel like puking..and lil pain in tummy,I should go for a check up,I think may b mild food poison.I should b strong,tmrw Jalal would come,I just can't let him know what I m doing?"He turned nxt page..."I don't what should I feel,I don't know how many times I would've died,when Alisha handed me divorce paper's..but I've to for the sake of Jalal's happiness.When I returned home no one were there,I thought to go and sit in lounge for sometime.In no time it began to rain,I just want to drain away all my sorrows in those rain drops..why kanaha? why?why r u making my life complicated.why does he had to kiss me?why?when I was leaving him,why r u playing with me?Plz stop,I just can't answer any more test.I'm tired."He rubs his face with his hands,to control his tears.That was the day when he realized his love for her.(part-7 scroll down)Edited by dharaangel - 8 years ago
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