*****PART-5***** A strong gush of wind fluttered the pages and his eyes fell on another day..."Everything has changed,we are frnds now,no bf.Our comfort levels with each other increased.I never imagined Jalal would b such a pain,omg!He's is such a prankster.He was opening up a bit,he even shared his relation with Alisha,his gf.Ok ,I accept it that I felt jealous,but I just want to spend atleast aday with him in such way.Don't give up Jo,may b one day he will fall for u.I don't know why,but I m feeling that may b dad was right.That one person's love in a relation can change other one.I pray,ki woh din jaldi aaye."A tear rolled down from his eye,Yes indeed they were golden days of their relation.He turned to read nxt page."Hey diary,u know what?Today was my first Karvachauth,kitna khayal rakhta hai Jalal mera..aur jab husband wala style mein usne kaha"Take care Jo"hayye ab kya kahoon...I was actually feeling very tired,but I don't know when I became unconscious,all I could remember was,when I opened my eyes,I saw him there with teary eyes.He was shouting on everyone for not taking care of me.I can keep thousand karvachauth's,If he will b there with me all time.I just love him so much."He exhaled thinking about that day,the news of her being unconscious shook him..How scared he was..now he thought of it,may be Abdul was right,he didn't realise it but he was falling in love or was already in love with her at that time..only thing was he himself didn't realized it..He turned nxt pages,& realized that they actually shared everything a married couple do,they used to laugh,fight,share everything emotionally.He still used to think at that time whether he felt same feeling with Alisha,everytime his heart used to say a big no,but always his brain won.He turned some more pages,"Aaj itna self control mujhe kabi nahi karna pada..JK was in his swim wear & need I say what I felt...He has the most perfect abs ,I have ever seen & when he took me in his arms when I slipped,all my focus was on not to think about the obvious.Damn!I would've lost myself then &there and only god knows how badly I wanted to kiss him...& do lot more...huhh and that is not enough he was right nxt to me,sleeping soundly & all I could do was just watch him.. Kab khatam hogi yeh dooriyaan?He smiled,he knew what she was thinking that day...he saw that look in her eyes...He wondered,if he's feeling that way now,he could imagine what she'd have felt then...He turned nxt page"Wow,u know what diary?My both langoors are in love with my Bhai and BIL.I felt so happy that we r going to b a family now.yeah family.I never dreamt,that marrying Jalal,would give such a adorable family.Mom,dad ,Mirza & Abdul bhai.I have always felt alone without anyone during childhood,but I m experiencing how it would be,all thanks to Jalal,my Jaan."He know how much his family loved her &they almost need her for every single thing.Yes,she has been a daughter to his parents more than a DIL,she was Mirza's bf,she was Abdul's cute sister.He still remebered how Abdul used to fight for her.With a smile he turned nxt pages."Hey,diary.I don't whether to b happy or sad.Yesterday we went to Abdul bhaiyya's party,first time we went as a husband &wife rather than strangers.I came to know that,he was a brilliant dancer.All started with that stupid boys r gr8 no girls r gr8,don't know how much we drank and how we ended up in one of the rooms.When,I opened my eyes in the morning,What I saw was Jalal opening his eyes & the shock was we both were lying close to each other,what came nxt was biggest shock of our lives,we were naked,& the picture came clear that we consummated our marriage.I can say by his look,that he was regretting it,& he was thinking it was a mistake,no big mistake..How can he think like that,Damn it.I m his wife for god sake,he has alrights on me,then why is he regretting it..Kanaha I just felt to die that moment.But,I m happy that I lost my virginity to the man I love most."He remebered that day,how he avoided her."Don't know ,how she might have felt that day"he sighed and continued read ."Jk was avoiding me as much as possible,and it's really hurting.I don't know what to do.Was it my mistake,that we have done it,it all happened with out our knowledge.&on top of it mum was not feeling well."He remebered how much she used to cry & how much tensed she was regarding her mom's health."Mum left me diary.U know ,she left me all alone in this world.She lied to me that she will b there for me when ever I need her,but she broke her promise.I Know she loves dad more than me,Why did she left me.she was the one I had from the begining,then how could she.I know U don't like tears in my eyes,u want me as ur brave devil haina mum.But I can't .I know u r gr8 Mrs.Tara Mehra.But how can u just leave me.Now u have left me say hi 2 dad.U Know what mum,I Miss u guys."He remebered, how broken she was,If he wouldn't b there she would've probably broken completely.(interval hain guys.) 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