Picking yourself back up together after your heart has been broken is hard. Falling in love again with someone you know can't stay with you forever and realizing these feelings, is even harder. Let alone starting to fall for someone although, your heart is still trying to mend its fresh wounds, is sheer stupidity, probably. You know this very well and yet, you can't stop yourself from slipping father down this road, unable to stop yourself - but the illusion that you have everything under control and that your solid plan for your temporary marriage and the exit of the very same is working smoothly keeps you sane.
That's Nisha. Headstrong and independent, a little immature and somewhat nave to believe that her and Kabir's plan will work out without any hassles. She's a very emotional person- to collect her thoughts and feelings, she decided to go on a trip to find herself - and instead, found Kabir. Chandu, a little girl, and the goons that had been after her bound them both into a sacred bond, one they didn't desire nor want. Yet, in a fit of anger, she agreed to marry Kabir. And regretted pulling him into this mess shortly after- though, they married with both of them agreeing to it only being temporary in order to make her family happy. How could she have known that such a straightforward plan would lead them into disaster?
The guilt of deceiving her family, her parents is eating at her non-stop. It's hard to even look any of her loved ones in the eyes without feeling as if her chest is being crushed. Seeing their happiness and knowing that it won't last- it's a constantache that burns through her very existence. And on the other hand, there's that idiot Kabir: the more he tries to make her family hate him, the more Nisha seems to fall for him. For his selfness, for his admiration and love for her family, for his care for herself.
Yet, how is she supposed to tell him that he should stop mentioning leaving her? It hurts. Hurts so damn much.
Mishkat Varma was born on November 17, 1989, Mumbai. Mishkat Varma, is known as the Ranbir Kapoor of small screen. He is the brother of actress Mihika Verma. He has appeared in several commercials and also working as a successful model for various brands. He is a trained dancer and has been a part of Shiamak Davar's dancing troupe.
Aneri was born on march 25, 1993, Mumbai.She got famous for playing the role of paankhi in the daily soap opera "Kaali - Ek Punar Avatar" on star plus followed by "Crazy Stupid Ishq" on Channel [V].Aneri loves to travel & is completly foodie she salman khan and karan singh grover.
"Though, for only three months, I am your husband."
Kabir, although having entered the marriage with a deadline in mind, does take his responsibility seriously: Nisha is his responsibility. Keeping her save and happy, that is what he wants to do. But Kabir is no idiot, well, at least not too big an idiot. He clearly senses that his feelings for Nisha are growing day by day, with each happiness they share, with each moment they help and support each other in, with each eye-lock they both can't break apart from, with each time they are so close that his heart pounds loudly in his chest and only a breath separating their lips. And why wouldn't he start to feel something for Nisha? She doesn't make it easy for him- bringing him to his dance interview by hijacking an auto, making him bread butter jam, supporting him in his "ghatiya damaad" mission, caring for him so much that every of his wounds seem to hurt her more than him and willingly refusing to come between him and his dream.
The three-months-mantra is what keeps Kabir grounded. It's his reminder to stop himself from falling too deep, his only anchor in this flood of emotions - but why does his heart tell him that he's already drowning?
"Please, don't go Kabir."
Nisha can't pinpoint what it is that she's feeling for Kabir. The only thing she knows is that with Kabir at her side, she is content. Complete. Surrounded by his bubbly nature, his sweet smiles and touching care for her, she doesn't need anything else. The mere thought of a day in her life on which Kabir won't be there... it tears her insides apart. Unbearable. When he talks about leaving; at one hand, Nisha feels happy seeing the excitement on his face whenever he mentions his dance dream, and on the other hand, she feels as if someone's stabbed her through the heart- she wants to cry out "Don't leave!" but the words wouldn't tumble from her lips, stuck in her throat. After all, how could she be so selfish? Kabir had married her to save her family from humiliation, he supported her through and through, he cared for her parents, he was willing to be hated by her family just so that Nisha herself won't have to face any humiliation - he always makes her smile. How could she be the reason for wiping off his smile?
She may not want to understand her feeling - but deep down, she knows perfectly fine what is happening. After all, when do you start to feel happy in the happiness of someone else even though, their happiness makes you also sad? When do you let someone go even though, you want to hold on to them forever?
They both may be stubborn and refuse to accept what is happening but they do know what is there that is steadily growing between them, entangling them more and more: Love.
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