Dedicated to taahir004 n Kalpana_KaCy who love Viren Nivedita
Viren.I'm here to talk only about my love Nivedita .
Nivedita was always possessive about
me.Though we were only friends her possessive nature made me realize that i'm
more than a friend for her.I was happy inside my mind as i also loved her
madly.But i never showed it and flirted with girls in front of her.Because i
loved watching her getting angry seeing me with other girls.Because that shows
her deep love for me.I wanted her to burst out one day and confess her love to
me.I waited for that moment for a long time.
Finally my wait came to an end.She lost her control and yelled at me.
"How dare you flirt with other girls in front of me?"She asked.
Though she was angry i found her sweet.
"What is the problem?I'm just having fun",i said.
"Fun?This is fun?Mr.Viren...i can't stand you with another girl".
I was becoming happier and happier as i knew the moment of confession was
coming nearer.But i did'nt show it.I pretended to be angry.I held her hand tight.
"Why?Why are you so pissed off seeing me with other girl?Why you can't tolerate me with another girl",i asked her rudely.
did not reply.I was irritated with her stubbornness not to open her
heart so easily before me.So I left her hand and walked restlessly.She
Her tears flowed down.
"Because..because i love you Viren".
I was surprised.I was numb for a moment due to excitement.I turned back and smiled. at her.
She came back to her senses.She realized what she said.She realized that her
inner feelings have come out,she has exposed herself to me.She was embarrassed.
"I'm sorry".She left the place since she found it difficult to face
I felt sad as she thinks that she did a shameless act.Because she thinks that i
don't love her,i just love to be with other girls.I wanted her to know my love
for her and be happy.So i entrusted her room mate Chanda to keep my diary on
her table.She did so.Thanks to her.
As i expected Nivedita 's eyes struck my diary as it was an unknown diary to
her.She went through the pages of the diary.
She read my heart through the diary.She read my words..
"I love Nivedita 's possessiveness as it signifies her love for me.I love
being loved by her.Because i love her like crazy.She is more than a friend for
me.I'm waiting for her to admit her love for me.Nivedita ...please confess your
love to me.I'm dying to hear those magical words from you.Nivedita ..i love
you.Nivedita ..you are my life".
She cried while reading my diary.
Tears covered her eyes for not understanding my love.
She came running towards me with his diary.
"You stupid!Why did'nt you reveal your love to me?You just made me go
crazy.I love you stupid boy".
She talked like an irritated innocent naughty girl.
I took the diary from her.
"I was waiting for you to confess".
She smiled hearing me.
"I love you Nivedita .My tongue itself is to utter only your name Nivedita
We just lost in each other.
We really felt the magic of love afterwards in it's true sense.Nivedita was my world.
I gifted Orchid flowers to her as she loves orchids.She was very happy.She smiled
while receiving orchid flowers from me.
"Did you like it?I asked.
love orchids.Nothing in this world is more beautiful than orchids",She said.
is something which is more beautiful than orchids".
"What is that?" She askd.
I looked at her eyes deeply and replied,"You".
I kept looking at her blush.It was so sweet.
She walked towards her hostel with those white orchids.Unexpectedly a
her and the white orchids in her hand turned into red with her blood.Her
pink suit also became red.She lost her blood and she breathed her last
my lap without even uttering one last word to me.I cried calling out her
!'But she did'nt open her eyes.
Whenever i see my Nivedita in my imagination
,she is dressed in the pink suit she wore at the time of her death.She
looked sweet and cute that day.Since she was dressed in pink that day
when i see the pink orchid flowers in my house I am reminded of my
She always appears before me in the f0rm of beautiful orchid flowers. I miss you Nivedita ...i miss you.