Beautiful collages Gan. But , I am in no coherent state to pen down my thoughts and feelings ! Just now I am afloat and my heaet is aflutter !
I was actually extremely skeptical when I watched the precap yesterday. Was ready for disappointment and dissatisfaction. For once, I was neither disappointed not dissatisfied !
Omg, what can I say about the episode. Please forgive me if I turn this into a gush fest !
Tumhe chot pahunchane ke khayal se bhi .. Saanson ka dhadkanon se naata toot jaata hai.. Lekin Phir sochta hoon.. Ke Ek baar tum rootho toh sahi.. Taaki duniya ko bata doon.. Ki meri biwi ko manane ka har tareeka Mujhe aata hai.
We all were upset with his get out / dafa ho jao. But the shayari he recited made my heart flutter ! The shayari above is his apology for being so harsh with her !
Here is a man who has been through hell and back. Here is a man, who was adrift and lost. Here is a man who was made to feel unwanted and a loser and who by grace of second chance got an anchor when he was not even looking for one. The setup in the room though tacky, garish and childish, is what raman the nerdy, dorky guy would have done. I believe, Ishita is his first love. What he felt for Shagun was awe, awe at the fact that such a beautiful woman agreed to marry a dork and nerd like him !
With Ishita, he is on a different plain. He has metamorphosed himself from that dork into this successful smart person though very embittered by life. When Ishita walks in, she has no expectations from him. She is the exact opposite of Shagun. So too are his feelings for Ishita. He is not in awe of her. He possessive of her. Loves her with an intensity. Hence he took this long to profess his love. But once he said it, he repeated it and repeated it and couldn't stop saying it. The beauty of the scene was in its simplicity. No OTT drama. Just heartfelt pouring of feelings actually not just an outpouring of feeling more a deluge. All that he wanted to say, was said today in myriad ways.
The beauty of the goodbye, the way he looks around for privacy, before bending down towards her.. ah, be still my heart... !!!
When Ru and Adi and then Mihir interrupted that private moment before his departure, the frustration of puttar was literally palpable !
#iaminlove with puttaronceagain.
#inevergave up on him.
# puttarisadorable
I am not looking forward to the ensuing drama. Rinky needs a tight slap and I wish someone shakes Some sense into her !
The precap was adorable, with Ru baby asking whether ishima had kissed papa ! And her demand that she has to kiss him when he returns !
And finally, a tip of a hat to KP and DT for their par excellence performance ! Their acting prowess, made a tacky setup and silly drama bearable and made all of us go crazy today. !