credit - ImmortalLove
Base story:10 years back
zoya's pov
ITS TOO LATE
I were so tired
and my breath
came out
in puffs heavily. Atleast then I knew how
it feels like to
be a runner. But
look at that
cruel driver! He was just
not ready to
stop that van.
"stop!
I say
stop!"
To my
relief it finally
came to a
halt. I saw Asad
peeping out of
the window. He looked
in my direction
and his eyes
twinkled. I waved at
him. He gave me
his hand and
I climbed in
the backseat with
him.
"pull over" asad
ordered the driver
when we were
close to the
river. Leaving the driver
and van behind
we both walked
along the length
of the river
ghat.
"why u
came down panting
with ur nose
and eyes all
running?" he asked me. And
I was like
seriously? How funny that question
sounded!
"asad,
I wanted
to meet u
before u leave."
"why?"
"why?
Like you
don't know anything?" I
stared at him
with an unbelievable
expression.
"I don't
know what ur
talking about. zoya, pls go
back to home .ur parents
might be worried
for u."
I literally were close
to laugh out
loud.
"oh really! Then
why did u
bring me here with u
if I
were supposed to
be at home?"
He didn't answer
and I continued.
"look I
know u wanted
to meet me
too."
He looked
at me all
surprised.he admitted and nodded.i
smiled.
"I don't
like regretting asad. I know u also
have feelings for
me. if not love
then something else. but
there was something
between us." I searched
for some reaction
from his side
but none came. I
felt a lump
in my throat beginning
to form. after few
minutes he shook
his head.
"zoya, I
think it's too late." His eyes
were wet too.
I smiled
sadly but my
frustration took the
better of me.
"I know. I
know u
can't stop for a teenager
like me. ofcourse that's
fine to move
on and make
career. but tell me is it
my fault that ur
one year older
than me? ur 18
and m 17! I
still has one year
left of my
high school. but congrats
u got selected
in IIT. Amazing isn't
it? now u'll have to leave
and all I
can do is let u do that."
"zoya u see
I have
to go. u can
join me next
year in IIT."
"no I
can't!" I yelled aloud.
"I can't
coz I don't
want to be an
enginner.i will not
join u." I sniffed.
Asad's face
became one like that
of a corpse. motionless. he gazed
at me and asked
"so why
did u come now? What do
you want?"
"I told
u I hate
regretting and hence m
gonna tell u my
biggest secret." I carried
on with honesty
drooling from my
eyes.
"I love
you asad." And saying
that I closed
my eyes. there was
only the sound
of winds oozing
around us.the river
was silent surprisingly. Then
I heard his
steps coming closer. my
eyes opened and
met his wet
eyes. there was yet a
sparkle in his
eyes.
"I don't
want to regret
either. i don't want
this heaviness of
my secret for a
lifetime. i too want to get rid
of this burden on my chest.I love
you zoya. and I will
always love you."
My tears
gave in and I fell
on the moist
soil. he too came
down and we
smiled through our
tears. we lied on
our backs and
watched the night
show of stars
in the sky.
Lying here
with you so
close to me...
It's hard
to fight these
feelings...when it feels so
hard to breath...
Caught up
in this moment...
Caught up
in ur smile...
"asad...say that
u'll miss me"
He stared
at me and
smiled "always...till I die.."
I gasped
and shut his
mouth placing my hand
over his lips.
I've never
opened up to
anyone...
So hard to
hold back...
"dare
not say that
again...to anyone" I said firmly.
He took
my hand in
his and kissed
it gently. "never"
I
smiled at him.
He closed
his eyes and
came closer. my lips parted
automatically. his hands settled
to cup my
face and his lips were
now inches away
from mine. my eyes went
wide...
He
stopped and opened
his eyes "baby
what is it? Wudn't
u give me a
chance to take something
cherishable with me? wudn't
it be memorable for u?
it's our first and
probably the last
kiss"
I saw
the sadness in his
eyes and instantly
felt guilty. how stupid
of me!
We don't
need to rush
this...
"it's
not that.i...asad I may be bad
at it" I flushed and dropped
my gaze.
Lets just
take it slowly...
He cupped
my face and
again came closer. his
lips zeroed the
distance between us. it was
so soft and
gentle kiss. almost like a
whisper. i felt the
love he has
hidden all of those
years we knew
each other. what was
surprising was that I
responded to that kiss. i
poured all my
emotions in that. the
love, the fear of
losing him, well I was
still gonna let him go
but atleast now
I confessed and I
wudn't have to
bear this regret
my whole life.
Just a
kiss on ur
lips in the
moonlight ...
Just a
touch of the
fire burning so
bright...
No I
don't wanna mess
this thing up...
I don't
wanna push too
far...
how ironical
moment was that! Firstly
our lips were
connected but it
was the kiss
of goodbye!
Secondly,
it wud have been
our love life's
beginning but unfortunately it was
the end.
Where it
wud have been
a start to
secret-meetings, it was going
to be our separation.
Just a
shot in the
dark that u
just might...
Be the
one I've been
waiting for my
whole life...
So,
baby m
alright...
With just
a kiss goodbye...
I
don't know for
how long we'd
been kissing.it only
broke when there
was an urgent
need of oxygen.
"oops" I
whispered.
"that's an understatement." Asad said.
I know that if
we give this a li'll
time...
It'll only
bring us closer
to the love
we wanna find...
It's never
felt so real...no
it's never felt
so right...,
He again smacked his lips
on mine. it was
the gay kiss of
our joy and
celebration of this
beautiful night where
the only witness was
those winds,the river,the
soil,the sky,the stars,the moonlight. my
hands reached the
nape of his
neck and soon
the kiss became
passionate. i was enjoying
that.
So baby
m alright with just a
kiss goodnight...
When we
finally broke apart
I gazed at
him with my
twinkling eyes.
"u see. U
weren't that bad" he
reminded me.
I giggled
softly "guess our secrets are no more
the secrets"
"yes they
aren't between us but for
this world they
shud be." He again
reminded me.
It
dawned on me
that it was
time for him
to go. i hugged
him for my dear
life.
No I
don't want to
say goodnight...
"I wish
our families wudn't
have been that
narrow-minded. their
thoughts and beliefs
are of such
older era that I
cudn't bring myself
to tell u
the truth once. i
loved u zoya since
a long time "he chuckled
"maybe u
were my first
adolescent crush if
boys have it"
I giggled
feeling content in his arms. "I don't know
about boys but
u are my
first and the
last love. since my
adolescence. i just also
wish if it
weren't for fear
of my abbu, I
wud've confessed soon
and maybe we've
got some time
together. but now u'll
go"
My
voice cracked and
he hugged me
tighter comforting me.
"I wish
life cud
be easy" he said.
"it wud
have if I haven't
come to you. m
sorry but I
came coz..."
"coz u
don't like regretting. i know." He completed
my sentence.
I sniffed "when
did I become
so selfish?"
"no ur
not selfish. i am. I
was leaving without
telling u. you have the
courage to run
from ur home
and come to me
to say the
truth. ur the bravest I
know zoya." He pecked
my forehead and
helped me to
stand up.
That stupid
driver came running "asad
baba, lets go, dilshaad ma'am
ordered to reach
Gwallior by tomorrow
night. if the road's
not good, we'll get late."
Asad nodded "m coming"
i wiped
his tears and
he wiped mine.
"no tears
pushpa!" asad tried to
joke and we both
smiled.
he
started to turn
around but I
stopped him.
"one minute." I
took the wristband
from my hands
and broke the
blue colored heart.
"aaah!"
asad faked pain but
I smacked his
shoulders.
"don't worry , heart's not broken. It's
the common heart we
have. half is urs
and half's mine."
Next I
took out a thread
from my dupatta
and drew it
from that half
heart.
"how moviestic!" he commented.
I stood
on my toes
and tied it in
his neck. "that's not a word
mr. AAK." I pecked his cheeks and
whispered
"they say
there's no age for
love. so it isn't
applicable to oldies only
but to teens
too. and m sure it
wasn't infatuation .the
permission to live
in my heart
is granted to
u only and
nobody else." I waved my
wristband in front
of him. He kissed
the broken heart
and then the other
part tied around
his neck.
I know
its time to
leave ...
But u'll
be in my
dreams...
Tonight
Tonight..
Tonight...
"goodbye" I
smiled at him.
"best of
luck for future . goodbye" he placed his lips on
mine one last time
and left without
looking back.
With a
kiss goo...dnight...
I stared
at his retreating
back till my
vision blurred due to
the tears rolling
down my cheeks. i wiped them
and sighed looking
up.
I saw the shooting
star and made a
wish of
letting the success
at his feet
always.
Sometimes u
have to let go.i'll always love him.i'll always miss him coz I know there can't
be another like him.its time to move on and start a new life but sadly he wudn't
be the part of it.
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The backstory
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her pov.
Well I
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contains songs in
it lol 😆
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