Raman's love for Ishita made me cry lik nything as it ws so so soulful..ππ..and Ishita's love for Raman made me happy aftr a long time..ππ...
Raman...how much my heart feels for u man...And Karan bhai u made sure Raman's pain of love ws felt very much to the audience with ur A-M-A-Z-I-N-G ACTING..ππ..!! Sacrifice is also one form of love n thts the most toughest form of love when u knw the one u love madly also loves u back...When this show started,Raman ws portrayed as one who NEVER EVER bothered wht others think abt him..He knew n beleived wht he does is right n he never cared to explain to nyone who felt different..!! But with time ppl does change..!! Change for good is alwz welcome but changing for bad is P for PATHETIC..!! Thnx to SHANI and to most of the chars who constantly with their words n actions made Raman reach a point where he had no other option but feel all the BS words n unfortunate incidents happening to Ishita ws coz of Raman..π₯±π₯±.. This man is head over heels in love with Ishita..There ws a time when he used to hate Ishita lik theres no tomorrow n never left a chance to hurt her..And now he loves her lik theres no tomorrow n nw cant evn stand to be the reason of she being hurt..!! This is how love hv changed him..!! But now see how much this change is making him pay price for it..!! When Shagun left him,he felt his world ws destroyed...It made him turn to a ruthless man..!! But aftr being in love with Ishita,he ws back being HAPPY..!! But now jab poori kaaynat ne Raman ko yeh ehsaas dilwaaya hai ki Raman Ishita ke liye DUKH ka doosra naam hai,he hv to destroy his own world by deciding to leave Ishita for her good future..!! When Simmi decided to take divorce,Toshi had told her it takes a LOT OF COURAGE to destroy one's own home..!! Who would hv thought ki its gonna turn true for Raman too..!! Raman knows hw it feels to be away from the one u love..!! Last time destiny took this decision for him n this time Raman himself took this decision n tht too ONLY COZ he IS deeply madly in love with Ishita..!! It hurts him to see Ishita in probs coz of his past n all..So he thinks if shes no more connected to him,then atleast probs frm his side wnt be there to bother her..!! Today's Raman-shani scene i HATED lik nything..But there were two moments in tht scene which as much as offended me but also i felt the immense pain of Raman so much ki i cried..One ws when Raman told tht looser shani that shani has been Ishita's Knight In Shining Armor..But one could hw much it KILLED RAMAN to say tht one line..I wanted to slap Raman for sayin tht BS...I wanted to tell him tht IDIOT..Ishita's KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR..HER HERO..yeh sab Raman himself hai for Ishita n NOT any XYZ..π₯±π₯±...But thnx to the looser shani n many others,Raman ws left with no choice other than feel this that Raman can never be the real knight in shining armor or hero for Ishita..And tht hurted him a lot lot...Raman then told shani tht he should take care of Ishita as Shani's AMANAT and NOT as Raman's AMANAT...Oh god..How much one can kill himself..This ws lik Raman ws hurting his own heart with a knife..!! Ishita WAS,IS n WILL ALWZ be HIS AMANAT n not any xyz's..!! But this guy as hes way too tooo too much in love with Ishu tht hes ready to give tht amanat to some1 n evn call his amanat as some1's amanat...!! Dil pe pathar rakh ke he had to literally tell tht..ππ..!! But ws his heart to ready to beleive Ishita's is some1's amanat?A BIG FAT NO..π₯±π₯±...And tht ws proved in his non stop tears he had aftr his chat with shani and he ws reminding all the good moments spend with Ishita..!! Leaving Ishita is a SUICIDE DECISION for him..!! He JUST CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER..!! But still he hv took tht decision only coz he DNT CARE if he hv to DESTROY HIS WORLD,HIS LOVE n ultimately HIMSELF if tht could ASSURE him HIS LIFE-Ishita can be made free from all the troubles which can come to her life only coz she being related to him..!! He cares ONLY for her happiness n for tht khudko hi mita raha hai by going away from her..!! And NOT ALL can do this..!! Theres a line from "Alvida" song - "Kyun Na Mitke Jo Fanaa Ho..Woh Bhi Pyaar Ho".. tht ws the only line comin to my mind when i saw this guy breaking down tonite coz of taking the most painful decision of his life-to go away from Ishita..!! Ishita ke pyaar mein khud mitke fanaa hone ke barabar hai when he hv to be away from her..!! But will Ishita understand tht n knw tht?ππ...Only time will tell..But as of now she DONT hv ANY IDEA hw BEYOND LIMITS deep n immense love Raman has for her n to wht extent Raman can do things for her and ONLY for her..!! And thtsy i can say Raman can say this to Ishita-"Tu Ki Jaane Pyaar Mera"-line from the song-"Main Tenu Samjhaavan Ki"..!!
Now coming to Ishita..When Raman ws indirectly saying things to her which ws kinda farewell speech types,she did somewhere understood things at tht moment..But later she brushed it off ya say Raman made her brush off her thoughts when he lied to her n made her beleive ki its not farewell..!! But I LOVED hw she said with tears in her eyes tht hwevr much she may do things,her mind can NEVER be FREE from his thoughts..She said none can replace his taunts,he calling her Jhansi Ki Rani..!! Aww my good old Ishita..so good to see u back...Raman's words were kinda hauntin her n thtsy she couldn help but ask he will comeback na?..She loves him too n thtsy evn aftr he said its not farewell,but still she couldn stop her tears..!! But only releif ws she beleived his words n had hopes of he coming back.!! Now the last scene...her monologue mirror scene tonite undoubtedly one of the best Ishita scenes for me...If only this Ishita...Raman's Ishita i could see often in this show lik 11pm slot days..!! Nywz aaj barson baad Raman's Ishita-the Ishita I LOVE came back i am welcomin her with this post...ππ...How beautiful it ws when she said Raman who ws once stranger in her life hv now bcome HER LIFE...She wants to fight with him but she wants to manofy him for the same fights..She wants to be there with him in every phase of his life n all this coz shes in LOVE with him n she wants to say the same to him soon..!! Divyanka u were SPOT ON in this scene...It reminded me of another Ishita self talk mirror scene post licence track days..!! Lik Raman,Ishita also hated him to death initially..He ws one stranger which she never wanted to meet once..But now after being in love with him hes the one she CANT afford to miss..!! When Ishita's dad wanted to giv him his wedding ring during IshRa sagaai time,Ishita had rite away told him tht Raman then din value relationships n also tht ring ws symbol of her parents love n she dnt want to give tht ring to Raman coz she thought he dnt value love n neither she gonna giv him love..Now tht same Ishita who once din wanted to give a ring to Raman,now wants to give her ENTIRE LIFE to him n want to be there with him coz shes in love with him..!! And this is how Ishita hv changed..!! She thinks its time to confess her feelings to him n she feels tht would make him feel the happiest..!! BUT again lik Raman's decision to go away from Ishita for her happiness is not known to Ishita,Ishita's decision of confessing her love to him for his happiness and also how much she is GENUEINLY HAPPY to share her life n be his life are not known to Raman now either..And thtsy i can say Ishita also can say this to Raman-"Tu Ki Jaane Pyaar Mera"-line from the song-"Main Tenu Samjhaavan Ki"..!!
And there ends my post tonite..ππ
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