Chapter 16
I was shattered. For Mr Kapoor I am still an option, to be
used when necessary , I have never mattered to him has a
wife. All this was just use me as a bait to set Rishab's
marriage, , How can he do this to me ? I felt
used, Was peehu also a bait? The love he showered on peehu
was also bait. My God what have I done ? This
time it just not me but peehu is also involved .. How did I let it
happen? How did I even think Mr Kapoor would have changed ,that he would have
wanted peehu... How could I been so stupid. How am I going to tell peehu
about this???
My love blinded, I didn't see the trap, Did Mr Kapoor plan this?
I just stood there , with these thought haunting me my worst nightmare
was coming alive.
I hear Mr Kapoor Calling , Priya tum kab ayi ? chale ab hum?
Priya !! Priya !! kya hua, Why are standing like this?
Come Lets go
No Mr Kapoor I am not going anywhere with you
What are you saying?
Come let us go
No Mr Kapoor I am not going anywhere... just leave me ...
What wrong with you
Why are behaving like this what happened priya
You will never change , For you I am just somebody you can
use and throw na Mr Kapoor. You came to poona MrKapoor to fix
Rishab marriage Now it is over you can leave us right
What are you saying? Why I am going to leave , we just found each other
,anyway this not the place to talk, Sowmya's parents looking at us , can
you get into the car
Again rishab's marriage, why ram why is it I am never
important to you , my feelings are never important to you, why
everytime I offer my heart soul and myself you throw it all
away , why my love as never reached or touched you, why my
love is always expendable.
Why ram
What crap are you talking ? when did I say you are not important to me?
This is not the place to talk please come don't create a scene here.
He pulled me near the car and made me sit , then drove the car.
I can't go on like, I have lost everthing, I didn't have even tears
left to cry. I was just stunned
Ram tired talking to me
I was no condition to reply.
We reached home.
I just walked towards my home without even glancing back
whether Mr Kapoor was coming or not I was no longer bothered
I just wanted go home and cry I had once again lost my
life!!!
Priya ! he called wait
Priya !! he called followed me inside the house
What happened Priya ?
What were you saying?
Priya tell me !!
Nothing Mr Kapoor , It is all over now.
I hope I fulfilled my part of the bargain to your utmost
satisfaction.
What are you saying?What bargain ?
Mr Kapoor , you came to pune finalise rishab marriage and you did .You
wanted a wife and child to show sowmya parents that you belive in family
and you are not what people think a paranoid and you know what
family values are.
You thought , hey priya is here she is lonely , she will do this, just a saree
and kiss is all that is required to get things done. what was
the word you used " CONTROL" yes control her. that is why you
called on us all of sudden , added bonus peehu, to add to your so
called perfect family picture. You used peehu Mr Kapoor , in this grand plan
of attaining Rishab's happiness. How could you Mr Kapoor? Leave me
I Know I am nobody to you how could you use peehu you own
daughter ! she is your own flesh and blood. In this serving
your brothers and sisters you don't mind using anybody you
want no. even your own daughter. How long where you going to uses us Mr
kapoor till Rishabs Marriage right after that , once again throw us out
your house like last time right!!
Unfortunately Mr Kapoor , for you I just got to know this right
before you did that to me. I want allow you to that to
me again Mr Kapoor. I
That's why Three months no?? how long have you planned this Mr Kapoor How
long ? and you were ready even to sleep with me to do this ?
everything was fake Mr Kapoor
You really thought I was that desperate to have se***...How did I let
meyself get used by you ? how did I
Priya listen to me! He tired
Please leave Mr Kapoor... Just leave
No he said
When Did I say I control you ? You think I am that cheap, that I would sleep
with you to get things from you, are you mad
I heard what you were saying on the phone, now you will call me mad
also now because I am imaging things is it? Please
leave Mr Kapoor !!
I will not go anywhere. I don't know what you heard or for whom you
heard , I did not use you or peehu!! How could you even
think I would?
You did the first time, you left me and peehu you didn't even
bother about us for 5 years, so what is stopping you doing it again.
Priya , I am telling you again I didn't know where you were or nor I knew about
peehu
Why cant you trust me ?
Why should I trust you Mr Kapoor ? you have never given me reason to trust you?
I sent you so many letters , you tell me you didn't receive
one also how can that be possible, how come only my
letters disappear? Have you thought about that?
You keep telling me You did not get any letter and I didn't send anything
, you think I am lying You don't trust me so why should I ?
Yes I don't think your telling me the whole truth, but I am making effort
to go beyond that for peehu.
So you think I am lying Mr Kapoor, you don't trust me right ?
No priya I didn't mean that , I only wanted to say
I know Mr Kapoor what you wanted to say , That I wanted to hide
peehu from you that is why I am lying isn't it?
No Priya it is not that, you are now twisting my words
No Mr Kapoor , I now only understand what you think of me?
Please leave , I never want to see you or anybody connected to you
any more in my life and my daughter's
Stop it Priya . enough , I listened to all your nonsense , I am no longer
going to listen to it
You listen priya ,This 3 months marriage is on whether you
like it or not, I did not want do this but you forcing my hand, if
you try to break this bargain I am going to take you to court and I have
enough influence to get the court verdict. So better get ready in Half a
hour ,we are going to stay at my hotel tonight and tomorrow we
are leaving for Mumbai that is final and you will do it if you want
peehu's happiness.
I was broken , when I heard Mr Kapoor , he does not care !!!
Ram :
What happened? One minute everything was fine , the very next
minute My every dream came down crashing...right in front my eyes.
I was rooted to my spot, I just don't understand what happened,
where did it go wrong.
I don't know what priya heard, I tired replaying events of the day again
and again , I simply don't know what she was talking about
I just knew she is hurt and angry .and my words have hurt her even
more.
But I have no choice, I have glimpsed heaven with priya and peehu. I will
try my damest to hold on it.
I need time to correct the wrong , I need time figure out a
way to solve this .. I don't know how I am going to solve this , I will
get my priya back
One thing I understood from this out burst is that Priya
still loves me!!!. Her hurt was real, her pain was real , her disappointment
was real.. my god she does not find face repulsive.
Then why did she not come and see me when I as at the hospital , why has
never asked about the accident ,
What is the letter she keep s talking about
I need to find answers to the these question, first , for that I
need to go to Mumbai tomorrow. If I leave priya here and go ,this will create
further mistrust she will feel that I have abandoned her and then there
is peehu, I don't want her get caught in between t
I Know I am forcing her to go with me but I need
her with me , I know she will hate me but I have no choice... this is only way I
know how to solve the problem
Some where in my heart I have a hope that things will turn
out all right because there is still love between us. As someone long back said
where there is love there is hope.
Priya was packing her things mechanically, she neither looked at me
or I doubt whether she knew what she was packing . I did not want
to talk to her right , I don't even know whether even she
would listen
Peehu came home was happy to leave
I drove the car back to my hotel.
Without the answers and proof I cannt make priya understand
anything
I will have to leave things as it is right now, once back in
my turf I will try and solve the issue. Ofcourse there is Neha and Vikram
to help.
My suite was large enough for a football team .
It was two bed rooms with its own reception area and a
dinning area . The main room, had huge 4 poster queen size bed. I had so many
plans for tonight, I had changed the room to this presidential suite , so
that I and Priya could get some privacy... Dammit Nothing is
going to happen now.
As soon as we came into the suite priya and
peehu went to smaller bed room locked the door.
I was left alone with the Queen size bed without the
queen.
I wanted Priya to talk fight scream at me anything is okay ,
this way atleast we are communicating with each other that way , this stonic
silence is irritating.and frustrating . but I cant do anything about it
I will withdraw today but tomorrow is another day . I am sure
I will be able to work it out tomorrow.
Next Day Morning
I was ready by 6.30 in the morning, I never slept knowing priya was
so close to me , I couldn't talk to her. And I hurt her .
I knew she was awake I could see the light was on in her room.
Exactly at 7 am the door opened, Peehu and Priya came out ready.
Peehu wanted to run to me but Priya was holding her hand tightly and was
not letting her go.
But my zidi rockstar , tore her hand from her mother and came running to
me.
Good morning papa
Good morning peehu
Papa Ap khan te raat bhar, I was waiting for you , you promised that you
will tell me a story na yesterday , why did you not come and where did
you sleep
Rockstar I slept in this room,
She peeked into my room .Papa apka room to itna bada hai, We could all
slept together na,
I looked at priya for the answer, she refused to even see me
Peehu papa snores a lot na , won't papa''s snoring disturb peehu's
sleep that is why peehu and mama slept in that room and Papa in this room
Okay, but today night Papa we will all sleep together , okay promise?
Okay rockstar , That is a promise!!! I looked at priya when I said that.
For minute she saw me and then looked away.
We went down , to the reception , I had already ordered for packed
breakfast , picked it up settled the bills and left for Mumbai
We just stopped over once just to eat our breakfast.
Half way through the journey peehu fell a sleep, priya refused to talk.
The journey back to Mumbai, went on forever, I just wanted to get home,
priya silence was frustrating me and I know I would not be
able control my anger any longer. I wanted the journey to finish as early
as possible.
As soon as we came to Km , the whole place was decorated, I fully forgot
about this, I told Ma and dadi about decorating the place to
welcome priya and peehu
Dammit how could I forget this, I don't know how priya is going react to this,
She is already in the worst frame of mind over the top
this - this is going to get ugly...
Suprising priya didn't say or do anything she acted as if nothing had happened.
She just went along with flow.
Dadi and Ma, nuts & kartik ,rishab were all there to welcome ,priya.
and peehu
Everybody hugged her they were all so happy, that she was back home
Peehu was the star attraction , everybody wanted a piece of her.
And Our rockstar loved the attention
Kartik was almost in tears when he saw his sister.He hugged
His sister always meant a lot to him, I don't understand why priya
never kept in touch with him or natasha
But she told me she kept in touch with her mom, My thoughts were interrupted by
Vikram and Neha making announcement
Neha : as we all know , ram and priya got back together after so many
years to celebrate it , we are going throw a part today at
km...
This met with instant applause, these idiots had organised party,
without even telling me..Already priya must be angry with this
welcome and the grihapravesh, I do know what she is going to say
about this.
If I could get a minute with her ,I will explain that this is
all not my doing ...
But the point is will she talk? She is right now talking to Natasha
and Kartik in the study.she had a puzzled expression in her
face, As soon as I went, and called her Natasha and kartik gave each other
smile
Natasha came forward and said, kya bhai abh apni patni ke
bina ek minute be nahi raha sakte hai kya? Okay kartik lets go,
leave these two love birds alone.
Both Natasha and kartik immediately left priya tried to stop them, but
they smiled and left the place.
As soon as they left priya wanted to leave the study.
I said, please ek minute , I just wanted to tell you,I know
you must be very angry with me, but i would like to tell you
that these arrangements were not made by me, and I didn't ask neha an vikram
throw a party . and Thank you just going with the flow
and I know it is very awkward for you.
Mr kapoor I know you did not arrange any of
this, because I know I never mattered to you, I also know how badly you
think of me, but one thing you keep forgetting I love these people
who have come here to welcome me today I never will
hurt them intentionally. I care for them More than you ever now. My
only regret is that when they get to know all this is a drama just for 3
months, how hurt they will feel
Before I could say anything she left the room.
While she was leaving , she saw neha and Virkram standing near the door
Neha tried to stop her, But she only said No neha, I am not feeling well, I
will go to my room. Please neha tell everyone sorry.
Neha : Ram your such an idiot what are you doing? I told
you idiots that this 3 months plan is going to fail, which girl like to
know that her value in somebody is life is only for 3 months that to in life of
the man she loves. Are you guys crazy and ram why did you lie that you did not
make this arrangements
You guys are clueless when it comes to girls and their feelings. You have to
make them special now both of you made priya feel like an paid service contract
worker and vikram you are even more an idiot you are married to me and
still don't know how treat a woman. You should be ashamed of yourselves.
But ... Vikram replied , But neha that day you only said
that this plan working na after you talked to priya .now if
it is failing you are blaming us.
Yes !! Only your to be blamed for this mess Vikram
Are yaar you guys both of you will you stop fighting right
now and let us think of a solution to this problem.Yes it is a
mess, priya is hurt but... At that time, the only way I could get priya to talk
to me was this, and make her agree to come back to Mumbai was
this as can we move on .
Neha listen right now priya is really angry with me she needs a friend
now. Please go to her as friend, and talk things out and find out what
the problems is
What makes you think that she will talk to me?
Neha priya does not know this is plan is cooked up by us she only thinks it is
by me, so you are my only chance at this.
Okay I will do it and pray you get your priya back tonight
and you will not be sleeping alone in that big fat bed of yours.
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