Originally posted by: sohara
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Episode-230
Arnav's mind is a vortex of incisive thought. As much as I'm analyzing his character it seems to me that it's written like a butterfly's wings of gossamer, very delicate and very intricate. He is not ostensible like most of the people, but a very genuine and giving person. He claims that he hates khushi, but despite that he is always around her to ensconce her, or to save her from any distress or calamity. By keeping the facade of the hate mask, he is the most caring soul. And today's episode is all about that. His love and care for his family proved several times that he is a much better person that he let on in the world. And this world of pretense it's rare to find such people.. Though he is a bit penchant for Anjali, but the circumstances made him like that. He lost too much in his short span of life what made him over possessive for his mother like sister.
I pray no one would end up ever in his shoes.imagine how he feels , a person he loves the most , loves someone else.At least from his side and at the top that person is his BIL , his sister's life is at stake.How he is spending his day and night burning in this hell.Seriously seeing him and living in one room with the other.
Khushi is awe-inspiring; what she has done, she has made him slip on the floor! To give him more comfort she put oil on his head when he was sleeping. But she didn't realize that she accidentally dropped some oil on the floor. After relapsing, Arnav sees the oil there. Apparently he gets flagrant in rage, "are you crazy?" he knows she was doing it all to comfort him, but he is also annoyed at her extra care.
Two Raizada bahus are already in the kitchen, preparing breakfast. Anjali comes there, she is happy that Arnav is fine now. Now they have to take care of his diet and medicine properly. While she was talking with Payal, they hear the sound of snoring. When they look back they see that Khushi is sleeping in a standing position. Not impossible for sanka devi who can sleep in taekwondo😆 style and can eat bowls full of food all by herself! Anjali is baffled to see her like that. khushi tells them that she didn't sleep whole night to took care of Arnav. Anjali gets elated to hear this. She cares her cheek lovingly; finally her chottey's life is settled. He has got the perfect life partner who takes care of him so well. Payal is also worry for her baby sister; she gives her ginger tea. Before taking a sip Khushi thinks that she should give Arnav this tea, so that he will feel better. Seeing such tender love of Khushi for her brother makes Anjali delectable again.
This is the foundation of the beliefs and all from Anjali to see how much Khushi loves and cares her Chote.Both elder sisters were together and worried about their siblings.wonderful scene
Babli thinks Akash is admirable. While playing scrabble with him she makes this word to describe Akash. This little devil is infatuated to his much older cousin. When Payal intrudes their game time with her breakfast, she gets annoyed on Payal. She is not affable to Payal at all. She addresses Payal by name. Akash sweetly tells her to call Payal vhabi. But babli didn't like this. Akash suggests her to call her bhabs then. Though she agrees, but gets jealous again, when Akash made a word "cute" for Payal. Mami also joins them. Payal wants to make a four letters word what ends with "E". Akash understands it and makes the word "Love" with the letter. What make both Babli and mami annoyed. To humiliate Payal, mami makes the word khoon bhari tang. Mami's act against disgruntled me. It was not nice to humiliate her DIL in front of a kid. What lesson she is teaching to her small niece? But I loved how Akash consoled Payal with a comforting pat on her shoulder. Mami tells Babli that Payal is feeding her fattening food to make her fatter and she will remain slim and trim. She takes Babli with her to feed salad. Akash beckons her a comforting gesture. Before leaving Babli reminds Akash of their plan to watch movie.
So Payal is not that sharmilee, what we thought. She was expressing her love sweetly in front of her mean MIL. Good go girl. Loved your attitude.👏
Anjali catches Arnav in the hall. She looks scrumptious and content. Khusi awoke whole night to take care of his brother. She also knows that Arnav is aware of this too.
"Pata he di."
How gently he said this with a mixture of annoyance and a bit of admiration. Only my sexy boy can deliver such dialogue so accurately! She is so happy that he chose the perfect life partner, who takes care of him so well. Now she is making ginger tea for him. Arnav cogitates to hear that. He recollects how Khushi took care of him whole night. She atoned more than her guilt. He feels a pang of compassion for her. He doesn't want her to feel guilty.
He was feeling cheated at the same time with her antics because if you see his expressions , he was surprised seeing her Di's approval of Khushi who acc to him is two timer and after her marriage and that's what made him angry but what he did at poolside that was opposite to his anger , he unintentionally helped her coming out of guilty and that's exactly that's what happened but he knew she won't understand that and will fight back and make mistakes because that is what he is looking for HER mistakes so he can confront her but nothing happened.Just seeing them together in Heer Ranjha made him confront but he didn't hear or anything on which he can go further with Shyam and Khushi .Basically he is fighting against these two.
Khushi comes by the poolside to give Arnav tea. She is still in compunction. Anjali's words reverberate in his mind that Khushi is so concern of his health. His astute mind concocts something. When khushi gives him the medicine he says her,"Swami nahi kahogi." (won't you call me swami?) His caramel eyes crinkle in humor, playfulness gathers at his lips.
khushi is not in a mood to play prank. She is still in embroilment to play with his health. Arnav wants to delineate his illness fake to her.
"So my idea worked." He adds wryly with his lips curving humorously.
Khushi perturbs to hear his sarcastic way of talking.
"Now tell me how does it feet to remain tensed whole night long. How is it to feel guilty without committing even any mistake."
He moves away to put the cup on the table and again comes closer to her. there is a sheer conceit in his demeanor.
"Now tell me you know me for how many days? Forget it, sometimes it's difficult to know some people."
He is trying to mislead her. Khushi's ambiguity is increasing.
"Nothing happened to me yesterday night." He quips her with a sardonic smile, as if he also played prank with her.
"surprise? Right? I did take my medicine. I was not hungry and top it all, I didn't faint as well. Everything was a pretense. pretense, understand?" He says curling his lips derisively. Confusion is clouding the hazel depths.
"hisab jo barabar karma tha. Yesterday whole day you troubled me with your extra love."
That's what he is showing here, Hisaab Baraber but of what he has no idea which Anjali shows her
He turns back in a perfunctory manner. Khushi still can't believe that he feigned it all. She says in a quick repartee,
"aap kitna chalak ho." (how clever you are!)
"chalak nahi, shatir. After all I'm Arnav Sigh raizada"..he is lofty in his tone.
He moves away, but swivels in an instant to see her expression.
Khushi gazes at him in resentment and a mlange of confused, chaotic thought is running through her mind.
Anjali overhears their convo. She is annoyed to hear his shenanigan.
Back in the game.
Anjali thinks to show her brother his real caring nature what is shrouded in secrecy. She brings Arnav in her room and shows him their old childhood pic. This is the only belonging they got with them when they left sheesh mahal. And it's broken. Is it an indication of their shattered past? Faiqa can tell it better. But why didn't she fix it?
OK I didn't watch the epi yet but today definitely and then I will explain it better for broken glass of the pic.But for fixing , Soha for kids , their parents and their belongings are treasure just like mom's kangan, and all This was done by their mother and everything is touched by her and her hands Mehak is in there.Just like kids love to eat from mother's hands even though they born here in US, there is something which they feel so close to and enjoy it ravishingly and that's why they didn't fix it and SECOND I mentioned it before ANJALI is not alone like Arnav, she has a hubby, her attentions and ways of life has a FOCUS.This is what Arnav is lacking and that is what makes him too attached and sensitive about everything.
"it's been broken like this since then." Arnav adds.
"I don't know what I've learnt in these past days. But one thing I learnt for sure. And that is to catch your lies."
Arnav doesn't get her sarcastic way of talking. Anjali continues,
" some years back, this frame was broken when I dropped it. but you said you dropped it. why?"
Arnav turns away from her to hide his face so that he can lie. But Anjali doesn't let him lie, because she knows the reason; he didn't want to make her sad. The only souvenir of their childhood is broken; he can't make his di tensed. Really, the abyss of Arnav's love for his di is unfathomable. She starts to talk about Khushi. But she can't complete as a panic invades his thought.
khushi, khushi ko kya?'
Finally Anjali reaches to her point. She turns him towards the mirror to see his reflection there.
ajj bhi humari chote ka jhalak in akho mei nazar ate hai. Even today I see the glimpse of my chottey in theses eyes, who just can't tolerate to see his closest people in any trouble or hurt. So to get rid off this feelings, my chottey also can lie. Khushi is in compunction for whatever happened. Whether she doesn't feel guilty, you lied to her, that you were fine. So that Khushi doesn't feel bad."
She wants to make him realize that how much he cares her.
"Even you don't know how much."
Anjali completely enthralled me in this episode. She seems really can read her brother's mind. She always was an astute woman. When Arnav brought La to RM, she asked him again and again, was he sure about La? She knew very well La was not her bro's choice, that's why she uttered that saanse rukhnewala dialogue.
Anjali left after showing him his real image behind the faade. Arnav looks at his reflection on the mirror. Di's words are reverberating in his ears, he is neither able to fathom his own mind, nor decipher the reason behind his pretense. Why he lied to her; not to make her feel guilty! Unbeknownst to himself, she had resided in his heart and seeped deep in his soul, slowly stealthily and with infinite gentleness. So his caring is leaning towards khushi.
Arnav's pretence worked well on Khushi. She is guilt free now, pacing back and forth in her room and talking to laxmi, who is now sitting on their bed comfortably. She is mad at Arnav. Good that he told her the truth otherwise she planned to atone by starving whole day. She doesn't have to starve any more. Her mouth and stomach are back in action. She will go right now to fight with him. Suddenly she realizes that he wants; to make her fight with him. But she will not fight; instead she will be persistent in her loving wife drama. Because she thinks it's really affective.
"Hum uske zindegi mai itni mithas ghul denge ki unki haar saans uske chasni mei dubi huyi mithai ki tarah lage. I'll pour so much sweet in his life that he will feel that his life is sugar coated sweet. Now laad governor will not take diabetes medicine only, he has to take injection as well. I'll win in the next ride. Swami."
She laughs gleefully and puts the dupatta on her head.
Shyam is trying to find a way to get Arnav's locker key. He is trying to sneak in his room when he goes to the bathroom. Anjlai who was bringing juice for Arnav, looks at his room in incredulity. Did she see Shyam?
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the wording of this song is just perfect for Arnav's present state of mind.
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