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thats really good. my dad and brother tried alot of times to make me watch good stuff like this, but i just cant get into the habit of sitting in front of the tv and watch news. i anyway watch tv for less than an hour in a day, ab usme i cant watch news. unless ofcourse, its about some rape case or some terrorist attacks or something like that.

but i do feel bad na. i do get hurt. inface u know, every little thing affects me and the only way to get rid of this uneasiness is distracting myself. and i do. for as long as i can. i have been distracting myself for almost a week but it does come down to a point where i cant handle it. if its not my fault, even then i feel bad because its the people who make me feel guilty, like its my fault that the thing happened.

i try to talk to the person and sort things out but it always comes down to me. after everything i do, its always me whos left alone to suffer.

lel. dont laugh okay. as much as it saddens me. i still like news on rape cases, terrorist attacks. what i mean is, i like news which is interesting. not stock market or foreign affairs.

Btown i never read or watch because i have a frnd who is forever telling me the latest news about the industry.