Posted: 07 January 2014 at 1:24pm | IP Logged
My day started on a good note. It is our freshers day, ragging n all happened but all my seniors were friendly except a few. This day so far was the best day after I joined this college. I enjoyed with my friends alot in the afternoon. We had lunch together and had fun while getting ready for the evening.
I expected the evening to be as good as the whole day was until I saw him. I didn't expect that I would be seeing the guy whom I saw on the first day. His name is...umm...starting with R...yup...Raghu.
In this college, having a gf/bf is a pride it seems and Raghu wants one for him too. Unluckily, I was considered an easy girl for him. Please god, I don't want anyone as of now, find Reyaansh some other girl. A girl who is good enough for him, he isn't that bad.
I wish I wouldn't face him again and I so badly wish THAT kiss would become the last thought of my mind. I don't want Reyaansh or anyone. I want to be myself with few good friends.
Thats all for today. I am tired and also sleepy. Good Night.
- Yours Antara :)~*~
'Antara...', a familiar voice called her from a distance. She kept on walking trying to avoid that as much as possible. She ignored her friends who kept on telling someone was calling her.
She sighed in relief when she reached her classroom and the classes went on a usual note but she found herself wishing she shouldn't face again.~*~
'Isn't he the same one who was calling you?', her friend whispered during the class of her last lecture.
She stared across the room to find Raghu standing outside the class smiling when she saw him. "Why me God?", she said to herself. Great! She was waiting for this boring lecture to get over soon and now she wants to sit there listening to it as long as possible.~*~
The ringing bell startled Antara. Her heart was thumping as loud as the noise she was hearing. 'I shouldn't have attended the classes today', she said pushing the books into her bag taking all the time on earth.
Antara's friends stood there waiting for her as she chanted without a break.
Raghu walked in posing one of his elegant smiles.Her friends rant stopped , finding it unusually Antara looked up and saw him at the door.
'She will come in some time', he said excusing on behalf of her walking upto them. Her friends shared some understanding glances for a second and left without asking any queries.His gaze travelled to her lips which were mumbling silent curses to him and then fingers which were shivering nervously. He looked back and his eyes were locked with hers. It had an usual tint of confusion which she always had when he was infront of her. He smiled at her usual behaviour.
He couldn't help himself but hold her palm in his entwining his fingers with her soft ones. She stood numb with the touch. This was the thing for which she avoided him since the day she saw him. She knew it would make her senses suffocate with this touch. She tried to take his palm off his grip but he holded her by the waist just to stop her from protesting. She stood calm and serenly, his hot breath tingled on her neck and teased her sense. She learned a thing that she shouldn't runaway or protest, at the end of the day he would take her more closer with that.
'Are you running away from me? Or the situation?', he huskily voiced his question near her ears. 'Or Both?', he added eyeing her from the corner of his eye. She tilted her head and his eyes sinked deeper into her, trying to read the answer to his questions.
'Both..', she answered genuinely wishing he would understand that she really meant it.
'I am actually glad...thank you so much', he cheered enthusiastically as his grip loosened a bit but never left her. 'What do you mean?', she snapped feeling irated to the core. 'Umm..', he mumbled deeply lost in thoughts on how to put his feeling in words and then he glanced at her like he figured out his answer. 'You are someone whom I started liking but I still don't exactly know what I feel for you... I don't want to say I Love You because I really doubt if I do and then its just that...I like spending time with you...I like seeing you smile from a distance...I like it when you look at me in a way which no one could ever do...so I am sure I like you but I don't know if I Love You...', he spoke out. She watched as he expressed his thoughts for her , his eyes depicted the same his words portrayed. She stood there in a silence for some more seconds but where was her role in the entire figure he traced out? She was confused, she didn't know if she has to push him and walk off or praise him for saying the truth he felt but her heart wanted some answers.
'So, you are testing me if you could ever love me?', she asked with a spice of seriousness in her tone. 'If LOVE could ever be tested then I am sure everyone would be doing the same with the every girl/boy they share happy moments with', he told.
He didn't wanted to sound harsh to her nor was he ready to leave her even if she says to. Unable to play with the turmoil he was feeling, he found solace by fusing his lips over hers. He just wanted her to realise how lost he feels in her when he kisses her. Her fingers fumbled with his collar when she felt herself drawn to her.
It was never an understanding completely to them . They felt something for each other but weren't sure what they felt back then. A hug and a kiss and some sweet moments with each other without the name of 'Love or Friendship' bloomed their bond.
It was the night of Valentines day they shared together with their friends. Antara and Raghu sat there beside each other with their usual charming smiles.
'Can't believe you are still single Raghu...',Raghu's friend and he smiled in reply.
He tilted his head to get her view, they weren't still in love atleast officially but he now knew what he felt for her and what she felt for him.
Surkh wala soze waala faiz waalaa love
Raghu watched as she interacted with their friends, her eyes gleaming the pounds of happiness that reciprocated through her smile and laughter.
Hota hai jo love se zyaada
Waisey waala love
He nudged his fingers on her palm and held it surprising her. He felt her stiffen and stammer slightly while talking and he fought back the urge to chuckle hard.
Ishq wala lovee..
She glanced at him while her friends kept on talking. For a second, she was lost in him. The noises around her and the talks couldn't alter her gaze from him. She felt those goosebumps which she felt whenever he touched her, no matter even if it was entwining the fingers.
'Antara, come..', her friend spatted little loudly. He let go off her palm and watched her walking form seeping away.
They were enjoying but Antara's gaze wandered around looking for him. Her mobile beeped grabbing her attention with a message. 'Searching for me?', it read and she smiled. She again looked around and got up for a walk saying her friends she will be back in few minutes.
As she straited, she was pulled to a corner and that moment she stared at the brown eyes infront of her. He circled his arm pulling her closer and she hugged him while he nuzzled into her hair feeling her intoxicated fragrance as he took her into his arms.
She moved back caressing his face with her fingers, he cupped her face and sealed her lips with a kiss which conveyed a promise of trust , care and immense unfettered love..i.e. Ishq Wala Love.
This is the end of this OS...
Edited by Niyaz_Lover - 08 February 2014 at 8:25am