Spam Lovers chat club #389 (open 4 all)next thread on pg 1 - Page 8

You mean everything to me 
And I don't want to lose you 
You are my heart and soul 
And I know our love is true. 

Please don't ever leave me 
Because I don't think I could live 
Without your caring love for me 
There is nothing for me to give. 

My heart would break to pieces 
My soul would be locked up 
That would be how I feel 
Like a prisoner with no love. 

Oh, how horrible it would be 
If you were not here by my side 
Just to know you love and care for me 
Without my tears to hide. 

I love you with all of my heart 
Nothing can make that not true 
Because my life would be miserable 
And I don't ever want to lose you.

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***Stolen Heart and Soul***** 

You said you loved me 
Till the day we are together 
You said you cared for me 
And you will forever. 

The night we talked 
For hours and hours 
Was the day I trusted you 
With all my heart's powers. 

I cared for you... 
More than myself... 
But I am now in my own prison 
Locked in a tiny cell. 

I won't let anyone love me 
Not after this day 
Of miserable pain 
I wish to not say. 

I hurt myself 
For loving you 
I thought when you said you loved me 
You longed for me too. 

Why did you do this to me? 
Hurt me like this 
This hurts more than the distance 
That me and you used to miss. 

All of the words 
You used to say to me 
They are now just nightmares 
Not only a dream. 

I used to think life was great 
With you in my life 
But now it's just torture... 
My heart stabbed with a knife. 

You have stolen my soul 
You have broken my heart 
What is this life for me? 
Everything is falling apart!! 

You were my only best friend 
Oh how you made my heart feel 
All of the long chats, and now this pain 
Will never begin to heal. 

I can't believe you did this 
You are just like the rest 
No more lies now 
No more looking for the best. 

I thought I should just end it 
End this life of horror 
I lived only for you 
But now there is nothing more. 

I'll go back to being alone 
All alone in the darkness 
Where noone can hurt me 
No more or no less. 

Just forget about me 
I'm sure you won't mind, 
You'll find another girl 
That you will just find. 

I hope you will be happy 
I hope you get through life 
Because you won't ever think of me 
With my hand, I hold a knife. 

Why should I hurt myself? 
You already did that to me 
You say you didn't mean to 
But, that's something I cannot see. 

There is darkness in me now 
No light you used to fill inside 
But there is nothing you can do 
Not even get away from you and hide. 

Now just go... 
Leave me to this prison for all time 
Till only God knows what will happen 
To me, I must find.