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It is 2"o clock at night and Ashu entering in his Bedroom.Nidhi was fast asleep in sofa after waiting for him.He went to her and wanted to wake up and wanted to opolize but he refused and went to wordrobe to take out a nightdress. Usne dekha toh Nidhi ke dresses ke neeche kuchh book jaisa tha.Curiosity ke mare ashu ne woh nikali toh dekhta hai ki woh Nidhi ki diary thi jisme nidhi apne dil ke jajbaat likhti thi.Ashu ne last wala panna khola jo Nidhi ne abhi abhi likha tha. "Dr Ashutohs ko MD bane pure teen saal bit gaye.Main kitni khush thi unki tarakki dekhkar?aaj unhone wada kiya the ki hum saath me dinner karenge.Lekin pure do mahine ho aye hume saath dinner kiye.Aaj bhi main akeli hoo. Aaj bhi unka intejaar karti hoo aur sochti hoo,ki woh kaise din the jab hum ek dusreko dekhneko taraste the.Fir milaneko taraste the lekin fir bhi ek didaar bhi dil me sukun bhar deta tha.Aaj zindagi me toh woh hai lekin khuda ne waqt chheeen liya humse.Saath rehkar bhi saath nahi hai hum.Ek hi ghar me rehete hai hum fir bhi do do din tak baaten nahi hoti aamne samne baithkar.Sirf hi,hello aur kuchh nahi. Aaj bhi hospital me unke cabin ke aage gujarate waqt dil ki dhadkan ruk jati hai.Kabhi toh woh muze bulayenge.Kya woh din the na?jab hum ek hi saath cabin me baithkar khana khate the.Ekdusreko khilate the.Ghar par saath me aate jate the.Lekin aaj mahine me 15 din toh woh conference,seminar me bahar rehete hai.Main shikayat nahi karti lekin fir bhi sochti hoo ki ,"kash woh mere pas hote?mere balome apni ungaliya ghumake meri aankhome dekhte."main aaj bhi unki god miss karti hoo.Unke muh se Hey doc sunaneke liye kaan taras jate hai.Kitchen me kaam karte sochti hoo ki woh aayenge aur peechhese muze pakadenge lekin fir yaad aata hai ki woh toh jaldi nikal gaye.Fir dil udas ho jata hai. Aise kitne pal hai jo main unke saath gujarna chahti hoo.Unhone promise kiya tha ki subah uthkar woh mera chehera dekhenge,raat ko bhi mera chehera dekhkar soyenge.Aur kitne haseen the na woh lamhe?pyaar hi pyaar tha lekin aaj?unke takiye ko seene se lagake soti hoo.Jisme unki khushbu hoti hai.Unkee gairmoujudgi me bhi unke kapado ki khushbu me unhe dhoonti hoo.Apne shadi ke Album me unhe talashti reheti hoo.Aur dil yeh sochta hai ki main soti hoo aur woh aakar muze kaske pakad lete hai aur kehete hai ki,"hey doc!I missed you my sweetheart."Lekin fir khali bistar aur usme main aur meri yadein." Ashu's eyes wet and he just started to looking at his wife.Kya dard hai uski aankhome jo main samaz nahi paya?Pyaar toh maine kar liya.Lekin maine nibhaya.Kitne armano se woh yahaa aayi thi,lekin kya maine uske sapne pure kiye? Ashutosh ne purane panno par najar dali jahaa nidhi ne Kerala trip ke bareme likha tha.Ashutosh ne woh panna khola aur padhne ke baad toh woh bechain ho gaya. Next part is Nidhi's thought and her status of mind after kerala trip. Comments please
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