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This is my try to stay tuned with you all and cherish some moments of ashni some good and some bad.Bec one love story complete with some good and bad incidents.So this os is ashu's thought for his life what he deserve and what he get from life? Ashutosh is sitting in the garden.He is now 50 years old.Tommorrow is his birthday. Nidhi came oaut from kitchen.Nidhi," dr Ashutosh,suniye woh."and she incomplete her sentence and saw ashu in deep thought. She put her hands on Ashu's shoulder and he shocked,"haa,tum.Kab aayi pata hi nahi chala." Nidhi: jee,main toh kab se aapko aawaz de rahi hoo.Lekin aap sune tab na?waise aap kya soch rahe hai?Nishu and Nia ko school chhodne jana hai ki nahi?aur aap na jyada socha mach kijiye.Muze aapki aisee soch se dar lagta hai.Chaliye andar chaliye.Main aapko aise sochte nahi baithne doongi.Main Chote sarkaar se keh doongi woh Nishu aur Nia ko school drop kar denge . Ashutosh: nahi nidhi,main toh bus meri zindagi ke bareme soch raha tha.Meri zindagi kya thi aur tumhare pyaar aur tyaag se kitni khubsurat ho gai.Warna maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki muze itni khushiya milegi.Thanks nidhi. Nidhi: Ashutosh,koi bhi love story ek tarafa kamyab nahi hoti.aapne bhi toh muze itna pyaar diya hai.Aur fir ab humare aangan me do pari jaisee betiya hai na?humara aangan mehekane ke liye.Zindagi humse kuchh chhinati hai toh badale me bahoot kuchh deti bhi hai na? Ashutosh: Nidhi,main yaad nahi karna chahta tha lekin muze kerala ke woh din yaad aaye.Jab baba ne tumse muzse na milneka promise liya tha aur main tumhare peechhe kerala chala aaya tha.Aur tumne muze hug kiya tha.Humara pehele hug.Kitna dard tha tumharee aankhome?tumhare woh hug me muze tumhare dil ka dard,takleef sab mehsoos ho raha tha.Aur baba ke mana karne par tumhara dil tuta tha,jiski aawaz sirf maine suni thi.Tumne kitne bhari mun se break up karne ka faisla kiya tha.Aur uske baad bhi jab hum milte tumhare chehere par maine hansi nahi dekhi.Tumhe kabhi khilkhilate nahi dekha.Mere dil me aisa tufaan aaya ki bardasht karna mushkil hua.Fir socha ki jaan hi de doo.Lekin kambakht uski bhi himmat nahi juta paya.Tum me gajab ki himmat hai nidhi.Aaj woh din yaad karta hoo toh lagta hai ki ek ladki ki kitni majboori hoti hai. Nidhi: ha dr ashutosh.Pyaar ke saath na insaafi ho yeh chal sakta hai lekin rishtoka maan rakhana padta hai.Tab baba ki baat mani aur dekho baba ne hi muze Europe janese rok liya na?unko bhi meri khushi dikh gai na? Ashutosh: Nidhi,ek baat kahoo?tumhare baba ki takleef aaj main samaz sakta hoo,kyoni ab main bhi do do betiyon ka baap hoo na?aaj main sochta hoo ki koi bhi pita apni beti ke shadi ke sapne dekhta hai toh usko apni beti ki kitni fikar hoti hai?uska dil kitne doubt se bhara hota hai?Aur DB bhi toh apni jagah sahi thi na?Tumhare aur mere me sirf 18 saal ka nahi,ek generation ka aadato ka,sab cheejo ka fasla hai. Nidhi: haa lekin fir bhi humne ek dusareke saath adjust kiya na?ab chhodiye na un sab bato ko. Ashutohs: aur fir mallika ke waqt jo maine kiya woh bhi toh galat tha na?maine kyon Mallika ko samazne me galati ki?uske irade main kyon nahi jaan paya?usne tumhare khane me zeher milaya tha,lekin fir bhi maine us par bharosa kiya.Aaaj bhi jab sochta hoo ki agar tumne woh niwala kha liya hota toh kya hota?sochkar hi mere rongte khade ho jate hai.I am sorry,yeh sorry un sab galatiyo ke liye kum hai.Aadhi raat ko tumhe ghar chhodne par majboor kiya,DB ko tumhe le jane ko kahaa.Tumhare samne mallika ke baal banata tha,tumhe kitna bura lagta hoga.Uske kamareme jake raat raat bhar jagta reheta.Woh mere gale lagti tab tumhe kaise lagta hoga ab muze samaz me aata hai." Nidhi ke aankhose aansoo behene lage.Itna dard ,itna guilt dil me lekar jeete hai mere ashuoths? Ashutosh: main bahoot hi bura hoo na Nidhi?fir bhi tumne kitne saal gujare na mere saath?aur fir do pyari pyari betiya bhi di. Nidhi:dr Ashutosh,zindagi ke panne kabhi kabhi humare haath me nahi hote.woh toh sirf zindagi ke haath me hote hai.Aur aap un baton ko kyon yaad karte hai,jo hume dard de,aansoo de.Un lamho ko yaad kijiye na jisne aapko khushiya di,zindagi jeene ka maksad diya.Mallika ko yaad karne ki bajay,Armaan bhaiwaheb ko yaad kijiye.BB ne aapko apna naam aur sabkuchh diya jisse aap naam kama sake shohorat di woh yaad kijiye.BB ne zindagi se aapka parichay karwaya woh yaad kijiye.Zindagi chhoti hai,toh achhi baten karke unhe khubsurat banaiye na?aur ab no sorry,and no thanks Ashutosh: toh fir? Nidhi: sirf ILU. Ashutosh: I love you too,My angel. Itneme Nishu aur nia ghar se bahar aayi aur Ashu auyr nidhi se boli ,"we love you too."
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