Khushi, true to her name, always spreads happiness and colour wherever she went..She loves selflessly, fully, wholeheartedly, and asked for nothing in return..But with Arnav its different..It was one thing if she loved him while knowing that he doesn't know how to love with all his heart and soul..However, she knows this is not the case, if he wants to, then Arnav too can love without any restrain, he too can love selflessly, just like he loves his sister..AnJhali's well being, her happiness, is of utmost value to him, so much so that the Great Arnav Singh Raizada has went on and probably read everything there is to read about pregnancy on the internet, in various books..There he was, fussing over his sister, admonishing her for not taking care of herself properly, doting over her, and the same man had nothing but bitter, vitriolic words for Khushi..Was Khushi jealous of the attention and love Arnav shared on AnJhali? No, she wasn't jealous, she was just heartbroken to see what she was missing out on, her heart ached with the deepest sense of loss, for her hearts most potent desire, which was to be loved back by the man she perhaps loves the most in the world, would never come true..
Khushi, true to her selfless nature, gave into every one of Arnav's demands..If he didn't want to hear her voice, then she wouldn't talk to him, if he didn't want to see her face, then she would stay out of his sight..If her consistent chatter, her things scattered around his room annoyed him, then she would stow it all away..She is tired of fighting now, tired of trying to get an answer out of him..The thought that she did something to cause him immense pain is still clawing at her, so if removing herself from his sight can give him some amount of comfort, then so be it..Little did she know that by doing that, she took away his peace of mind, his happiness, his life, away from him...
Now let is come to Arnav Singh Raizada..The man who claims to hate Khushi, the man who claims to be disgusted by her very presence, the man who cringes at the very idea of even sharing breathing space with her..Look at his plight today..He kept trying to reassure himself that he was happy Khushi was not talking much, he was happy Khushi wasn't around the room, he was pacifying his mind that the peace and quiet environment was most welcome..But in reality, the silence was out to haunt him..His room, or rather their room, was barren without her tinkling laughter adorning every nook and cranny, it was desolate without her incessant chatter..She went and took away everything good, everything pure, everything nice, with her..The colors, the laughter, the lighthearted banter, everything was gone..He missed her, he missed her terribly..Yes, he hates her for trying to ruin his sister's life, yes he is disgusted by her for still trying to get close to Shyam, but above all of this, he still loves her beyond any reason, beyond the sense of right or wrong, beyond the concept of lies and truth..None of if matters at the end, all that matters is he loves her, and he will continue to love her until his last breath, and perhaps even after..β€οΈI always thought he married her for the same reason, he could have sent her out of the country, made sure she never saw Shyam again, thereby effectively putting an end to Shyam's obsession, but he chose to marry her..Not for AnJhali's sake, but for his own sake, for his treacherous heart bled at the thought of parting from her, for despite her 'betrayal' his heart still longed to be with her.."I can't let you go", he said it himself, didn't he? He is nothing without her..I don't know what it was about the last scene, was it the wide angle shot, the sad Rabba Vey BG, or the lost puppy look on his gave as he looks around to catch a glimpse of her, but the scene touched me immensely..Look at the way his eyes light up when he hears her voice, as if he was a traveling through a desert and finally found an oasis..Must say, brilliantly acted by Barun, kudos to him!π
All in all, I loved today's episode..CVs, see this is what we want to see..Khushi maintaining her dignity and self respect, Arnav and Khushi both loving each other deeply and unconditionally beyond the concepts of right or wrong..We got to see the manifestation of that love from Arnav's side today, can we also please see it from Khushi's side too? He missed her, can you show us how she missed him too?? You always give us a lot of insight into Arnav's mind, how he is feeling, what he is going through, please do the same with Khushi too..You finally seem to have come back on track, hopefully this whole beauty and the beast story telling incident won't take away from the intensity of this MU track once again..
Random Musings:
1) Thank you ever so much for inserting Khushi's flaskbacks when Arnav's eyes fall on the Salman Khan poster..I would have never lived down the horror of seeing the great ASR staring at Sallu Baba's poster with Rabba Vey in the BG!π
2) Shyam, what the? So much hullabaloo for getting a glimpse of his wallet? Couldn't you have hired a pickpocketer?π
3)Where is HariPrakash?? Who is this new guy?? Arrey oh CVs, kitne Prakash the??π
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