I was just sitting on my terrace and rewinding some incidents that happened recently , in the meanwhile I again visited this thread and I again started thinking about this story..Sometimes when you deeply think of something you kind of relate those thoughts to things around you. It sometimes works like a mirror and the same happened with me too.I was re-reading few of my own comments and realized that at times I comment while connecting myself to the story ,the story line but sometimes it's the essence of this story which gets me hooked to it so badly.Whenever I read some wonderful moments between Maan and Geet ,I find something painful ,the reason being unclear even to me but sometimes things just pop out and we try to connect things to find solutions . We have been reading Geet's POV for many updates , She is a strong girl who very well knows about her priorities in this case KC though she questions a lot and sometimes gets confused she is not some dukhi aatma ,she is strong enough and knows how to tackle things . She knew that she herself has the strength to set things right in her life after her father's death. She didn't realize what she was missing in her life until her 'Sir' entered her life . He has always been a strong support, giving her that support, guidance and care that was missing in her life. We sometimes understand the significance of things only when we realize that this is the thing that has been missing until now and now it's with us.. Its' strange that we often do not realize the importance of some most priceless possessions of our life . As Cliche as it may sound but the moment we realize the significance of few things there's a sudden calmness that surrounds us , making us both happy and sad at the same moment . Sometimes it gets very difficult to shape those feelings in the form of few words. Though this line has very little or many be nothing to do with this story but it's jst another chain that gets connected along with all these thoughts . In this case The love and support for which both of them have been yearning for un-knowingly ,that gap is being filled with their presence in each other's life .As much as they enjoy those moments at that particular point of time only later that the so much love and care probably scares them. Sometimes I have feeling of both of them being 'Helpless' ..not like ' helpless ' but how life plays its cards sometimes and they simply follow it's direction ,following it's rules .
Both of them were not in the need of some relationship ,they were probably satisfied with the idea of being 'Alone' . Maan has people in his life with whom he is emotionally attached. Annie ,daadi and Dev too...but all of them were different from the mental support and care that he could get from Geet. Well I can't say much about the place Geet holds in his life until I read his POV...but he holds a very strong place in Geet's life. She hates to see worry on Maan's face . He is present in every part of her life , she has been getting that guidance and support from him and now she is so much used it.I wish I could pour everything without finding it difficult but why some feelings are so hard to be shaped in the form of words!!
I might be stating the very obvious π€ but sometimes more than anything it's the essence to which we relate ourselves and this story always had some amazing effect on me . This above thing has nothing to do with the update This is just any other instance where thinking about this or viewing it in a different light has a calming effect. I just had to write it!!