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For two years we have not seen Ahem deliberately hurting Gopi for one single instance. He has always been ready to help her like anything even during those days when he sort of hated her, but even then he hated his guilt and took his frustration out on her whenever he saw the goodness in her.
Coming through thick and thin, he underwent through lots of tests each single day. We have been talking of Gopi's sacrifices all throughout but we have right away ignored the burden, trauma and guilt of a person who had to bear everything due to no fault of his. His only fault was what he wanted in a life partner, he didn't get right away.
And not getting what he had wanted, he took it all out on his wife. But not for one instance he hurt her intentionally. Only when she tried showing her affection he became resilient. But his attraction for her was right from the beginning. He too went through a lot of turmoil for living with a person you feel attracted towards physically at times and even then trying not to feel just because of your apprehensions, set opinions or ego is not an easy task.
Slowly he started appreciating her as I have discussed in Gohem history. His fondness for him went on increasing day by day till it reached it's peak on Holi. My whole purpose for bringing the past into editorial was to show their slow progression in their relationship.
He has a lot to say to her and he will definitely say it aloud for her to hear. When he didn't keep quiet in showing his hate for her closeness, how can he keep mum in expressing his delight to be with her? Only when it gets accumulated for a long long time, the love and feelings reveal themselves in actions and not in words which I guess are more emphatic and telling.
I have been really perplexed with the talks of pregnancy and him leaving her after this one day. It was hurting to know that Gohem love meant and showed just this much to everyone and a moment was enough to break it all in few seconds what they had built for months of being together. I have full faith in their love story and he has held her hand not to leave it ever again, so that is what we call "Saath Nibhana Saathiya" which has now become sweeter and crystal clear with "Saath rahega mera Saathiya".
I am sorry for this sentimental post but I could not help bringing out the pain here. As much as I realize Gopi's pain and sufferings, so I feel for him. It wasn't easy for both of them. One took it all out, the other kept quiet and bore everything. What a union of two souls it was and I don't really want to know whether their physical beings met or not. It makes no difference to me at all.
