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Ab toh main aap logon ko sorry bhi nahin bol sakti... I know I
haven't been in touch, but ever since the we have returned from the
honeymoon in Sydney my life has changed quite a bit. Pehle Apeksha aur
Mr. Kapoor ko ek saath dekhna phir unki maa ki sacchai tak pahuchna ...
par yeh safar Mr. Kapoor ke saath tay karna accha lag raha hai ... lagta
hai mujhe pyaar ho gaya hai ... Mr. Kapoor aur main kareeb aa rahe hain
... har waqt, har pal nazdeekiyaan badhtee jaa rahi hain ... ek ajeeb
sa ehsaas hai ... pehle main sochtee thi ki yeh ehsaas sirf mujhe ho
rahaa hai par ab lagta hai ke Mr. Kapoor bhi mujhse judte jaa rahe hain
... aur iss baat ka ehsaas mujhe tab hua jab woh meri khatir apne aap ko
badalne lage ... apne lifestyle main changes laane lagey. But I must
admit I was feeling very guilty when I tried to change his lifestyle ...
jab Mr. Kapoor ko chest pain hua toh mujhe laga ki yeh sab mere kaaran
hi ho raha hai. Kisi tarah Mr. Kapoor ko convince kiya tests karvaane ke
liye ... aur unke saath har ek test maine bhi liya ...
Life bhi kitni ajeeb hoti hai na ! Sabhi ne socha ke Mr. Kapoor ke reports mein koi problem hogi but thank god, unki reports normal thi. Aur problem mere report mein nikli ... Doctor ne kaha hai ki mere breast main ek lump hai jo cancerous ho sakta hai. Mujhe biopsy ke liye jaana hai to confirm ki yeh reports sahi hain ya nahi ... saat dino main mujhe pataa chal jaayega ki mujhe cancer hai ya nahi ... jee haan ... shayad mujhe cancer hai. Yeh accept karna mere liye mushkil tha par mujhse kayi zyaada mushkil Mr. Kapoor ke liye tha. Maine Mr. Kapoor se promise liya hai ke woh ghar mein kisi ko nahi bataayenge meri sehat ke bare mein.
Yeh saat din main bharpoor jeena chaahti hoon ... Mr. Kapoor ke saath … Bhagwan ko jo bhi manzoor ho, par yeh saat din main poori tarah se jeena chahti hoon - har ek pal, har ek lamha, aise jeena chaahti hoon jaise yeh mera aakhri din hai ... Mr. Kapoor ne mujhe promise kiya hai ke woh mera saath dengey. Maine unhe saat wishes batayeen hain jo unhe inn saat dino mein poori karni hain. 1st wish – he has to surprise me … and you know Mr. Kapoor ne aaj poora din laga diya mujhe surprise karne mein. Sabse pehle toh unhone apna wardrobe badla, phir mere peeche peeche sabziyaan khareedney aaye, aur phir unhone sabziyon ki thaili bhi uthayi ... can you believe that? Par har baar maine aise behave kiya ki mujhe koi surprise nahi hua ... hahahaha. Bechaarey Mr. Kapoor ! he did not give up ... woh koshishein karte rahe poora din, unhone haar nahi maani par maine bhi apni feelings zaahir nahi honey di. It was so sweet !!! Raat ko toh unhone hadh hi kar dee - unhone Rishabh ke saath pakode banaye ... I was so touched!!!! Par main toh phir bhi nahi maani ... Mr. Kapoor koshish karte rahe aur main unhe kehti gayi ke I am not surprised. Phir unhone mujhe paan khilaya - mera favourite magayee paan ... I finally had to accept that I was indeed surprised by each & every effort he had put. Par yeh dil kitna greedy hai na ! hamesha zyaada ki khwaaish karta hai … mann kar raha tha ke Mr. Kapoor mere liye kuchh na kuchh karte rahein aur Mr. Kapoor ne bhi admit kiya ki mujhe surprise karne main bhi unhe bahut mazaa aaya.
Aur ab main unhe apni baaki ki wishes batoongi ... aap bhi dekhte rehna ki Mr. Kapoor mere wishes poora kar payenge ya nahi !
Lekin mujhe aisa lagta hai ke Mr. Kapoor kar payenge, kyunki unke liye mujhse zyaada aur kuchh maayney nahi rakhtaa ... aur mere liye bhi unke saath se zyaada aur kuchh zaroori nahin hain ! Shayad yeh pyaar mujhe zindagi bhar naseeb ho, ya shayad sirf saat din ... yeh toh sirf saatvaan din batayega !
From setindia.com/priya_diary/
Life bhi kitni ajeeb hoti hai na ! Sabhi ne socha ke Mr. Kapoor ke reports mein koi problem hogi but thank god, unki reports normal thi. Aur problem mere report mein nikli ... Doctor ne kaha hai ki mere breast main ek lump hai jo cancerous ho sakta hai. Mujhe biopsy ke liye jaana hai to confirm ki yeh reports sahi hain ya nahi ... saat dino main mujhe pataa chal jaayega ki mujhe cancer hai ya nahi ... jee haan ... shayad mujhe cancer hai. Yeh accept karna mere liye mushkil tha par mujhse kayi zyaada mushkil Mr. Kapoor ke liye tha. Maine Mr. Kapoor se promise liya hai ke woh ghar mein kisi ko nahi bataayenge meri sehat ke bare mein.
Yeh saat din main bharpoor jeena chaahti hoon ... Mr. Kapoor ke saath … Bhagwan ko jo bhi manzoor ho, par yeh saat din main poori tarah se jeena chahti hoon - har ek pal, har ek lamha, aise jeena chaahti hoon jaise yeh mera aakhri din hai ... Mr. Kapoor ne mujhe promise kiya hai ke woh mera saath dengey. Maine unhe saat wishes batayeen hain jo unhe inn saat dino mein poori karni hain. 1st wish – he has to surprise me … and you know Mr. Kapoor ne aaj poora din laga diya mujhe surprise karne mein. Sabse pehle toh unhone apna wardrobe badla, phir mere peeche peeche sabziyaan khareedney aaye, aur phir unhone sabziyon ki thaili bhi uthayi ... can you believe that? Par har baar maine aise behave kiya ki mujhe koi surprise nahi hua ... hahahaha. Bechaarey Mr. Kapoor ! he did not give up ... woh koshishein karte rahe poora din, unhone haar nahi maani par maine bhi apni feelings zaahir nahi honey di. It was so sweet !!! Raat ko toh unhone hadh hi kar dee - unhone Rishabh ke saath pakode banaye ... I was so touched!!!! Par main toh phir bhi nahi maani ... Mr. Kapoor koshish karte rahe aur main unhe kehti gayi ke I am not surprised. Phir unhone mujhe paan khilaya - mera favourite magayee paan ... I finally had to accept that I was indeed surprised by each & every effort he had put. Par yeh dil kitna greedy hai na ! hamesha zyaada ki khwaaish karta hai … mann kar raha tha ke Mr. Kapoor mere liye kuchh na kuchh karte rahein aur Mr. Kapoor ne bhi admit kiya ki mujhe surprise karne main bhi unhe bahut mazaa aaya.
Aur ab main unhe apni baaki ki wishes batoongi ... aap bhi dekhte rehna ki Mr. Kapoor mere wishes poora kar payenge ya nahi !
Lekin mujhe aisa lagta hai ke Mr. Kapoor kar payenge, kyunki unke liye mujhse zyaada aur kuchh maayney nahi rakhtaa ... aur mere liye bhi unke saath se zyaada aur kuchh zaroori nahin hain ! Shayad yeh pyaar mujhe zindagi bhar naseeb ho, ya shayad sirf saat din ... yeh toh sirf saatvaan din batayega !
From setindia.com/priya_diary/
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