Phulwa- Broken

And history repeated itself for her today. Again the breeze of love blew only it was not for her. It caressed her in its gentle touch but instead of healing it opened the old wounds. 

She knew that it was too good to be true yet for a fleeting moment she gave into her feelings. For a moment she let her heart believe that her first love was really not lost, that there was still chance for it to be completed. She felt the old love coming back to life, her eyes shone with those hopes again.

But then destiny mocked at her and threw her back into the shadows of misery. And again her heart was broken. The innocent dreams of love and hopes of a beautiful future were once again crushed cruelly.

When his heart had broken he had someone to lean onto. Everyone heard his cries.

But she wept alone . Her silent cries wailed through the night. The emptiness returned with greater intensity. 

He never loved her; the fact pierced through her. The burden of the meaningless relationship weighted her down. 

Her tears kept flowing but not a single hand came to wipe them away. There was nobody she could hold onto, no one to comfort her. For nobody heard the sound of her heart breaking. 

And the crash of her broken heart was drowned in the dark night as she embraced the dark reality.

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Yes I'm sad and this is a sad little post as a result of it. If watching Abhay mouthing those hurtful lines was depressing, Phulwa's scene today was disheartening to the core. Maybe I'm a girl so I can relate more to her or whatever reasons it is but when Phulwa cried today I had tears welled up in my own eyes. First heartbreak- never easy. And worst if it's like this, when you have no one to share your heart ache with, when there is no sound of your heart breaking. 

And no im not suggesting that Phulwa is totally broken and given up. I know she is a strong girl and will recover soon but that particular scene just got me. 

Just wanted to share my thoughts with you guys. Do comment please! :D

Originally posted by: vita93

That was a fantastic piece of work. Absolutely echoed my own thoughts.

Thank you! 😳

Yesterday was an overwhelming emotion bomb, and today was the entire explosion. Why Phulwa why? 

The worst part is she's got no one to put her shoulder on. At least the first time he did it, she had her whole kabiley with her. They put her back on track and she managed to come all the way here. But now she's completely alone. Even if she does tell dadi her feelings, there's not much she could do.

Exactly! This time she is completely alone. No one who can really understand her state. 

I was always hoping she's hold on strong, and once Abhay fell in love with her she could happily resume her prematurely-ended first love. And now it turns out he's still so deeply in love with somebody else.

I'm still hoping she would remain strong and not let that one weak moment detour her from her mission. 

As for Abhay...I hope that was just drinks speaking and he really doesnt love Aarti so much. Yeah i know im being meany but really i cant stand love triangles! :|

The storyline is getting too depressing to follow. We're still on Devdas track, but with a little more emphasis on Chandramukhi this time😭

True dukhi tu hai but hopefully this phase too shall pass. Hopefully by tomorrow things will be back to normal; Mr. and Mrs. Meany playing their insulting games. 😆

And yeah Phulwa back on her mission. :D