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Kagaz ki
Kashti Luv that Sacrifices Life
Part 13
Arjun: its true maan,, she is dying every moment'.
She doesn't have much time only 1yr'. but that is not guaranteed,, if mental
trauma is bigger then she can,,,,
Maan
hold his collar: nothing will happen to
her'. Maan apni Geet ko kuch nahi hone dega,, I won't let anyone even God to
touch her'. she can't leave me'. She can't''
Some
truth is hard to bear, it good when u didn't have to see them for ur love
ones,, I wish it doesn't happen with anyone'.
Maan: is there any
way to,,,, ajrun understood his meaning so he poke immediately,,
Arjun: we have to operate her,,, as her blood is
rare kind of its not easy to find a donor, and if we find that, its not
guaranteed that geet's body will accept that' maan closed his eyes and sat
on the bed, few tears dropped on his knees,, arjun was having the feeling that
its not geet only who is falling its maan also who is falling for her'. he
placed his hand on maan's shoulder'
Arjun: I said her before also if she had started
her treatment we atleast get the chance to do anything with surgery'. When she
was with dadima, then dadima also tried to convince her,,, maan looked at
arjun in confusion..
Maan: dadima? Did she
knew it?
Arjun: yeah,, why?? Don't u know that?? Maan anger
was boiling then,,, look maan geet was having the problem from her childhood
but like in some cases they didn't get to know that,,, geet have been in dark
about her health for some 22yrs'. She
just came 2 n a half month before and I meet her again,, I had return from US
after completing my medical,, and then I saw her report in that hospital'. She
was so happy then,, like a full of life,, I knew her from childhood,, she only
knows how to spreads love' and that day I saw the broken geet' she have been
facing some problem in her health but she didn't give any importance to
herself' its then I saw her report that
she have done under my friend's advise' and he gave me the report to special
check' when I found that, I was shatter myself' then don't know what happen she
become numb,,, I said we can have a transplant but she knew it has only few
chance'
Maan: when u met
dadima with her?
Arjun: she came to my hospital for her health and
then accidently we met,, then geet too came there and in this hustle bustle they
met,, I saw that they knew each other from before,, dadima enjoyed her
company,, when she came to know the truth she has cried her heart out but
geet took care of her,, she tried to sooth her.. I saw a new strong geet, like
she has accepted her fate, and no cry will make any effort.. I din't knew what had
happen next,, geet just detach herself after her last talk with me'
Maan
looked at him curiously'
Arjun: the surgery is very high, but it doesn't
have an assurance that she will be alive,,, arjun voice choked a little,,, and then this is really very costly
operation,, so we need lots of money, she came from a middle class
background,, and she doesn't wanted to put burden on her father's shoulder'.. I
said I can manage the amount,, but she is a self respected and self made
person,, how can she agreed for this help,, though I m her closet frnd but she
didn't take any kind of help,, she always said, she can die one death rather
than seeing her self-respect dying thousands death'.
Maan
remembered his each accusation,, offering money umpteenth time,, he dipped his
head in low' very deep heartedly he asked: what chances she have,,, he mumbled but couldn't
complete the sentence,,,
Arjun
sighed: as a doctor I shouldn't hide
anything,,, she have only 10%of chances,, and that too if we quicken the
transplant' maan hide his face in his palm,, arjun patted his back, but atleast we have hope' maan nodded
his head,, but maan doesn't u know this
before? Then why this baby? Maan looked at him painfully
Maan: I didn't knew it arjun,,, mujhse kuch nahi
pata tha'.
Arjun: but dadima,,, why she didn't tell this?
Maan was
furious,,, he have to talk to her, why she have lied to him, why she gets ready
for this marriage,, and moreover why geet was ready for this? arjun stood up to
leave but before that he gave his last few words'
Arjun: maan come to my clinic tomorrow,, we have
to discuss a lot of thing about this baby,,, and her health,, if u want her
alive,, maan instantly look forward'
Maan: I'll,,, I can
never imagine my life without her,, arjun was satisfied to see the same
love in his eyes,, now he is not so worried for her as he knew maan can protect
her' he took his leave'..
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Maan walked
straightly to dadima's room'. Where she was selecting some jewelry for geet,,
Maan: aapko sab pata
tha? He asked sternly'
Dadima: what r u talking about maan'..
Maan: dadima,, geet
has a hole in her heart,a nd u knew it before'. He said and its look
like a statement rather than a question'.
Dadima become
worried to see her grandson's fury eyes,, she sighed and sat on the bed'
Dadima: I m sorry maan,, I , I knew it' maan
paced in the room,, doesn't wanted to believe this,, his dadima can never do
this'
Maan: why???? Kyun kiya
apne aisa? Why did u brought her in my
life?
Dadima: maan, she whimper,,,, maan when I get to know about her disease, I
tried to convince her for her treatment but she doesn't agreed me,, she had
became a part of my life, I knew her,, she was an angel who can make a hell to a
living heaven' I I was being self fish,, but trust I wanted best for her' that
time I talked to samaira's father and he doesn't agreed for ur marriage with
her, as ur kundali is powerful that the 1st wife will die in 1yr,, I
can't see ur sorrow,,, I wanted to give u every happiness' then I thought if I get
u to married to geet,, ur kundali problem will be solve and that was I can have
geet always in front of me,, I can convince her to start her therapy,, trust me I always loved geet like my own
child, she is a part of my heart, secretly I wanted her to be get better and always
be with u, I knew no girl can love u more than her, she is a very sensible girl'.
I asked her to marry u but she refused,
she knew u love someone else,, and she doesn't wanted to hurt anyone, but then
sam get to know everything,, she tried her crocodile tears to save her life,,
and eventually geet has agreed for this marriage'. Believe me maan I always
knew nothing will happen to geet, if I brought her here I can take care of her
and give her everything,,, she can treat her disease, I could convince her' but
Maan: why dadima,, why
u did this?? He said sinking down in tears,, I destroyed her life only cause of my misconception
about her,, why didn't u tell me all this? why?
Dadima: I knew u would never approve this
marriage,, that's why,,,
Maan: I have no
rights to accuse u dadima when I myself at in fault,, I took her minimal
chances of survival,, this baby will harm her life,,, I don't know what should I
do,,,his self was so high that at this stage he can't imagine to blame
anyone or anything,, as he is at fault with the utmost share.. he sat on his
knees blanky,, tears seems to stop at her eyes in hatred..
Dadima: I m sorry maan,, I was being selfish,,,, i
never thought th ethings can go this way,,, after ur marriage I took her to the
doctors but he gave her option of the transplant,
Maan: why she didn't
treat herself in these months?
Dadima: as doctors said if we arranged the operation
right then she can be alive or can dead in operation theater,, this kind of operation
can't give her surety,, I remember her face was blank,, it was some days after
ur trip to London,,, and then when she came home she saw a heated argument of
abhinash and dev,,, she became petrified to see that as she never get to see
such kind of things,, abhi and dev instantly shut their arguments to see geet,,
she knew only she can hold this family and she need time for us'. And then she
refused to operate right then and after we get to know she is pregnant she
stopped to visit arjun'
Maan: it was my
fault,, this child wil take her life,, main kya karu dadima ,,, both side lost
will be mine,, I can't lose them,, one side my unborn baby whom I love with my
life and one side geet without whom I can't live a sec,,, dadima
looked at him teary and cupped his face..
Dadima: do u love her?? maan looked at her blankly,,,
bolo maan do u love geet?
Maan: yes whisper only came out form his mouth,,,
I love her dadima,,, realization sank in him'. dadima smiled through her
tears,, she always wanted to hear this,,, but reality sank in him,, but I snatches
he happiness dadima,, her everything,, she hates me,,, only hate that I deserves,,,
she hugged him to sooth his pain, but nothing can rectify now,, only remorse
can erase the guilt from him,,, or maybe
geet'and she knew his grandson wil anything to protect his love from everyone,
even for god..
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Man enter
his room and saw geet was sitting in front of the big glass window,, she was
staring the sky,, the view is quite beautiful and peaceful from their room'. He
saw her engrossed in thoughts,, without any words he sat beside her' geet felt
someone and turn to see maan's piercing gaze,, she can only see sorrow and deep
guilt' she knew he is sad.. she looked at him to find the reason for the distress
but only some tears she witness,, she became worried for him but he turn his gaze
to the window'.
Geet: what happen? They
talked now a days but that was never initiate by geet,, this is the 1st
time she wanted to talk to him'. he shook his head as nothing' but she knew something
is bothering him,,
They sat
there like several mins,, and then geet asked him again'
Geet: maan,,,
he closed his eyes,, this name that sounds so perfect only on her lips, he
wanted to hear it for so many time but she had never called him this way'. I can see u r in
deep thought,, anything bothering u?
Maan felt
he can choked in emotion' he just hugged her in a fraction of second,, geet
became stiff,,, but she didn't understand what had happen to him suddenly,, his
tears were flooded but that can't reach her as he wiped the before,, he was
feeling her in his arms, that's felt so complete, where geet was not sure how
to react,,, his touch reminds her his brutal act but now he needs her,, she can't
deny that,, she place her hand on his back,,, patting and caressing slowly'. To
get her touch he can't take it anymore,, his tears touched her shoulder wetting
that,,, she realize that
easily and brought him to face her'
Geet: maan,, what happen
she was in panic,,, he saw the concern she holds for him' she cupped his
face,,,and ask with her eyes'
Maan: I m sorry'.She knew he is saying sorry for any other reason,, there is something new that
is paining him a lot'. I m sorry geet,, can u forgive me ever?? Geet felt
her cheeks got wet'..
Geet: maan why,,
Maan: sshhh geet,,, I
know u can never forgive me,, I don't deserves u' but please,,, don't leave me''
don't leave me alone'..
Geet
felt her heart will stop right then,,, she hugged him tight'. They stayed like
that for long,,, geet was not sure why he is talking something like this but
she knew she have to remove his pain,, she can't see her maan like this,, she
wanted him to be happy when she will go away from them.. no words can sooth the
unsaid unbearable pain' and they don't even need words to shape their emotion,
guilt, remorse..
Maan broke
the hugged and cupped her face: u will never leave me na? geet don't know what
to say, she can't lie, she have to leave him and this world' but to see a
little hope in his eyes she can't deny him' she smiled and shook her head in no'.
Maan kissed
her forehead,, and then her tears away,,, geet closed her eyes, and feels the sweet
breath on her face, taking her all pain away with it' he was so much in
emotional turmoil that he forgot everything around them,, he just wanted of
feel her present' he kissed her eyes and then nose,, her rosy pinky cheeks
invited him,, he can resist to touch them with his lips'
he kisses there one by
one, licking the rolling tear,,, she breath heavily, when he came to her lips,,
she clutches his shirt'. His wet lips was giving her chill to her spine'. He looked
at her face and eyes but that was tightly close and she was breathing heavy,,
he caresses her lips with his thumbs and that replace by his soft M shape
lips,,, he gave a peak on her lips,, just touching it with his,,, slowly
licking it,, he sucks her both lips ever so gently''
Precap:
her denial or fear?
Maan making
plans to feels her happy''
Okk finished
this is quite long I guess so I can take another day off???
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me how its going on?? Sorry for all the mistakes,, there are many, I m mistake
queen'.
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Part 14
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