CHAPTER 1
I lied
there weak, pale in a condition I'd never imagined myself. Trapped in a
situation I still can't believe is true. I can't look in his eyes! I forget
everything! I loose myself... ALWAYS. I have to control myself but ' I don't
want to... I want to let it go!! Fine this time I will listen to my heart. But
what if I regret later? What if everything goes wrong? Ugh! I stopped the
argument between my mind and soul and I've decided ' I will follow the VERY
first feeling the VERY first thought ' To let it go.
I opened my eyes. I was lying on the hospital bed as I expected
on the side table there was a bouquet of roses' red and white and the lighting
of the room was dim' JUST the way I love it.
He was sitting on the couch, actually sleeping I sighed in
relief as what I expected was him sitting right in front of me waiting for me
to open my eyes and come out of danger so that he can fire me with bullets of
questions because ' I owed him an explanation.
The moment I moved a little he woke up as if all my actions,
movements ' breathing; EVERYTHING ' he could feel. He was relieved to see that
I was out of danger now. He walked up to me and kissed my forehead I could feel
the warmth ' like an electric current passed through my whole body and even
though I was in a hospital bed-Which FYI was NOT that comfortable as it should
be for such a serious patient like me ' How LS- It felt like I was on clouds
then he sat beside me and asked, "Are you okay?" I could sense the tension and
concern in his voice still in every way his voice was ' like an angel. "Yeah '
I'm fine swayam" I replied.
Silence.
He was waiting for me to say something ' most of all ' talk
about last night '
"You owe me an explanation Sharon'" he said,
"I know ' I know ' But Swayam!! You know what happened last
night I don't think there's anything to talk about?!" I said' NOT facing him,
he could see how uncomfortable I was so he didn't ask again. He respected me. I
loved this quality of himJ
"So' here are your medicines'you gotta take them properly' this
one in the morning' and this one in the night' and" He stood up took the
medicines and started explaining me what to take when' I didn't understood
anything he was saying all I know he' he was looking SO adorable!! And he cared
for me too much' he was trying to explain me what tablets to take but seemed
like he himself didn't had any clue what he was saying :P I wanted to laugh!
Tease him! But unfortunately I was that weak that I didn't have the strength to
do so' I could barely move'but with him in front of me the pain seemed like
NOTHING. I started smiling and giggling when he saw me doing that between his
IMPORTANT topic and oh boy, his expressions were PRICELESS. Mouth wide open
eyes popped out. I started laughing.
This time more loudly xD he said "What?
I'm not cracking any joke Sharon'this is about your health I'm very serious;
you gotta take care of your health for that you have to take medicines and for
THAT you need to listen to me'Okay so now this yellow one'" he started that
again I shouted as loud as I could which was BTW not that loud :P "AS
IF!!!" I was still smiling he replied "As if? What?" I replied " As if I have
to take care of my health as if I'm gonna take those medicines as if I have to
listen to all this AS IF I AM listening to all this :P " I don't know why? But
I was very happy. He replied, "SHARON!! What do you mean your not gonna take
your medicines' that your not gonna take care of your health!?
Sharon do you even know how serious your situation is?! And you're
using ALL the energy in teasing me and'" I cut him off'"Swayam swayam
swayammm! Chill baba let me complete!! ' Yes I will not take my medicines
cause you are there to give me'Yes I will not take care of myself cause I know your
there'" I said with a smile. "You scared me for a second'Sharon?" he
said'"Yeah?" He replied'"Y'you're beautiful'" AND the starring sessions were
back' *Pehela Nasha* ' "I'm pale!! For god sake I'm so sick that I have dark
circles!! My hair is a mess!! And'and you're saying I'm beautiful? Swayam'Your
CRAZY'!" I said, He replied "Yeah for you"' *Pehela Nasha'Hawa hawa look look*
'
Swayam was shocked by how "control less" I was today'I wasn't
Sharon the diva/rose queen/cultural secretary/Sharon rai prakash; Daughter of
Gautam rai prakash'I was his sharon . And I loved it. Our starring sessions were interrupted by the
doctor he entered the room and was shocked to see me like that'happy energetic
(okay not THAT energetic but comparatively as I had a VERY bad accident, lost a
lot of blood and blah blah :P ) and the doctor also knew it was all because of
swayam , he smiled at me and so did I and then he asked swayam to come with him
as there's paperwork to do'and he will tell swayam about my tests results and all'swayam
said he'll be there'
"Okay so I'm gonna go'Listen it will probably take a
while'you should take some rest , take a nap. You will feel better" I will
feel better only when you're in front of me'I
thought but said'"okay'and swayam?" he said, "Hmm?" "Thank you'you
know'yesterday whatever you did for me'? Uh'I'" "Hey'Its okay you don't need to
thank me" I smiled'and then he disappeared from my sight.
I was still lying there smiling amazed by the result of "letting
go" then I closed my eyes remembered whatever happened last night' forgetting
the bad things, the pain and remembering his touch and care'
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