Mein aa gai😛
Kyun aayi mat pucchna
I know I have been an MIA these days...Lekin me kya karing,,,,I dont have MB as a father na...toh I can't go on loitering like Kesu na😛😳
So me putting 3 epis back to back...
Because CVs right now are having Geeshy's aatma inside them ...
We are having Tallified epis!!!!!
And the two lovebirds have settled into a kind of an uncomfortable silence...
And we actually get to see them in the same frame only in the Epi 115...
Oh I love that accident almost-but-alas-not-actual bump into each other...!
The way his eyes searches her...and she doesnot give into it this time...
You see the making of the Gulaal, the wall of Talsagra from this stage..
Kesar himself erected it...
And he cannot be blamed, because his transformation from the loving Kesar to this hurting Kesar was because of her...
And then their journey back together to their original selves...
Because of each other...
Such an amazing journey...Oww...I so miss them😭
Anyways...What I was thinking that the moment everything seemed to be settling, we had something that would mega upset Kesar and unleash his fury again...In the end of the 115th epi we saw that ...Gulaal celebrating Dushyant's b'day...and Kesar again going mad...and we are back to square one tomorrow...
Edit:
I think that whatever happened between them, Kesar kind of always expected Gulaal to come to him...Like she did persistently for all of the 10 years...It was like he could always fall back upon her whenever he wanted...He could always get her and make her answer the questions that were haunting her...
but apparently Gulaal had had enough...you could see her in the first scene when she takes his Golu uniform and cries...Owww...you so feel for her as she realizes that she has lost her Kesar now...The Kesar who used to be wanting her to accompany everywhere...now wants nothing to do with her ...The hope that was burning inside her ...died a very cruel death...and the person from whom she had hopes, only crushed them like nothing...
And on the other side Kesar is sufferring too...He cannot connect to anyone na...Remains aloof from his friends...Rejects their offer to drink or play...Amazingly the things he rejects right now,. he does after he leaves Dushty's b'day party...he drinks and plays Kabaddi...almost killing on of his nikamme friends..Oh did someone feel, that when he was flashback of the terrorist's words about people not coming back...It was not Vasant but Gulaal on his mind..??? The way how things are not the same between them and he was lamenting that loss??
And so it is no wonder that eventually he does come to those letters which had been his friends, confidantes and saviours all those years!
The way he gets teary eyed...His angry tears ..and the terrorist had to come...His anger is so in contrast to that caring friend who had given her jalebis the other day...???
and then that almost bump in scene...Oh I just love love how he keeps on staring and searching for her loving gaze...This is the first time he saw her like this na??? Completely aloof and unaffected by him???
It is amazing that she also is sad that he is laughing with Talli and behaving like a stranger with her...her sadness apparent on her face...and that same feeling he will have after a few days when she is feeding Talli and ignoring him on the bike...Do I need to say which scene would follow??😆
Oh and the way he looks around and at the sweet as if he doesnot realize how he came there and 'whatever-happened-here' kind of feeling...She is his balance...the moment she moves out of his periphery...he is a goner😆...
And the scene with MB..am skipping...it was pure Mb😳
And then Gulaal comes to call them...Oh I so love the incredulity in MB's voice as Gulaal leaves as they are talking..as if how could you be formal with me...I so love him as the FIL...
And finally the happy birthday...as usual JK notices the odd man out and picks upon him and his wifey...I mean she could have easily told Kesar herself, but she HAD to drag Gulaal..and Gulaal so puts in the brave front and goes to bring him...he does do it ...but you cannot make him do what he doesnot believe in for long na...and ofcourse the moment he comes to know it was Gulaal's doing...the past mellowing was totally undone...and the raging and fuming and hurting Kesar is back...
Edited by -Srushti- - 12 years ago