I m sobbing right now ...so even if nobody is interested in my sob story ...I m gonna write ...I will feel better that way I guess...
I hate SPN writers ...I knew I will cry ...but I wasn't prepared for this ...I was laughing in the begining of the epi and I was like no maybe it's another funny episode and then those frigging idiots drop the bomb out of nowhere and that sudden change of emotion was so pathetic ...
I feel so bad for Dean ...he hates his life...all he ever gets is pile of guilt and he has to carry that guilt everywhere he goes and if thats not enough u give him guilt every single day to cope with ...
Just yesterday someone told him that sam and dean's life is not pathetic ...it's actually better than so many people around them...he said that sam and dean gets to save the world everyday and then have a brother who will die for them ...who doesn't want that in their lives ...and dean was for a change happy and smiling thinking that yes he is blessed with something if not nuthn ...he was frigging happy
but the writers can't live with it I guess...the very next day they took two of the most precious people in their lives ...they killed them off in the most pathetic fashion in the whole wide world ..and all dean could do is watch it silently and then frigging move on from that thing to fight ...I think nuthn is worse than that ...to be extremely hurt yet keep going on and stashing all that pain in his heart ...
