Dear Arnav,

Hi people of IF!!!! It's me Maddy! I wanted to write something sadish romanticish... lolz! Idk if this will be a FF, SS, or OS... I hope you like it and tell me if you want it to continue.

 

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      By the time your reading this, we're probably too far apart to ever come back together. I couldn't leave without telling you this. Arnav, when you announced that night you were getting married to Lavanya, it DID matter. I loved you Arnav! I loved you with all my heart no matter how far I tryed to stay away. I loved you but you misunderstood me, judged my character, and much more just because of that one lying snake. Now you know the truth so I hope your satisfied. I do not hold any grudges but I dont think we could ever unite after this. Please keep my friend happy. I'm so stupid na? How could I ever imagine that someone like YOU could have even the smallest feelings for me. I just wanted to confess this before I leave. My family and I cant show my face in lucknow or delhi, hopefully we'll find a place somewhere. I'm leaving my jiji with you all as well, please dont mention any of this to her. I told her that we are moving back to lucknow. I dont think I'll be able to keep in touch. I really wish the best for you and dont forget to mention me to your children. Tell them how crazy their Aunt Khushi was. I know ever since I came into your life it has become a mess. I am sorry, I hope you can forget these few months as just a bad dream, I'm sorry for ever meeting you. I'm sorry for falling in love with you. I'm sorry Arnav, I'm sorry. Ok well I have to go now. Bye Arnav. Forever.

 

                                                 ~Khushi