Hey...lovely post!
Was looking for a place to write...and saw some nice discussion here. I'm sure I won't make much sense...so, a big sorry before i start. 😳 Also, I have started watching the show after a looong gap..and am still catching up...so, there are chances, I write something which doesn't relate wid the emotional content of the show these days. Hence, sorry for the blabbering that i'll do 😳
A general human psychology...we generally don't recognize n realize the signifance of a thing till it starts slipping out of our hands...or entirely slips out. Its then that we start realizing a void...a feeling of losing something that was our's...could've been ours. The same I saw with Khushi in last night's episode.
She was striving hard...doing every possible n impossible thing to make ASR stop La from going away from his life. But when she finally succeeded in doing so...and the moment she saw Arnav in La's house...a sheer relief ran through her face. Her job was done...La's excitement on seeing ASR gave her a feeling of "mission accomplished"...and the smile that spread across her face, when she saw him remained all the while La hugged him.
But as soon as ASR responded to the hug and encricled his arm around La...THAT was the moment of "change" for Khushi...THAT was the moment of "realization" for Khushi and THAT was the moment that pricked heart and its pain flowed in the form of tears from her eyes...unknowingly n unintetionally. As per me, it was THIS moment that made her feel something precious going away from her and not able to understand and contain the loss, her tears started trickling down her face. She herself didn't know the reason of these tears...coz she doesn't recognize why she felt this pain...I feel, the process of recognizing this pain starts now. She realizes now that something very special to her is going away...what it is...who it is...she doesn't recognize it yet...but for her, its imp now that she fill in these blanks.
After that moment (where u very rightly said, that a million miles were travelled), what all she could think of was why something that should've made her happy, is giving her this feeling of emptiness...she was trying to put 2 n 2 together...but its a LONG process for the gal.
The change has finally started to surface in her very existence..she's started finding logics of why the proximity leaves her startled, and why that one "moment" (Arnav hugging La back) has affected her so much that it has completely captured her senses.
I don't kno how Khushi's character has been moulded in the last couple of months...but as much as I saw her...she is now stuck in a whirlpool of emotions...where there are many questions...but very vague and few answers. Now...wat I see is...after wat Shyam told her...and the "dhak dhak" in the precap (hope this dhak dhak doesn't come in the epi ...it reminds me of my recent stay at the hospital..lol) we'd have loads of Khushi's self talk...a constant battle b/w her heart and mind...one making logic and the earlier one defying it. Yes...she wud avoid Arnav now...but the more she'd avoid...the more encounters are likely to occur b/w them. Let's see though!
LOL...I don't kno wat I'm writing...so wud wind it up now. Just one last thing...i feel in the next few epi's there might be more of La-ASR scenes, with Khushi watching them...making it more difficult for her to comprehend her feelings and the way she shud react to it etc. And now ASR also softening towards her...her heart is defo gonna beat faster 24x7..lol! But since its the beginning of a "changed", rather "changing" equation from Khushi...the more her heart forces her to attach to the man...more are the chances of a heartbreak or some major turning point in the ME and/or the upcoming epis.
Hope i made some sense here 😳
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