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Hey guys!
Today's episode left me teary-eyed.
Class performances, elegant, subtle, natural and just so beautifully poignant in expressing emotions.
Everyone from Payal to Mamiji were brilliant.
I don't have much to say today. Emotions can never be put completely to words..but I'll try
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One more day has passed since ma-papa left us alone
Alone i stand...alone i feel, alone I will be
That gunshot, resounds in my ear like a cannon
a sound, so painful, it echoes forever in my being
I sigh, i groan, I pretend I'm fine
I shout, I moan and never reveal the pain inside
And it exists..it grows..it is a wound still sore
and i weep, I weep inside
I shout and realize the mistake I have made,
hurt one like myself..hurt one who's already hurting
one like me, though I never gave her a chance to speak
I revealed all, and then recanted..too scared to see
The silent tears that fell from her eyes,
the eyes that didn't reproach me
those eyes turned elsewhere; weeping freely
she found solace in my sister's arms, sighing ever so quietly
her pain, and mine, mingled into one,
my guilt became a stimulus for accepting what I had done
I looked for her...relieved at finally finding her
she hadn't left..unlike the others, she stayed despite my shutting her out
As I sat, closed my eyes, pictures playing through my mind
scenes, shots, smiles, and the memory of that night
that night..a nightmare haunting me forever
a night..where I lost my family to the horror
what was it? how was it? i stifled my questions in my eyes
Terrified of the shot, I yet again opened my eyes
Adjusted the flowers on my mother's beautiful image
smiling at me, like always, with knowing eyes
No more tears, no more instances of weakness
it was only for this day..this one night
a tribute to the ones who gave birth to me,
at least for this one day, I could escape from being me
He shouted at me, not that I didn't mind
but not much..I knew he was partially blind
today, it made sense, today I could forgive
he said so much, what more did one more day count?
he didn't know..that we were more similar than he thought
he didn't know..not that he cared about anything today
the pain was so evident in his eyes
i couldn't help but relate, I couldn't help but cry
he sent me away, hurting me like always
I tried, but then, silently walked away
I left..or wanted to do so anyway
when I was stopped and asked if i was okay
I cried freely then, a hug to make me feel okay
I cried for the parents I didn't know,
I cried for what I had lost before it was found
and then wiped my still-flowing tears and walked away
As soon as I knew that I had almost lost my father
I ran and hugged him, and then hugged him tighter
it was a close save...I couldn't lose love twice
who would i have, save for they who had loved me without any why's
that's it guys!
I'm too emotional..:(
sanaya, barun, daljit, nani scene- made me cry...so..I'll just..put in a great word for Abhaas' acting- the man's brilliant!!
that's all!
love to everyone!
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