Hey,After re reading your FF, I went on an emotional ride and penned down a poem for ur FF.The Imperfect Wife! (Geet's POV)My life has been filled with an abyss of darkness so deepThat night herself loses her way to the emergence of dawnMy days remain burdened under the dark pool of sorrowsAnd my nights strive under the blanket of my fears and my terrorizing dreamsI come from a past from which there is no returnI do not know who I am or where I belongSince I have no identity of my ownWhatever I had was taken away from meI have lost my heart, my body and my soulI live in shame so deeply engraved that there is no indication of lightBecause my body is tainted and ruined and can be never repairedI have become small, as small as the smallest particle of an atomAs hollow, as the deepest hollow of a drumMy pain is as terrorizing as the life imagined in hellTherefore, my each day is spent living in despairI made the mistake of falling in love with youKnowing you belong to someone elseYou showed me with your utmost care and concernAnd I just could not stop myself from feeling for you.I think about you day and nightI want to be held, touch, caressed and protected by youBecause you make me feel like a human againYou make me feel that I belong in this worldAnd that I am a woman who can be cared, loved and cherishedYet, I am scared, scared to come close to youBecause I am not capable of loving youBecause I know that I cannot make you happyI can never fulfill your desires if I become your wifeHow can I take away your life, your dreams and your happiness?When you are the best thing that ever happened to meI love you more than what my heart desiresAnd therefore, I do not want to you make this mistakeFor asking me to be by your sideWhen I know that all I can be is The Imperfect Wife!
Beautiful the way u described the feelings and pain for geet suffering.
Even after a year if I am unable to instill enough trust in you to share yourself with me, then we will think about separation as the last resort."
oh no not this condition. what if her insecurities still there?
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