Posted: 26 September 2011 at 8:35am | IP Logged
Originally posted by FollowYourHeart
wow u had a boyfriend...u were in love like real true lvoe?...if u dnt mind me asking tell me the story
lol I can tell you the story, but I think it wasn't true love, but I did have butterflies in my stomach
oh, at first he was a really nice guy, I never had good experience with boys. But he was so nice and cute, I loved it when he called me sweetie. It had such a soft sound to it
We shared so many things, how we thought about things in the word, which things were important to us. He showed me new thing I still like. And I loved to just be with him. That is what I still miss. To have someone you can lean on. You know all the pics of boy and girl when he is behind her and has his arms around her?
This feeling of just being together and just enjoying the moment together. I love it.
Problem was that he "only" went to regular school and I went to college and then to universe. He so didn't understand me, when I said I had to study hard for uni. When I said, I don't have time, I need to learn. It was the first year on uni, that is except for the final exams the hardest part. Cuz everything is new, you never had to do anything with law. And we were all so afraid of the first exams, cuz we didn't have any idea how they wld look like.
I love and I need to share all my thoughts, about what happened over the day, but he thought it was me just rambling around over unimportant things.
And I felt so betrayed. I asked him all the time what happened in his day, and he always said, nothing important, but then some of his friends came or his mother and he told them so much. I asked him why he didn't tell me and he said it's cuz they know him longer than I do.
In the end we realize that we just weren't made for each other.