confession

Friends, I'm here to tell u something... if u have enough time to read.

I was not addicted to serial. Wached 2-3 minutes & changed the channel.
Thats why I missed earliar episodes of Navya. But one day somehow I wached 1 epi of Navya & then couldnot stop myself to watch it everyday.
I asked myself- Why I am mad about this show? Why?
Coz... this show recalls my college life.
I know u all will say that- kuch na kuch kisi na kisi ke sath to miltihi hein.
But itna similarity with my Life! I just can't beleive it!

Ya, I was in Love with him. He was good looking, handsome, good student also. He was dream of all girls. I was lucky that I won his love.

chori chori milna (in the lab room), hat pakarna, ek dusroko dekhna, Book ke andor letter vejna... a lots of memories...

vo pehla peyar...pehla hug... pehla kiss... how can I explain that to u!

But one day our families knew about us... they informed teachers also...
After that we met but didn't talk... We watched each other but couldn't touch... We felt each other but couldn't express...

Thats why I was crying while watching todays epi. Lag raha tha vo navya nehi thi, vo mein thi.

socha tha sob kuch thik ho jayega...my parents also said that complete ur study then dekha jayega...

But college ke bad mujhe dusri sahor veja geya tha.
uske bad vi ham dono chori chori letter likha... ek book shop ke address use karke... but vo vi pakar geya...
I know u r thinking that why I didn't contact with him.
Friends, Now I'm 29. That time there was no mobile, no facebook... itna easy nehi tha...

After that I heard he became sick mentally...  bohot koshis karke maine usse milatha, I assured him that I will wait for him.
But he didn't want me to sacrifice my life for him. He didn't keep any contact with me...
He sacrificed his life for me...
After a long time I heard that he alwayas ask everyone about me... but he didn't want to meet with me...coz he was sick & thats why he couldn't complete his study.

Now where I am... I'm successfull & happy in my life...
but itne dino ke bad mujhe laga mere andor ka jo payar use liye tha vo khatom nehi huya... I still love him.
I don't know where he is...how he is..
use milneko mon kar raha hein...but himmat nehi ha mujhe ,

mera pehla peyar to adhura rahe geya tha... wish that navya will b happy with her first love...will b happy with anant.

Sorry to bother u with my personal feeling.
Plz pray for him...plz

 

thank you for sharing your personal life with us..hope this confession makes you feel a little better..i know at times life does not go our way...be strong.. Edited by barbie2011 - 12 years ago

hey...my prayers r wid u n wid him...tc!!

Hope U feel better now..after confession , which u needs.most.. Edited by Preet078 - 12 years ago

Thank u friends, for ur support.
I'm really feelling btr after sharing this.

Thanks for sharing your personal life. God bless both of you. Be strong and take care.
Edited by mridula.shome - 12 years ago

Oh Sweety, thank you for sharing your personal story. 

Good that you confessed! also happy that you are feeling much better after the confession. Take care, God bless you and also him.

 

I am just 2 days old on this forum! But really feel I know you all for a long time now!! Its all because of you people's supportive nature!! God bless you all!