Originally posted by: prncz
OMG Srush that was awesome ,write up ,,🤗 you bunch of Kesar deewanis ,, are amazing 😳,,Srush ,,your passion for this character comes accross so beautifuly ,, it compels me to SEE the epi ... and enjoy ...also when I read Shalini , Lennie , Aarti, Rumi , Anks comments it motivates me to see the Show and hmmm **looks at Shalini *** Neil I better add Manasi tooo 😆(sorry Rumi, anks,, could not reply to your post last week by the time I saw the post was late , so I kept waitign for a time , I see u guys online but ,,😭chance nahin mila ,, hope u all ready this --hiii)
I watched 3epis back to back [19,20,23] n lol I am blown off!!!😃
The last scene he comes drunk n barged in!!! OMG !! gulaal sure goona get an attack on today's epi!!!😆😆
He saying, u r my problem, was so so child like n emotional too!! 😒
And in the pre cap, y am not the centre of ur world!!
He so so wants gulal's attention, so child like possessiveness but u can c how he hurt too na,😭
Now come to ur post, hehehe after all the buk buk😛😆😆,
Wha wah what shareea [I hope that's how u call it!!😉]
Samjhe ya na samjhe wo andaaz mohabbat ke
Ek shaqs ko aankho se ek sher sunaana hai 😍
This my fav line, like me na😛, whether I knows or don't know!! 😆😆
Definitely she is like a drug to him na, neither he can refuse no he can take it!!☺️
But y she was ignoring him? Has she realize it ya she is just like that, cos not in those epis they really show her thinking other than the 20th epi she asking where have u been? And then he shouting at her?? Hmmm something fishy!!🤔
Ok I hate that talli or thaali or whatever😆 , she is so irritating with her chatter box na😡😆, gosh she just drive him away, must give K award for tolerating her that long,
And here at home she puts a huge drama for it, but my attention caught when Gulaal said I thought I knew him but I guess I don't know!!😕 What did she meant by that?🤔
And the way he was drinking!!! Man that reminded me of some one whom I miss so much!! *sniff*
After that show I love all this violent but not so violent scenes sooo much!! I miss him!! 😭I know out off topic but kya kare all leads to those painful memories na srush!!
After all he come home banging the door and comes in and what he ask, y did u ignore me in the morning!! Owww such a bucha na, this thing was in his mind all the time!!
Poor fellow… a hug🤗 from me for that!! 😉😆
And that he wants to ask question and a lots of them, he is so lost with out her!!😳
Last line was just make some one cry hen he says y urs n mine world r not same anymore, and y I am not the centre of ur world!! The way it was before I was sent to the hostel !! sigh… neil was so good in this part!!😳
On lighter note when I catching up the epis I saw neil was in his white kurtha!!! Gosh don't know what shalini did on that day with all her calws!! 😛😆😆
Originally posted by: AzMishy
On lighter note when I catching up the epis I saw neil was in his white kurtha!!! Gosh don't know what shalini did on that day with all her calws!! 😛😆😆
Originally posted by: shalini92res! i shall reply to you tomorrow morning after i enjoy my night's fantasies with neil! he looked sooo bloody hot!!! that soft husky voice!!! i shall reply to you tom srush.. tonight, just let me be happy with his scenes! 😳
Mein aa gai😛 and my awaiting ends... ok.. for now, i shall write only this much okay... i'll edit later..Ok chal tu aa gai finally😛And Long back I had read this quoted by my fellow IFian on a thread...and today it just struck me so much...seeing Kesar looking soo expectantly at the door waiting for Gulaal to just come...There is a riot going on inside his heart which only calms when he sees her...ironically she is the riot ...as he told her today...finally...'tu hai meri pareshaani' ..in the end of the epi...he didn't even bother much about who he was with in the courtyard. he was searching for gulaal everywhere his eyes could reach. it was like, i will not go off for whatever work without seeing you. and i do think gulaal was ignoring him cos usually she would be hanging all around talli cos its her exams today. metaphorically, it was talli's exams today too. as in it will tell us if she would pass (still be the goody goody girl she is and support kesar) or fail (turn evil). so lets see what happens after she got that piece of info from kesar.😊 Ya,,Gulaal was not IGNORING him..she was just concentrating on Talli and blew the bacha off and he raised his bike accelerator to draw her attention😳 and she looks at his angry face and thinks that it was better not to get into that since it was a good day for Talliphulli...Talli turning bad😲...a new thought... I had rather not have talli phulli at all😆 good or evil😆
So here it goes...something that I saw in Kesuda's eyes today...when he could not see her on the door...
Masoom si mohabbat ka bas itna fasana hai
Kagaz ki haveli hai baarish ka zamaana hai.
Kya shart-e- mohabbat hai kya shart-e- zamaana hai
Awaaz bhi zakhmi hai aur geet bhi gana hai.
Uss paar uterne ki ummeed bahot kam hai
Kashti bhi puraani hai aur tufaan ko bhi aana hai.
Samjhe ya na samjhe wo andaaz mohabbat ke
Ek shaqs ko aankho se ek sher sunaana hai.
Bholi si adaa koi phir ishq ki zid par hai
Phir aag ka dariya hai, aur phir doob ke jaana hai.this is one awesome poem.😃😳 Thank you ..PFC😛
She is like a drug to his senses...He cannot survive without it and sometimes he even hates himself for that dependency, for that inability to detach himself...inability to stay away...inability to just not love her...i don't really think he hates IT (i.e. the dependency), more like hates the fact that he doesn't know why he is so dependent. i think he would be more than happy to wrap himself up in gulaal's pallu all the time.😳😆NA he hated that inability, when he was reading his letters ..he said something on these lines...that is why I really want to raid that box ASAP...
Aww his searching eyes just made me sooo sad...and then when Gulaal came and she did not look at him and went to Talli directly...the baccha gave his bike a raise drawing her attention...he so craves that exclusiveness...me first..me your world...nobody else..it is not only Dushyant which bugs him..it is everybody who is in Gulaal's world and her priority that bugs him...owww he is such brat...😳yeap, when he changed the gears of the bike (with the letter K), the sheer roar of it depicted how bloody angry he was at gulaal for ignoring him. and just like that awesome bike, he is sexy, totally attention seeking and veyr much changing moods like changing the gears of the bike. 😆That was to attract her attention...it was when she looked and turned her face that he got real mad...@ bold...exactly😆 excellent analogy PFC😆
And he keeps on looking at her,,,in anger albeit ...but when she doesnot look back..or avoids his eyes...as he very well got it ...he just puts his head down...you can see his anger trying to fight his disappointment...he was s00o pissed off cos she ignored his presence.. haha! i love him!😳 okay, i should stop declaring my love for him after every paragraph... it has become like a punctuation mark in my sentences! haha!😆
ya..we all know that you LOVE him (Him as in NEil😛) so no need for parawise declaration...we can pass a resolution if you want😆
by the way did someone feel that when he was waiting for Gulaal he had become so entranced with the entrance door that when Sudha asked that bring talli back safely...he almost jumped out of his skin😆...and that acted in that cool and unattached telling her that he would be able to bring her back only if she leaves😆...and he even joked about talli and her revision...(which was totally right..how can you revise like that😕) .. but the moment Gulaal stepped in...he is like as taut as a guitar string on a E note😆...i wish i could string him...😆😆 bechare ko string karna hai tujhe😆
Talli ki battisi to bas..bandh hone se rahi...bandar chhap kala dant manjan ka advertisement chalu hai...heeheeeheheee...ghodi ki tarah hinhinati rehti hai...I mean look girl!! the tension between Kesar and Gulaal was so thick that you could actually touch it and feel the current..and the girl is jabbering away😡😆I WAS SOOO PISSED OFF!! bloody, chup hi nahin hoti!!! damn... she's even more talkative than i am!!! 😡😆Haha...tujhse zyada nahi hai Shalu..she is nothing in your comparision in jabbering away😆
Kesar takes away my sense of humour most of the time...(well you know when you are busy gawking, sense of humour tends to stay away from you😆) touche!!! he's so hot... hehe...I knew you would agree on this😛but today when he came and sat before Talli gobbling the bhajiyas like there is no tomorrow and the whole of Talsagra is going to make her go on a hunger strike, I just for a moment wanted to pull his nose for being such a snob...the girl was asking... errr...in talli language..the girl was wailing...did he want to eat bhajiya..and he is like giving such tired expression..and Talliphulli...the girl has absolutely no self respect...she gets thumped upon so much but still she insists...arre bhai when he doesnot want to eat or ask you about how were your exams to tu uske muh mein apne gande haath daal kar bulvayegi kya😡😆and the way you were gobbling bhajiyas...no person in his right mind would dare disturb you with the exam thoughts...😆...and the way Kesar got an went away was just fab...and still that girl follows him ...AND ofcourse ..she does take the bhajiyas with her tooo😆...Bhukkhad kahi ki.😡..Sahara ke desert se aayi hai...janam janam ki bhukhi😆I HATE TALLI. awww..poor girl...nobody likes her😆
The way Kesar asks her what is she thanking him for was also just to Kesar ...he is like so completely oblivious to her that he doesnot even acknowledge her thankyou except for the mere fun of ridiculing her stupid thoughts...he really is behaving burishly with her (not that I am complaining😛)she deserves it.. bloody annoying like a fly that i want to swat at!😡😆 which Kesar did in his own way😉😆
But when she brings out the Chunar thing..and he again relives the rejection of his gift..the mo re he tries to be free from those thougths..the more those ghosts hound him...and Talli's incessant chatter is sure not helping him as he drowns himself further into misery... the way Talli presses and the way he denies that it was not for her...I dont know...it might have looked rude in the first instance...but I think he was kind to Talli..telling her in not so many words not to have any expectations...the BG of slap when he said so was so appropriate😆
finally Talli! Shut up!!😛thank god kesar got her back to reality!1 now we'll have some fewer talli jhelo scenes! no more torture to us viewers!!! 😃😆I dont think we will be blessed with that this soon..Gulaal is going to push her harder in his way...and moreover now Raman back...so we will have some more of JK and Raman and Durgesh scene🤢
And somehow Talli gets into her mind that she should bring Gulaal in between,,,now why did I have that idea that she is suspecting that the Chunar has reached Gulaal...??? I know Talli and brains dont go together..but this time I think she has hit the bulls eye...and ofcourse she being Talli, she pressed on...and he being Kesar,,,he could not bear any more of this..and when in the end Talli started on 'Gulaal is right ,..you...' he just drives off ...Talli! now eat the dust😛LOL. i was laughing so hard with my mom!! hahaha!!! 😆then my mum scolded me for laughing at her... she apparently pities her...
ya looking like this she is in a pitiable condition...but then If I start pitying her,,..then who would I mock😆
And boy!! the way he ran you know he was going to drink..the poor supplier was so afraid, Kesar was drinking in a dry state openly...But I purely think that he started drinking with the sole purpose of giving himself the courage to go and face Gulaal... he knew he was not going to
have that if he goes sober...point. 😃 sirf point nahi...it is a GOOD point😛
And the last scene *sigh* *gasp**thud*...me fainted😳
The winds blowing and it is dark and Gulaal in her own turmoil on Kesar's words the earlier day ...and she tries to shut the door and bangs enters Kesuds...he is quite getting into giving frights na??? The only way he could actually get control over the whole thing...because otherwise Gulaal is so dominating (and rightly so😆)so like gulaal trying to close the metaphorical windows and doors of her heart but kesar just barges in, Owww...fantastic POV re Shalu...excellent...metaphoric window👏
demanding his share of her heart, even gulaal asks him to go away from her "room" (metaphorically being her heart), he stays there and she gives is cos she is gulaal and he is kesar. 😳 I bow down to thee for this one...fantooo
Was it me or did anyone felt that Gulaal too got conscious and AWARE of him...it was natural though...but for the first time I saw awareness in her eyes ...perhaps also due to the fact that she had just been thinking about him and he barged in...exactly, which is why she asked him to go back to his room cos he was is her room, itni aadi raat mein...
Exactly PFC..she was so conscious that he was there..😳
and oh!! the first thing he asked is what ate him up the whole day!!!
WHY did she ignore him in the morning...???*sigh* he had been roaming around, waiting for talli phulli to finish the exams, driving off and getting drunk with this only thought in his mind...WHY did she not acknowledge him..?? why would she not even give him a glance when all his eyes seek is her😭..owww the bacha breaks my heart sooo many times💔i wished that time i could jump into the tv and hug him like i would be hugging for my dear life (he is my dear life anyways..😆).. srush he was soo hurt... waaahhh... i wanted to cry...😭😆 me crying with you...I know you wanted to hug me...me tooo wanted it... chalo Group hug
aahhh!! so couldnot continue in the same post as I needed some breath after this mind blowing one...😳eh srush. what is this? apne aap only you are complimenting yourself? LOL. 😉😆 jkjk... it was a mind blowing post...😳👏 arre I was talking about mindblowing epi as you very well know😛
What to say😳...The way he is hanging on the door ...half drunk and half exhausted with the emotions that are playing him like anything...the way he says yes when Gulaal asks is he drunk...a bit ashamed but answering truly, the way he is standing there...as if he could do that whole night, if she would stand there in front of him with that concern in her eyes...His gulaal..that is all that mattered to him *sigh*😳srush, can you intro me to him!!! i really want to meet him.. damn hong kong for keeping me here like a bandhi.. (as in prisoner and not a girl) cos i am a girl.. LOL.😆
owww .come here ..we will find him somehow..and HK keeps girls bandinis??? howww...that is sooo bad😡😆
The way he listens to her every allegation, her scolding but in the end when she asks what has gotten in to you and his control snaps...and he asks what has gotten into you...and the way Gulaal reacts and gets all riled up and says that why did you come here in her room (that was sooo significant...she suddenly realizes that she has a grown up man in her room...before that she would not mind him peeping or barging inside...but today she was conscious)and she asks what is your problem then she suddenly realized that this is not the right time to get the answer to this as she knows right now SHE might not be able to deal with the answer😳...yea... oh yea... that's the proof i have been looking for! gulaal is in denial! omg... this show just got a 100 times better! (and i didn't think that was even possible!) woah... i love neil... [oh here i go again with my declarations..😆😳]you right a common pledge and we will tell the mods to put it as a asticky so everyone gets to read it and you wont have to type it again and again😆
And MY...*faints* he grabs her as she tries to make him go to his room and shut the door...somehow inspite of the action, i did not feel violence or crassness in the act...it was sheer desperation that made him do this..
Because of so many reasons...
He doesnot consider it as HER room...It is HIS Gulaal's room and he is not ready to go...secondly he doesnot think that this time is unapproapriate to talk to her...as he is talking to HIS Gulaal...thirdly he doesnot think it is not proper for him not to talk to Gulaal in his drunken state...because whatever state he might be in...he is HERS,..drunk, sober, sane, insane, grown, child, whatever he is..he is hers...
and WHY does SHE not see it that way...THAT is what is eating him...
and that is what he tells her...SHE is his problem..she...she is his tormentor, she is his salvation, she is his pain, she is his panacea...where could he escape..where could he go..?.and WHY should he go.>?..whatever he is ...he is HERS...can you tell neil i am his? 😉😆HAHAHA!!!😆 arre post it on the NBTR wall na...I have heard that he does visit the wall sometimes😛
and the precap...owww the bachaaa!!!
He finally finally gets all the courage to ask questions, he gets the opportunity to put all his doubts before her...and what does he do...what does he ask...about Dushyant?? NO...abbout Vasant's death?? NO about her keeping it a secret?? NO...
He asks what is the essential of his being,,,,SHE...why is she not the same Gulaal...why is HE not the center of the world for her like she is to him...why does HER world not revolve around him, like HIS does ...why!! WHY ARE HER AND HIS WORLDS DIFFERENT😭 😭 😭
ohwww it had all of us crying...Kesar crying, Gulaal crying and me too...owww!!! whyyy y y y y y y y y y!!!!! 😭 😭 😭 😭😭yes srush, let's cry together...😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 LOL.😆 ye le crying ke baad LOL😲😆...and am so jealous😆
Originally posted by: shalini92
me? i sharpened them, razor sharp... and in a snap the sexy white kurta was off him.. 😆 no seriously, i would prefer to have that kurta on him... 😉😳
R u sure!! U don't wont it off!!
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