Originally posted by: ..Maitree..LALALALALALLALLALA UPDATE TRISH UPDATE!
I wanna read myself!
Uff bhai.kya din aagaye..I'm spamming my own FF For Updates LMAFAO :D
Originally posted by: -Trish-
SHUT UPPP!! I couldn't help but laughhh..I will write a part plomish π
She said By Tomorrow (India Time) :D But I want it like NOOOWWW
Part 7(a) : Actions speak louder than words ?
As soon as Armaan left Riddhima burst into tears.How could she be so rude to him ? He was the only person she loved.The only person she could trust with her eyes shut.Armaan had always gone out of the to make her feel loved.He never expected anything in return.He just wanted her loyalty and trust all life long.
Two things.Just two things that he wanted from her and she couldn't give him
that.What a pity!Armaan always said something which would impact her mind and
her life.When they were in their happier times he would say something sweet and
so thoughtful that would make her feel so special and now he always said
something which made her guilty but it wasn't his fault.
He had always said that she was the only person who he could call his own.The
only person he could depend on , the only person on who's shoulder he could cry
his heart out or talk about his deepest secrets knowing it would be kept safely
with her.
Her life was a mess, a complete mess and she hated that ,loathed that.She had
seen Armaan's eyes he was in pain.Deep pain like her.She couldn't let him live
in pain for his entire life.No ,he didn't deserve it.He was a pure soul.This
was not what he should get.She was determined to make him listen to her.Just
once not for herself but for him.So that he could be free of the pain he was living
in.
(*)(*)(*)(*)
As Armaan walked out of the cabin a few tears escaped from his eyes which he
wiped quickly.Life was so cruel.When he was born his parents were taken away by
the almighty.He did not even know their names , forget having their picture.He
accepted this fact and lived life as it came
In college he bumped into Riddhima.Riddhima was like a light in the darkness he
was living in.A saviour , a confidant , a person whom he could be himself and
lastly the person he gave his heart to.No!Armaan reminded himself he doesn't
love her any more.He had gotten over her.He had overcomed his feelings for her
long time ago.Then why did he still care about her ?
Why did he run away from Big Bazaar that day when he bumped into her.He could
have stayed and gave her a hard glare and left but no he had to run away.Why
did he go as if it was him who was at fault.Was he not sure if he could control
his emotions infront of her."Stop Armaan!No more thinking of
Riddhima.She's given you nothing but pain" his mind commanded him
"Then why did your heart scream in pain when you saw a car coming infront
of her ? Why did you feel as if your life will go away if something happens to
her.You could have let her die , couldn't you ? But no you had to save her
cause you still love her" his heart told him..
"No!I don't love Riddhima.She means nothing to me.What ever we shared was
broken by her.She broke my heart into millions of pieces..I was their when she
was sad.What did she give me in return ? Pain.I won't forgive her.Never.I won't
let her break my heart again." thinking that he started walking to the
main enterance to leave but was surprised to see Muskaan , Nikki and Abhi
chatting away with Rahul in the canteen
Armaan couldn't help but go there.He knew they would constantly tell him about
Riddhima but he could ignore those talks and talk with them.They were his
friends and he missed them alot in all these years.Gathering up courage he went
upto them
"Hey Guys!" Armaan spoke and saw all four of them.Muskaan , Nikki and
Abhi were staring at him as if he had come from another planet.This was making
Armaan feel awkward."Guys!Kuch toh bolo.Aise stare mat karo" he said
Muskaan slowly walked upto Armaan.Her face was expressionless and she stared
him for quite a long time and suddenly she hugged Armaan scaring the hell out
him
"Armaaan!Kaha tha tu yaar..Kitna miss kia tuje.Teri khabar sirf Nikki si
milti thi.Aisa kaise kar sakta hai tu.3 saal mai ek baar bhi nai milne aya sirf
Nikki ko mail bhejta tha.Aisa koi karta hai kya Armaan ? Pata hai hum toh lut
gaye the barbaad ho gayye the"
Armaan smiled hearing Muskaan's non stop banter.He had missed this in 3 years
but he had no option but to avoid every one.As all of them would force him to
talk to Riddhima and he didn't want that.
Coming out of trance he replied "Bas bas bas Muski.Rahul peeche khada
hai.Agar usne sun liya ki aj bhi mere peeche padi hai toh oos bechare ka dil
tut jayega.Haina Rahul ?"
Rahul faked a cry while Muskaan just rolled her eyes and said "Is kaan
khujure ki toh aisi ki taisi.Kameena hai ek number ka!Useless creature.Agar
isse shaadi nai ki hoti hai toh aj hi iska khoon karke chote chote tukde karke
kutto ko khila deti!"
Rahul gave a she-has-gone-mad look to Armaan..On the other hand Muskaan said
"Oye!Tu shocked nahi hai ?" Armaan looked confused and asked "
Mai kyu shocked haunga ?" Muskaan smacked his arm and said "Abey
buddhu kahike meri aur is Raoool ki shaadi ki baat sunke!"
Armaan smiled and shaked his head "Nikki told me about it..Tum logo ki
happenings mai janta hu..Mere khabriwale charo taraf hai" he said..
Muskaan saw this as a bright opportunity and spoke "Acchaw ? Toh tuje ye
bhi pata hai ki meri shaadi mai char chand Riddhima ne lagaye.Pata hai
tuje?" The smile on Armaan's face faltered when he heard that and said
"Muski please"
Muskaan smiled inwardly and said "Isme please ki kya baat..Mai toh keh
rahi thi ki Riddhima ne meri shaadi pe ranauk la di" Rahul interuppted and
said "Abey oye shaadi sirf teri nahi thi meri bhi thi..Meri shaadi meri
shaadi ki rath lagaye bethi hai"
Muskaan made a face and said "Ha baba..Humari shaadi khush ?" she
turned to Armaan and said "Ha toh mai kya keh rahi thi ? Meri shaadi..I
mean meri aur rahul ki shaadi ki.Usme Riddh-"
"I know what you're trying to do Muskaan.Mai baccha nahi hu" Armaan
rudely said but Muskaan was no less."Arey maine kya kiya ? Mai toh bas
Riddhima ke baare mai baat kar rahi thi.." after a few seconds she said
"Ohh!Tuje ye lagta hai ki mai tuje aur Riddhima ko phir se friends banane
ki koshish kar rahi hu ?"
Armaan did say anything but had a stern look on his face."Dekh Armaan.As
much as I adore your's and Riddhima's friendship-" before Muskaan could
even utter anything Armaan harshly spoke with his tone rising "We aren't
friends Muskaan!"
Muskaan sighed and said "Toh kya kahu mai ? Ex-Friendship ?" having
no response from Armaan she said "Okay!I used to to adore your's and
Riddhima's ex-friendship.Better?" not looking at her Armaan replied
"Much better"
"Ye mamla tum dono ke beech hua hai aur ye tum dono hi solve kar sakte
ho.Hum sab ka isme mai interfer karna is not right.Isiliye ye mat soch ki mai
tuje aur Riddhima ko saath mai laani ki koshish kar rahi hu.Aisa faltu ka time
nahi hai mere paas bas ek baat kehna chahti hu.Riddhima does deserve one chance
Armaan but then it's upto you again.Mai kaun hoti hu tuje force karne
wali.Anyway ab muje jaana hai kaam hai.Bye guys." saying that Muskaan left
and seeing her leave even Rahul made an excuse of work and left.Abhi got a call
so went out side which left Armaan and Nikki in the canteen.
"Tune bataya nahi ki tu araha" Nikki said.Armaan looked away and said
"Bata ke kya karta ? Tu bhi sab ko batake meri life ka mazaak bana
deti.." " Armaan.." Nikki said "Don't Armaan me Nikki.I
don't understand!Galat mere saath hua.Chot muje pohchi aur tum sab aise behave
kar rahe ho jaise maine Riddhima ko vo sab kaha jo usne mujse kaha" Armaan
said angrily
"Nai Armaan.Aisa nahi hai.We know what Riddhima did to you was wrong lekin
uski bhi koi vajah hogi na.Tu uska sabse accha dost tha Armaan.She trusted you
more than she trusted any one else.She can't lash out on you without a reason
na? Tu soch koi bada reason hoga.."
"You think I believed it Nikki ? Mai bhi shock mai tha..Mai bhi aisa
sochta raha ki meri Riddhima muje aisa nahi keh sakti lekin ye sirf meri soch
thi kyuki reality kuch aur hi thi.Oos incident ke baad though I ignored her I
did try to find out what the real thing was.I wanted to believe all of that was
facade Nikki but it wasn't.It was real.Every freakking thing was real.."
Armaan said with voice filled with hurt.
"Armaan.." Nikki put his hand on his shoulder.."Mai janti
hu..lekin tu hi kehta hai na Actions speak louder than words ?" Armaa
looked back at Nikki he gently removed her hand from his shoulder he said
"Not in this case Nikki.Not in this case."
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Words. Words change so much. Although words aren't something that you can hold
and keep it with you, or crumble it harshly in your hands, nor are they any
weapon that harms you physically. Actions Speak more than words, he'd heard and believed. But in his life, it couldn't be any more ironic. Her actions had
told him nothing, it only made him and his feelings get inclined towards her,
it made him fall helplessly and crazily in love with her. But then, her words
said it all. "You were Never worth me, and will not be ever. Maybe it was
my Pity that I let you near me. I hadn't expected you to forget your Standard."
The words still hit him like a poisoned nail that had injection venom into his
broken heart, that venom, which regretted the presence of HER in his life. And
yet his heart keeps fighting back, that she could not do such a thing without
any solid reason. But she had, right? What more proof was required that his
life, his hopes, his dreams'had all come down crashing in that single moment?
Standard. He fisted the paper in his hands and watched it crumble down, as if
watching his heart breaking into pieces.
He picked up the paper and and tore it into pieces.This paper was just like his
heart.No matter how hard he tried to fix it with a cellotape or glue it
couldn't be be fixed...
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Tada! Done...The part is finally here..Hope you guys like it and yea the next update will be like in the end of August as Maitru wants to write it and her exams are going on so she can't update..But but but the next part is gonna be a DHAMAKA!Totally worth the wait :) AND lastly Happy Independence Day people =)
Love,
Maitree & Trisha
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