On April 24, 2010 I joined IF with no hope of ever being a good member..I came with the purest intention of demanding AR (You all know how much DMG sucked then)..My first birthday here was like totally unnoticed probably because I dint update my profile or more like i dint know how to update ..My friend told me about IF..She is one hard core ARian like me..She told me that if you want a place in IF you have to be considered trustworthy at the KaJen AT or else I will be termed as an MID..And thats when I joined with my First Heyy at the KaJen AT..And the first hi I got back from Esha dii..She became my first ever friend..And I couldnt have known then that she was just the beginning of the uncountable number of lil angels who were going to follow her..
Esha dii to Adi dii to Naaz dii..My first three friends..they were the ones who were online that day..Over time I became a frequent visitor of the KaJen AT..Never did I feel unwanted..Never did I feel I was new..The love I got was too overwhelming that I thought I would burst..Then friends never stopped..I have more than 300 friends here of which more than 50 are super close to me..I am not naming anyone..
I cant help naming some ladies..Yuni dii..She gave me the first nickname, chutki..I love her to no limits to no bounds..She is just one of those chapad chapad ladies and I love love love love her company the most in the AT...TANU Dii..If today I am known to write, she is THE ONLY REASON..She made the post of my quotes..She publicised my work..She did everything..I have never liked fame because I get freaking uncomfortable with it..And so even today she is the one updating the post..But even then I am out of words to thank her for what she has given me..
Lovely Ash Dii and Sana dii and Jiyaa dii..In my world I cant talk to nor can I play with anyone above the age of 19..Unless they are my family and that too with all the courage I can muster..But these three women..The three I have been super close with..They are married and I can still talk and fight with them ignoring the huge age difference between us..ITS A GIFT FROM GOD I TELL YOU..I love them like mad..TRUST ME..IF is the only place where things like this happen..I have friends who are married..I told that to my friends and they almost stared at me for 2 whole minutes..Its wonderful..A beautiful feeling..To have friends despite being too young..
Mahua dii...Quite a unique person..I dont know why..I am strangely attracted to this lady..She is just too awesome to me..I cant put it in words..Its like she is the magnet and I am an iron piece..Her pull is tremendous..I just love her..I love how she keeps promoting my work..I love how she can crack me up even when I go all low..I love you baby..
Niya dii and Ash Dii..My favourite friends jodi of all couple friends..I love how they tease each other..And for some reason I always happen to support niya dii and both of us literally kill Ash dii with the teasing that just cannot be boring..I love you both..I say it less often but I really do love you both..I pray that both of you remain friends forever and ever and ever..
Trish dii..A die hard KSGian..The KSGian in me just wants to hug her always for all the dreamy things she says or discusses about KSG..As a girl I have a little more partiality for KSG BUT I love my JJ AS MUCH..AND KAJENNN..Mashallah..I cant just stop getting them into everything I say..Lets leave about them for the last paragraph..
Sary dii, Preeti dii, Phatty dii, Mehak dii, Anku Dii and Anita dii..I love you six..I dont know any of you closely but I know if there is anything like KJ AT today..Its because of you six.I CAN LOVE YOU ALL FOR EVER..
Fatu dii, Oishi dii, Nomi dii..Medzi dear, Shasha Jaan, Poo dii, Nomi dii, Nikki diii,Minaz dii, Toobi dear, Shimz dii, Sneha diii : These are the people to whom I cant give a reason to love..I love them and I dont know why..These are people who are always there no matter what..They are there to give me hand..And virtually give me their shoulder to cry..At any time i can be with them and yet feel special all along..I love you all..GIVE ME A REASON TO BUT TILL I WILL KEEP LOVING YOU ALLL..
I am a traditional girl..I live in dreams and hopes..I believe in love..I only know how to make people smile..I just cannot be rude even if i try to I cant..I just don't know how to create enemies..And for a girl like me who is freaking backward in this ambitious world I thought I couldnt ever get a place anywhere..But here after this thread I feel like I am the only girl who is loved so much..Thank You is not even a word anymore..I leave it right there..for I think this gratitude and the immense love I have for all of you is better felt than said..<3
Guys, I also want to tell this..My real friends dont know I write so much..They dont know I write everyday like an idiot..You are the ones..You are the only reasons loves I am known for writing..I dance and my school mates know me as a dancer..I am an above average student and my english marks are just about good..But its PURELY YOU GUYS who have made me what I am today..You guys have made me feel I am fit for writing a novel and trust me IF ever I write one I will tell the world about each one of you..I know I wont be writing a novel..But I might because thats the only way I can thank You all..Till last year I just used to write every crappy thing that came into my head in my mail account..I begun an FF just for the sake of it..But my real official FF "Yet Another Sunset"..That is my real FF..The one I truly am feeling dedicated to..And its all thanks to you all that the FF is running 10 times more successfully than I could possibly imagine..
This thread today has made me realize that there is a family outside the real family..I have always argued with people when they say that parents are always more important than friends and those who say that friendship isnt worth it..I always say back that god gave you a family and he also left you a choice to create your own family..The one you have He gave you..BUT FRIENDS YOU CHOSE..And thats what makes both the families absolutely wonderful than every damn thing in this world..I LOVE THIS PLACE..I LOVE HOW I AM A PART OF THIS FAMILY..I LOVE HOW I AM THE BABY OF THIS FAMILY EVEN WHEN THERE ARE YOUNGER PEOPLE..I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE NOW..
And now I am in tears..I cannot have been blessed with more friends and love..You guys make me what I am..And you all have equal credit in it..THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU GUYS HAVE FOR ME..I LOVE YOU ALL AND I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH..<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
OKIES..Now I know all of you are sleeping after that long long speech..But I AM HELL SURE one girl is scrolling down for more and more only because I still havent talked about her..She must have almost wanted to whack me if this post ended without her mention..And now when she reads this she would be smiling because she knew all along that I would mention her only in the end..She knew it yet she she desired to read about her and my love for her all along..She is now almost blushing and wondering how I know her so well and wishing that she could hug me..And she is none other than my Armaan..
In her wish for me, she wrote everything..How we met..How we began..How we fight..How we made for each other jaanus..She is the one person whose made me feel that my life is worth living..She has made my regret to be that I have never seen her..She is the reason I still write FFs..She is the reason I smile everyday..She is the reason I am blessed..She is the reason THIS THREAD IS MADE..Someone may have made it I am sure..Because I have many many adorable loves..But she made it..She did everything to make me special on this day..And tell me can I put my love for her in 3 damn english words..HELL NOOO..
I definitely cannot contract all I have for her in 3 words and here is something special for you..For you alone in my own words from my heart..
Unike the sun and moon..
I always swoon
Upon your immeasurable love..
I stand before like a dove..
You made it to my heart..
Its never been so hard
To never have seen you..
Yet the feel of you..
Is upon every breath of mine..
I am no poet..
But you carved me..
Like a sculptor..
You have made me..
And I am yours..
Always and Forever..
Eternity was made for us..
You make reality dreamier than my dreams..
Just by being in it..
I love you and you know it..
Just hug me and seal it..<3
Ok its not a poem..Just made it now..Just a few incomplete sentences..But I cant express anything with just a I LOVE YOU..I know its magical but as much as i use it sooo often (the whole post is example) I cannot use it for someone like you..
I will always always breathe you Maitree..My BFFs are almost jealous of you because you get to read what I write and they dont..You get to read more of my love than they get to know about how much I love them..MAITREEE..You realize you made my day..You realize that this one day shall remain ethereal even when I shall be gone from this world..I love you and you just made ME Realise that loving you is the biggest blessing God could ever have given me..
My Armaan !!My Angel!! My love!!!My BACHIII!!!!!!!!!!!!<333333
ABOUT THE PRO THING..That fight and explanation will come in your other gifts I have loads to say and I am gonna divide it in three posts for all my three gifts..
SIGGIES..they are love..Just hope that IF lets me put all it..And the wishes..GOD..I dint know I deserved such heart touching messages..I will be back in the evening to reply them..and then its party.. FINALLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE
Amnt I the weirdest creature ever..I was all senti just a second before and suddenly I am hyper that I TURNED 15..
YO PEOPLE ON THE FLOOORRR...ITS MY BIRTHDAY...JUST GROOVEEE...ALL NIGHT..
KAJEN..I dont know what to say about them..Let me just sum it up in this one line..
No matter how much you try to recreate the history they created..It far from your reach..Hell or heaven..Love or Hate..Fans or Bashers..They have it all..You dont..AND THAT KAJEN FOR YOU..KJ werent MEANT TO BE (Bachi) THEY ARE BORN TO BE..The day you get this hard through your skill..you will know what peace feels like..KJian once and always..Born as a Human but will die as a pure KJian..(c) OK Again that wasnt a line..But still it did mean something..HOPEFULLY ANDDD...One mistake..I AM NOTTT CUTE WHEN I AM ANGRY.....I am a very very KHATARNAK LIL GIRL..
THANKS A TON loves for making my day..Will party all night..I promise to be here tonight..<3333333333333333
SO TILL THEN TAKE CARE..and Love you alll...MUAH..