-Ehtesaab-
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when she entered the conference hall dev was shocked so was Maan.
Dev didn't expect her firm to grow so fast ..enough to compete with his.. dam.. he had taken so many years to build it.. & she stands up in front of him.. just in few months.. his ego.. was hurt.. rather shattered..
Maan didn't know this is wat she is been working so hard for. He cursed himself to be here. He immediately called Adi to change the business plan.. she immediately looked at him.. & shook her head. He never wanted to stand in front of her as a competitor.. he was beside her.. he hated the destiny yet again.. to put him in a situation like this. This was an impt deal for him.. but definitely not as impt as it would be to her!!
after a small break the final announcement was made..
the US firm was willing to take over geets s/w but her firm was to small to support their requirement. The next best option was Dev's & Maan's.. KT was too huge a IT company.. so off course KT was the best option. But they couldn't deny the quality support they have been getting from MT for so many years. It was a bit tricky situation.
They firm decided to work with all the three companies.
Geets s/w getting accepted over Dev's. But the service from both MT & KT.
As they all moved to sign the deal..geet held maans hand. Maan felt her hand was warm.. he looked at the grip.. & looked at her. He just nodded in acceptance. She didn't even had to say wat she wanted.. he just walked out holding her hand..texting adhi the next move.
adhi smartly refused the deal granting the whole deal to MT..to dev
main jaantha tha.. tum mujhe kabhi hartha nahi dehk sakti.. he moved towards her.. I knew it u still love me!!.. Maan didn't leave her hand.. this time.. he held her firmly. Dev came towards her... she held out her other hand gesturing him to stop right there. maan lo jaan u still love me!!!
she smiled painfully & then looked loving at Maan
Love is the way I got over my hurt you left me to endure. She tightened her grip around maans hand the pain.. that I though had no cure..she hugged Maan & kissed him..dev turned his face in disgust.
Her kiss was all Maan wanted.. it said it all.. those words he was wanting to see in those eyes.. hear from her lips.. she said it all.. her heart was only filed with him.. only him.. when her heart was deserted just full of grief and sorrow he had come along defending her firmly & wonderfully defeating the suffering. Maan triumphed over the suffering making them go away silently without any struggle..which seemed so effortless.. though she knew.. all the while how he felt deep inside!! still in a hidden unharmed way he ended them all...she knew he was her everything!!
They reached home to find the whole KM was beautifully decorated for their first wedding anniversary celbration. Maan was unaware of this pleasant surprise from his wife. Though he had no complains. The whole family was happy to see Geet looking happy & enjoying with them. Maan still couldn't believe she actually arranged all this. He shook his head & went to the room.
Geet closed the door at his face.. ek min
he was taken a back... why was she closing the door at him. He turned to leave.. when she called just slightly opening the door..very softly called
Maan!!!
he turned to see the door partly opened.. he wondered wat was she upto.. he had never seen her playful.
He came in.. & she hid behind the door..
Maan - kanha ho tum?
Aap door band karo na plz.. he heard her voice from behind.
He turned to come face to face with his dulhan in red.. her wedding dress.. & ghunghat..
he stood shocked & kept gapping at her!!
she knotted her dupatta..getting restless.. seeing him stand like a statue.
Maan .. door band karo na.. koi aa jayega..she pleaded..
he closed his dropped jaw & tried locking the door. She giggled realizing he was taking so long to lock the door. Uff!! she snapped his hand & locked the door. He was still in the state of shock.. she held his hand & dragged him to their bed that was beautifully decorated with flowers. She bit her lips & climbed in. she was about to lift her ghunghat. He held her hand.. she missed a beat... he softly lifted her ghunghat & rested it on her head.. she was smiling.. her face was glowing.. .. she looked happy.. happy in true sense.. no remorse.. no ehtsaab.. just them..
he cupped her face.. she shied.. turning pink.. he took those lips in .. I love u ..she said it in the kiss.. he chuckled.. & pulled her closer. ..love u too.. tears well down her eyes.. he let her cry.. ..long after the night had passed.. he caressed her empty stomach & shed tears.. silently.. so did she!!.. he knew this was the last time he was letting her cry... no more ehtesaab!!
-epilogue-
It was the their baby's death anniversary. Both Maan & Geet went to the place were they buried their heart.. it was painful. It felt like only yesterday that they heard the news, they could clearly remember how their family were in rejoice. Tears didn't stop streaming down their face,.. the angel that got them together.. his realization of love.. her realization of truth..reality.. that she denied!! they hugged & cried.. Geet slowly took his hand & rested it on her stomach.. & hugged him again.. now in happiness... he jerked & pulled her away to see her face.. & nodded questioning her.. she blushed & looked down..
thank u thank u.. thank u.. he kissed her... million times... & gave a million kisses to her stomach.
He carried her home.. screaming in joy!!!
mama.. dad!!! mama..dad!!!!
he turned her around.. all of them came running to the hall..
he screamed.. main papa!!! mama.. mama.. he shook priya.. & then hugged yash...
they all rejoiced yet again..
Dr came back with a sad face..while Geet giggled.. Maan was bit confused..he got worried & asked the dr if every thing was alright.
Dr - every is alright.. lekin.. tumhe abhi iska double kayal rahkna hoga
Maan - kyun koi complcation hain kya
Geet couldn't control her laughter
dr - its twin.. Mr khurana
Maan chuckled up in joy & hugged her.. double the happiness spread in their life. The smile in her face..the happiness she spread.. that even an angel might envy!!
she kissed his eyes.. ur she chuckled like endless sunshine
he laughed
she kissed his nose.. ur my unbelievable treasure
only mineshe said it possessively.. he agreed humbly
she kissed his cheeks ur my shining unhidden star in the middle of a joyless night
joyless night..he questioned.. she blushed.. knowing wat he meant
she kissed his lips ur the one that gives happiness to my life..I love u ..love u a lot!!
- BLOG ehtesaab last part -
the twin baby & the death anniversary scene was nidzz 's idea!!..
Thanxs for all the beautiful comments & support
it really motivated me & helped me to write this painful ehtsaab!!
hope I made justice to the story...& title.. thanks a lot
love
muskan
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