I think its hard for Kesar to do what ppl want him to do like why doesnt he just ask,,,,,,,,, coz its not that simple - well in how i see it
Kesar cant even bring himself to even ask and tell her what is bothering him and what has bothered him in the last 10 yrs, its so different knowing something and wanting the answers and the also blurting it out isnt it, its something i feel he cant even ask or get out of his mouth
He has suppressed alot of his pain and hurt over the years to even talk about it (despite that he still had Gulaal centered around him, not once he had forget her and despite wanting to hate her and all that - he couldnt do it (now if thats isnt unconditional love then i dont know what is, his love outweighed his hate that he wanted on her), he will have to breakdown completely and thats one of the things Kesar hasnt done coz i think he knows (or its natural reaction) that if he breaks down, he wont be able to stop himself and completely shatter - his anger is his weakness but also his cover up to his pain and hurt
Like you say Gulaal is his everything, she is the only one who can hurt him deeply and then only one who can heal him, and is the balm to his wound
Maybe in a way she did indirectly ask 'Are you jealous - what exactly is your problem' which is the actual question posing here, esp as we want Kesar to figure out what exactly is the problem (- i think he needed a someone to say it aloud to him and then him to think about it and dwell on it), as Gulaal mentioned two of them, her taking D's name or she didnt do what he wanted... i am gonna say both but more so D (only coz the flashbacks were echoing in him about what Durgesh said years ago and fury emotion he had), the only reason i find she even said 'that she didnt do what he wanted' was coz he was telling her twice that he wanted her to be the head, and that she does things that he wishes she wouldnt do kinda like what compels her to do the things he doesnt wish her to do...
Also if i look back - both those reasons ended with D being the answer, he asked her 'her wajahh' her reason and 'also majboor' meaning helpless, for why she did what she did kinda what compels her to do it and what he didnt want her to do, obviously saying D's name, and then also putting forward D's name as the head
Also maybe she has has picked up that Kesar doesnt want D anywhere near it - i am wondering whether she sees how Kesar is around D and so on
Anyways the episode will shed some light on it lol 😊
Edited by Lennie - 12 years ago
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