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Mein aa gai😛
Shalu is scratching her claws to make them sharp😛 so that she can fight with me for tomorrow's epi😛...and so me here...wish me luck😆
So we have Raman Ramayan going on🤢 and so I fast forward...what kind of idiotic track is this...anybody with two pence of common sense knows that a person convicted of a crime so grotesque, is not eligible to contest elections...😆 hum sab ko Talli phulli samjha hai inlogo ne😡...koi nai...😆
I leave the hulaba place and run behind the phatphati of the rutha bacha...owww...he has climbed on the rock and throwing stones in the sea...
The frustration so obvious...the vengeance with which he was throwing stones, shows the amount of emotions he has suppressed inside...
Always makes me wonder how he was in the boarding school...did he even make friends there...he might be so lonely over there na...my heart so goes out for that Kesar right now...how he must have slept in the dark in the dormitory and thought about the words of that eunuch for these long years...
The same words he was hearing and rehearing right now...
He is so obsessed with his thoughts ...he just cant seem to alienate himself from them...and he cannot seem to get rid of that deep rooted love that he has for Gulaal as welll...ðŸ˜
Did someone feel that his anger was directed towards himself more than Gulaal when he had flashbacks of his and Gulaal scenes when Gulaal was ill and he was taking care of her...
Why why why could he not free himself of that bond!!!!...why couldnot he ignore her!!!!...how could he care for such a woman.!!!!..
And the way he tries crunching the stone between his hands...owww..the pain so evident...
He remembers the Chunar returning Gulaal ...and for him it amounted to the rejection of his love
Tears flowing so easily...tears of hurt and the pain that had been missing these days...
He had so tried to hold on to those emotions when he came back...but Gulaal and his love for her won him over and he had almost forgotten those words he had hung on for all these years...
but those emotions again came back ...
Did it feel that he was lamenting that losss...the loss of not able to forget and of not having those days of reveling in his love again...
awww the bacha is sooo hurt right now...😳
and in the end...his own emotions drained him so much...he sat there helplessly, the stone falling from his hands, as his hands loosened their grip, unable to hold on to those emotions...ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
The power of those emotions and his helplessness at everything..and above all the hopelessness of loving Gulaal...ðŸ˜
The other family scene between dushyant and family members was predictable and then the scene between Gulaal, Sudha, and talli the bandariya...and Kesar watching from afar...
Gosh!!! he so is hurting inside...he is not even aware of the surroundings...or the things going on around ...Raman and the whole scenario and Sudha and her pain...alll he could see is Gulaal's smiling face and he was hurting...
I think if Gulaal had been sad or worried it would not have been such a pain for him because then he would be worried about it...
But Gulaal smiling and being her normal self made him more angry...
He is like how can I be in such a state and she be completely oblivious to this...???? he sees her smiling and he has flashbacks of that fatal day ...
and in the end he cannot tolerate it and walks away...
Gulaal finally realizes that Kesar is not seen anywhere and is trying to find him and asks the bandariya and the bandariya for a change is not ranting or Chasing Kesar...and is worried about Sudha and Gulaal as usual plays a role of a friend, philosopher and guide there too,...
And whoa!!! that was one epic scene...Gulaal turns her face to see Kesar and gets frightened out of her wits!!!😆...and I don't blame her...such was the violence, fury on his face, any body would be frightened...
Looks like he is not going to control himself this time...good ..The bottled up feelings are likely to give me heart attack😳
And the precap shows Kesar confronting Gulaal...on why would she not do what he asked her to and why would she give it to Dushyant when he wanted her to be the Sarpanch...
*sigh* what do I say about this scene...😳
Because this scene was such a balm on my sore heart...
you know why???
Because this scene told me that Kesar is not doubting Gulaal and her chastity...he is just hurt...hurting that ego of his, and craving that exclusiveness in this relation which he gives to Gulaal...why would she not listen to him...that is Kesar ...the young Kesar who once told Gulaal...tum meri ho!!! ...exclusive, totally and completely hers...why? why and why when he gives himself completely to her, that she doesnot reciprocate that completeness...
He himself doesnot know this...but he voices that ...
And Gulaal...Gulaal is so damn perceptive...yesterday she read Motabha's mind and today she read Kesar's...
What was his problem? that she recommended Dushyant's name or that she had not done what HE wanted...
And Kesar is stumped...is totally bowled...he is now going to face this question and he needs to think about it???
Why is he angry...what is the reason...
haye haye haye...me so waiting for tomorrow's epi...
By the way why the hell did Sudha Faint😲...I was like🤣...people coming from LTL forum might know why fainting makes me laugh🤣🤣🤣🤣...just reminded me of our giant sized pendulum na guys🤣🤣...
The thoughts are still flowing...will come back and edit if find something postable...thank you guys,,plz bear...😊
Shalu is scratching her claws to make them sharp😛 so that she can fight with me for tomorrow's epi😛...and so me here...wish me luck😆
So we have Raman Ramayan going on🤢 and so I fast forward...what kind of idiotic track is this...anybody with two pence of common sense knows that a person convicted of a crime so grotesque, is not eligible to contest elections...😆 hum sab ko Talli phulli samjha hai inlogo ne😡...koi nai...😆
I leave the hulaba place and run behind the phatphati of the rutha bacha...owww...he has climbed on the rock and throwing stones in the sea...
The frustration so obvious...the vengeance with which he was throwing stones, shows the amount of emotions he has suppressed inside...
Always makes me wonder how he was in the boarding school...did he even make friends there...he might be so lonely over there na...my heart so goes out for that Kesar right now...how he must have slept in the dark in the dormitory and thought about the words of that eunuch for these long years...
The same words he was hearing and rehearing right now...
He is so obsessed with his thoughts ...he just cant seem to alienate himself from them...and he cannot seem to get rid of that deep rooted love that he has for Gulaal as welll...ðŸ˜
Did someone feel that his anger was directed towards himself more than Gulaal when he had flashbacks of his and Gulaal scenes when Gulaal was ill and he was taking care of her...
Why why why could he not free himself of that bond!!!!...why couldnot he ignore her!!!!...how could he care for such a woman.!!!!..
And the way he tries crunching the stone between his hands...owww..the pain so evident...
He remembers the Chunar returning Gulaal ...and for him it amounted to the rejection of his love
Tears flowing so easily...tears of hurt and the pain that had been missing these days...
He had so tried to hold on to those emotions when he came back...but Gulaal and his love for her won him over and he had almost forgotten those words he had hung on for all these years...
but those emotions again came back ...
Did it feel that he was lamenting that losss...the loss of not able to forget and of not having those days of reveling in his love again...
awww the bacha is sooo hurt right now...😳
and in the end...his own emotions drained him so much...he sat there helplessly, the stone falling from his hands, as his hands loosened their grip, unable to hold on to those emotions...ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
The power of those emotions and his helplessness at everything..and above all the hopelessness of loving Gulaal...ðŸ˜
The other family scene between dushyant and family members was predictable and then the scene between Gulaal, Sudha, and talli the bandariya...and Kesar watching from afar...
Gosh!!! he so is hurting inside...he is not even aware of the surroundings...or the things going on around ...Raman and the whole scenario and Sudha and her pain...alll he could see is Gulaal's smiling face and he was hurting...
I think if Gulaal had been sad or worried it would not have been such a pain for him because then he would be worried about it...
But Gulaal smiling and being her normal self made him more angry...
He is like how can I be in such a state and she be completely oblivious to this...???? he sees her smiling and he has flashbacks of that fatal day ...
and in the end he cannot tolerate it and walks away...
Gulaal finally realizes that Kesar is not seen anywhere and is trying to find him and asks the bandariya and the bandariya for a change is not ranting or Chasing Kesar...and is worried about Sudha and Gulaal as usual plays a role of a friend, philosopher and guide there too,...
And whoa!!! that was one epic scene...Gulaal turns her face to see Kesar and gets frightened out of her wits!!!😆...and I don't blame her...such was the violence, fury on his face, any body would be frightened...
Looks like he is not going to control himself this time...good ..The bottled up feelings are likely to give me heart attack😳
And the precap shows Kesar confronting Gulaal...on why would she not do what he asked her to and why would she give it to Dushyant when he wanted her to be the Sarpanch...
*sigh* what do I say about this scene...😳
Because this scene was such a balm on my sore heart...
you know why???
Because this scene told me that Kesar is not doubting Gulaal and her chastity...he is just hurt...hurting that ego of his, and craving that exclusiveness in this relation which he gives to Gulaal...why would she not listen to him...that is Kesar ...the young Kesar who once told Gulaal...tum meri ho!!! ...exclusive, totally and completely hers...why? why and why when he gives himself completely to her, that she doesnot reciprocate that completeness...
He himself doesnot know this...but he voices that ...
And Gulaal...Gulaal is so damn perceptive...yesterday she read Motabha's mind and today she read Kesar's...
What was his problem? that she recommended Dushyant's name or that she had not done what HE wanted...
And Kesar is stumped...is totally bowled...he is now going to face this question and he needs to think about it???
Why is he angry...what is the reason...
haye haye haye...me so waiting for tomorrow's epi...
By the way why the hell did Sudha Faint😲...I was like🤣...people coming from LTL forum might know why fainting makes me laugh🤣🤣🤣🤣...just reminded me of our giant sized pendulum na guys🤣🤣...
The thoughts are still flowing...will come back and edit if find something postable...thank you guys,,plz bear...😊
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