Chapter 8
She came back home
and threw her bag on her bed. She had never been this angry before. And
to top it off, she heard laughter come from Simran's room. She didn't
want to spoil anyone's mood so she just quietly went into the kitchen
and made some iced tea for herself. She needed some cooling! As it is,
it was very hot these days. But Babaji had other plans for her. Rohan
came into the kitchen to fetch a glass of water and saw Keerti look down
with her eyes closed, leaning forward on the countertop with her hands.
He wanted to make sure she was ok but resisted considering the
awkwardness the last couple weeks. She was a week into her classes and
her job at the cafe. He simply went back into Simran's room without
disturbing her. Laughter again came from her room and Keerti squeezed
her eyes tight and let out an irritated hiss.
After a while, Simran came into the kitchen and she was still in that
position. Simran put a hand on her shoulder and asked with concern in
her voice "What's wrong Kits? Is everything alright?"
She turned to look at her and just as she was about to answer, she saw
Rohan enter the kitchen behind her. She stopped and simply said "I'm
just tired."
"Chalo koi nahi. You need some relaxing. Rohan has just brought some
movie DVDs and we were thinking of putting on Munna bhai MBBS. I'm sure
it will cheer you up too." she said with such a sweet smile and Keerti
didn't just have in her to say no to Simran. Keerti went ahead to
freshen up while Simran popped some corn.
Rohan was already sitting on the couch with Simran's laptop when both Simran and Keerti walked in.
Why does he always have to use her laptop? Can't he bring his own?
She reminded herself to mind her own business and stopped being pokey
in other's affairs. Keerti went ahead to close the blinds and curtains
to prevent any light from coming in and turned on the air condition.
When she turned to sit, she saw Simran sitting close to Rohan and she
aarghed in her head.
What is wrong with me today? Why am I being so bothered by little things? She didn't have any answers and thought best to push them away and enjoy the movie.
They were laughing at every scene. The movie was indeed funny, but not today.
What was wrong? Why am I so irritable? Rohan and Simran both put their hands into the tub to get popcorn and she screamed as he pinched her.
Okay now I have a problem with this too? Why can't I just shut my mind and watch the movie. Just ignore them - she told herself. And with that, she leaned back on the couch to hit...
his
hand? He has his hand around her on the couch? What was left for Simran
to lean on his shoulder. If that's what they want to do then why am I
being a kabab mein haddi? I should just leave them alone. She heard
another scream from Simran when he pulled her hair from the back and
suddenly she felt suffocated despite the air condition and decided she
had to get out to get some fresh air.
"I'll be right back" she told them as she got up. When she reached her
room she heard another round of laughter from the living room and she
had the strongest urge to pull out all of Simran's hairs.
Geez what
is wrong with me? Simran put up the movie to cheer me up and I'm
thinking this of her? It must be the hormones, or maybe I'm just having a
bad day. First the argument with the customer at the cafe and now this? I'm clearly in for some trouble today.
She quickly changed into her sweat pants and a tee, brushed her hair
into a high ponytail and picked up her ipod to walk out the room. She
peeped into the living room to tell them she was going for a run. She
needed air to breathe and perhaps do some clear thinking too. "But it is
going to rain very soon. Please stay here with us." Rohan requested and
her heart ached. She didn't have it in her to stay and face such ugly
thoughts as she had a few moments ago.
"I'll be back soon, I promise" and before anyone else could say another
word, she was out the door. She ran, and she ran far and fast. She had
to de-stress herself. She didn't know why she was being bothered so much
by their friendship..or what is more than that? She didn't know for
sure. After about half hour and after she had cleared her mind by urging
it to concentrate on her studies, when she got back to her building,
she felt a few drops on her face. She waited a beat and without doubt it
started pouring. She took this time to wash away all ill thoughts with
rain. She brought her hands up on either side of her to feel the rain
drops fall on her palm and surprisingly she felt better already. She
started moving about herself still holding her hands up in the air when
she saw him watching her. He was standing on the porch leaning against
the rail wearing the sweetest smile. At first she wanted to just ignore
him and walk past him but seeing him smile like this, she couldn't help
the smile that came onto her face and she felt like a kid for getting
wet in the rain. Clearly, simple things like rain do give you some
pleasure.
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