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managed to complete the upd...will upd tomorrow...I have been great, right na?
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Originally posted by: starlingGr8!!!!!!!! But can't wait for tomorrow😍!!!!!!!!! was hoping u would do it today...😔
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Hearts...Broken
I was waiting in the waiting room, I watched Sid and the twins who looked at me and saw in their eyes an unquestionable trust in me, a confidence that I had failed. They trusted me, trusted unconditionally and I had not shown itself worthy of that trust.
I tried to smile to them, but suddenly I saw the little smile while looking at an indefinite point behind me, they made a gesture to Sid and he began to look in their direction and then smiled. At that point, out of curiosity, I turned too curious to find out who had restored the smile of my two angels.
What I saw, made me stop the heart. In front of me in all his beauty there was Arjun totally out of breath trying to catch his breath, perhaps returning to a race, looking at me smiling. He spent his gaze from me to the children and smiled at them, then looked back at me.
- Miss it's your turn - an old gentleman noticed to me in line behind me, but I was too busy looking at Arjun to realize what was happening around me.
- Miss, excuse me, miss, you feel good? - asked the same man pulling the shoulder.
It was then that I came back down to earth, but I do not look away from Arjun, who continued to smile at me, while I did the same with him.
- Miss, it's your turn - repeated the man then turned to look at the point where my eyes were focused - ah, love - he added.
At that moment something moved inside me, and certainly was not hungry even if I had not had breakfast that morning, the feeling that I felt was like a thousand butterflies fluttering in my stomach. And when I thought of the reason for his appearance at the airport I went to him step by step, slowly, very slowly and he did the same with me.
When we were just a few inches, I hugged him tightly and strong arms around me and I felt his close to grow more vigorously, as if afraid that I might slip from his grasp. 
Meanwhile, the queues at check-in went back and everyone had forgotten about me that I had sold my seat to the gentleman to run into the arms of the one man who I was certain I would have love for the rest of my life .
A part of me was happy that he had come, perhaps this was what I was expecting, maybe that was why, subconsciously, I was determined to go and buy a bottle of water, hoping to delay the time to be here and to ask me to stay, but the other part of me did not want him there, now go away because it was more difficult, more painful, but in the end maybe it was normal, after all it was a goodbye, our farewell.
The truth was that goodbyes are like that. They contain good and bad, and break the tie, the desire to flee and to remain and as I watched his eyes to prevail in all that mess of emotions was my desire to stay with him, anyway.
When we detached we looked intensely and I realized how difficult it was to say goodbye.
- Why did you come? - I asked breaking the silence between us.
The airport was full of people, but at that moment there seemed to be just me and him, we who were close enough that I could easily feel his breath on my skin and he mine.
- Because I can not, not follow you, I can not give you up - he said it without thinking too much.
- You should give it up, though - I pointed out.
-Give up your power to attract me and I give up my will to follow you - I said smiling at him sideways.
I smiled and for a moment the desire to kiss those lips turned into a growing need.
Were years that I waited for that time and had finally arrived. Arjun was kissing me and not any one of those kisses, kisses one of those who know of love and found, that taste of passion, but at the same sweetness.
When we separated I found the expression in his eyes that I was so in love and he had to find in me the same thing because I smiled.
The moment was interrupted by the ringing of cellular of Arjun. He left it ring and stares at me and at the end that the phone stopped playing to start soon after. I do not know how many times the phone began to ring and then stopped and started again, I was too busy watching him to stay focused on my surroundings.
Umpteenth phone call I could no longer turn a blind eye.
- Maybe it's better if you answer, if they continue to be an urgent call - I pointed out.
- He/She'll call back later. Now I turn it off - he said to predict the mobile phone from his pocket and checking who it was ' it is Gauri - he said refusing the call and turning it off.
- You should see what she wants, then. If she insists so much , it'll be for a reason - I tried to say while trying to hide the discomfort that I had to know it was her.
I know, it was an unjustified jealousy mine, but it was as if now I felt Arjun mine and jealousy had returned to be felt stronger than ever.
I saw him nod to what I said and after a "Back in a moment" it was called that, now his ex-girlfriend.
I did not hear what he was said, I was too busy looking in the direction of my children and Sid was smiling victoriously.
Arjun did not take long and soon came back to me and looked at me weird. What had happened?
- Is something wrong? - I asked hoping it was not so.
- You're always the same - he told me seriously and in that moment I could not understand the meaning of those words.
- I do not follow - I pointed out a bit scared.
- You want to know what Gauri wanted to tell me? - he asked.
- Only if you want so - I replied, hoping he would.
- She told me to running to the airport to stop you - he simply told me to smile back.
I did not understand the meaning of those words.
- I still do not understand - I explained.
- Simi told her the chat yesterday with you, so Gauri ran to my house to inform me of the thing, but she didn't find me and you were already gone and she could not even speak with you - he told me.
That's why I saw Gauri few minutes before. And I thought it was run to Arjun for some reason.
- The truth is that you are always the same. Before the happiness of others and then your life - he went on smiling.
- I thought you and she would be able... - I tried to say.
- Would be bale to what? Get back together? Senorita I love you, only you. I would not be able to stay with her, since I have lived for you for two weeks. You came here and you've messed up my life - told me while my face was sad. I was right, my presence and the kids would break all his balance - but you know what? For five years I do not expect anything but that. You and the kids you've arrived like a hurricane, sweeping away everything I had before, but you brought something new and fresh that I did not think I deserve. You were better than all could happen ' he finally revealed to me while I smiled.
He walked over and kissed me in a whisper and at that moment the loudspeaker called again a sign that my flight is not far before having to go. I was no longer certain of departure, I wanted to stay here, but it had to be honest with Arjun until the end there was only one way to be.
- You would not have the same opinion if I told you the whole truth - the I revealed.
- What truth? - he asked me dazed by my words.
- The truth that will bring you back from me, but I love you and I must tell you, I have to do it, even if it means lost you exactly ten minutes after we found - I told him and he seemed surprised by my words.
- Senorita what are you trying to tell me? - he asked curious.
- When I came here you asked me how old the kids are, remember? - I asked and he nodded, surprised - and remember that I told you that they completed five years the month before? - I said and he nodded again - the twins were born in June, 21 June 2005, exactly nine months after our meeting in Chennai - I concluded looking into his eyes.
I saw his expression and I saw him upset, so much so that his hands until then encircled my hips positioned themselves on the back straight to his hips.
- Arohi, you're telling me ... - he tried to tell him.
The fact that he had replaced the nickname "Senortia" with the "Arohi" said volumes about the reaction.
- Yes, I'm telling you that Aru and Geet are your children, our children. Arjunpreet and Daljeet as we had promised one day years ago - I revealed.
I saw him shocked and terribly disappointed in me. He had trusted me, had trusted that girl who only two weeks ago had said that those were not his children and now she was saying he was right.
He did not say a word, but looked at the children, seemed to study them, then looked back at me.
- Miss you need to check-in. What intentions do you have? - asked a lady raising a little voice to be heard.
- Just a moment - I said to the woman before returning to look at Arjun.
He had not changed expression. He still looked shocked, unable to say or do something.
- I know now it is not possible for you, but forgive me, forgive me one day. Now I have to go - I told him approaching and kissing him in a whisper before a blow in her ear "I love you immensely."
I turned to reach the check-in, but he stopped me by the wrist and at that moment I hoped that the gesture was a way to not make me go, for making me understanding that he forgave me, but looking at his eyes I did not see that.
He shifted his gaze and smiled at their children. The first smile that he did after my revelation, then looked back at me and the smile on his face disappeared.
- Ask me to stay and I will - I revealed him looking into his eyes.
I hoped with all of myself that he tell me to do it, but unfortunately he did not, indeed left the grasp.
At that point I realized it was really over. Tears came to my eyes and I settled back my glasses on my face for not making to see me cry. Then I turned on my heels and walked to the check-in, where in a few minutes I did everything and I was able to reach children and Sid while Arjun still upset keep watching us leave.
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