One day...all of a sudden my friend at work popped me a msg
on instant messaging. Giving me the personal news abt an old friend that
we no longer are friends or talk. I thought I was fine with the news and
it didn't matter anymore. The day was over, I left and set in the car...I
didn't had my ride that day...don't know what was that, but of course the news
started to take over my mind and I turned on my car...speed out of the
Garage. It was a bad evening altogether..the traffic was brutal and
breaks,bumper to bumper does not go well with me and it just added the fuel to
my mood. Finally after 3 signals, got my chance to take left turn.
The street is zigzag...and all of a sudden this idiot tried to pull in front of
me and ticked me off. I pulled up the speed...and of course I was no
match with him...there was a time that I could have lose my control on my car and done
for the rest of my life or THE END.
It hit me so badly...that I was shaking till I reached home. I set in my
garage for 10 mints resting my head on the steering wheel...then came out went
inside my house and sat on the sofa with my head rested on my palms...I could
not believe what I did...I asked myself...What is this? This is how you
will end up your life for someone who does not even care for you? Why we
stay back in the past and cry over it and never want to come out? People
move on then why I can't? That was it...I got up freshen up and went to
pray my prayers...felt bit calm...cooked my dinner and then rested after that.
Next morning I woke up with a strange but peaceful feeling that I can't explain
in my words. Usually I wake up with soar body or headache or neck ache
but that day...nothing...amazingly I slept through for 12 hrs without any
interruption in my sleep...I'm very light sleeper.
It felt like I have born a new life...I completely stepped in a different zone of
my life. It was a push from the past to the present. After my morning
routine I took off for work...it was less traffic morning suiting my mood...It
was serene feeling.
Ever since I learned the real reason of Happiness...A new person was born with
in me...I started to write...my wisdom become my friends optimism, it encouraged
them to look their life in different manner...
I referred as Sunshine...I get msgs popped on my screen as soon as I log in to my PC...GM
SS...etc etc...
It's up to us how you want things to affect you...
I have written something on that day...Ajeeb hote hai dil aur dimag ke rishtain...and some more...
Hence Happiness isn't a feeling or an emotion, It's a state of being,
Edited by Newdime - 12 years ago
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