Posted: 02 June 2011 at 4:14am | IP Logged
OK finally I'm here with my list...dunno if it will fit in all my thoughts and emotions about Gaurav...
1)I was against the total generation leap concept in Kumkum...But Gaurav changed it ALL...the moment he came on screen, my whole perception about generation leaps in serials changed...that episode onwards, i watched the serial ONLY to watch him perform...Sharman could cheer me up in ANY situation...so, it was the first time I actually fell in love with an on screen chracter
and an actor...i cherished the very first article published in the paper about the KK gen leap...
2)When he was replaced, i literally went into mini-depression
that's how i discovered I-F when i randomly googled his name...even when i had a good day, there always used to be something nagging me somewhere, till i remembered the replacement thing and felt angry...he also made me sadistic
i used to love reading posts where they bashed the new actor who had replaced him
3)Thus began a time when i started watching all his shows...my parents were taken by surprise when they saw i had suddenly taken to watching SERIALS
I preferred getting late for my Maths tuition to missing MDTA...and also rescheduled my study timetable so that i could watch Santaan at 7
nowadays, my dinner time changes with the time his shows are aired...i have dinner at 7 now
And i heard its healthy, too, so good for me
4)My craze for Gaurav became visible to my uncle who ended up giving me his number...yayyy
OMG OMG OMG he talked to me for 10 mins in such a warm, friendly way...gosh i looovvve him
since then, 3rd March 2007 has become THE luckiest day of my life
5)Whenever i see his pics or even read anything about him, i jump around, much to my family members' amusement
dil se khushi milti hai uske saath kuch achha hota hai toh
6)i cried when i lost all his pics that i had saved, owing to a hard disk crash
My brother said I'm mad...i agree
7)I show his interviews to all my family members...and also my friends...infact i used to say any random thing about him to my best friend Ishita
ometimes to their boredom
but they have all agreed to one thing...he's talented no doubt...mission accomplished
9)After a long, hard day(yes, even children have such days
), just one look at his face and i start
i love him coz he can unknowingly cheer me up ANY time...no complaints, no demands
10)I had chosen not to be able to view the members' siggies on I-F...Yes i DO feel bad when i see other actors' siggies...dunno why, i feel kinda mad if there's no Gaurav-Gaurav all around
11)He has become an integral part of my life...in my cerebrum's memory cells, (Kanpur, painting, horse-riding, yellow light, vibrant smile, sense of humour, Miss India, Hindi serial, etc etc etc and many other seemingly random things and words)= Mr. Gaurav Khanna...
12)In my mind, I've made up a story, which i feel is nice
, for a serial which stars him, is a runaway hit, garners the highest trp's ever in the history of television, and comes back for numerous seasons...I've even imagined the girl who's opposite him...she has features similar to mine
, but is an improved version of me
arrey real life mein jo ho nahi sakta woh imagination mein hi sahi
13)I have even imagined a story for a film, which he stars in along with AB Senior, Pankaj Kapoor and irrfan Khan(yes, all his faves)...it is a major hit and has received critical acclaim...so much so that he has ended up winning a national award,and many other awards in the international film circuit...even though AB didn't
he has one scene in it where his character breaks down and cries...that scene has been counted as a CLASSIC...
14)I imagine what his house in Kanpur looks like- hwat his family memebers look like, his lifestyle there, his interactions with everyone...I am a MAJOR day-dreamer, and when I have np wprk(or sometimes even when I do have work
), i imagine all this...it gives me bliss, i tell u
15)He has got me addicted to his shows, and given me such wonderful friends like u
16)I have had a few celeb crushes before, but there's not a chance that I have a crush on him...coz crushes are temporary, and u lose interest in that person after the crush fades...a five-year long thing CANNOT be a crush, right?I really wish the best for him, dil se...i feel all warm inside when i think about him...and I'm glad to have found like-minded people here, who understand TOTALLY how I feel...my need to watch and rewatch and discuss about ALL videos, pic and articles,,,anything related to him
17)I'm sitting here in my friends' house, typing away...all others are playing board games
I'm not such an unsocial person otherwise, u know
and i DO love my friends...but this HAD to be done, right?